I've been reading "Black Elk Speaks" and I'm now at Chapter X and he is 16 years old. I had read the Great Vision chapter before I wrote the spell to break the curse of the Goat and he keeps referring to his vision and times he felt like he was really in it again. I'm disappointed, so far, in the lack of faith among the Cubs after I wrote the spell to break the Curse of the Goat. They have one last chance, tonight, but I have slimming hopes that they will take the "chance" and use the magic, even though it is no Chance at all but a Sure Thing, with belief, even though it is the very easiest magic to do - just talk with people, in person or online, about Jill Stein. Even in Jill groups of 50,000 people, a stadium full, I could get NO one to do the magic with me, and it requires interaction. My spells were deleted from a group called "Elite Cubs Fans" and when I asked them about it, VERY politely, they just removed me from the group instead of helping - so you can blame them as the Best Chance to get the Spell into Cubs Nation and they deported me. There is still ONE chance for the Cubs to do this, today, so before moving on to more important things I will detail how this works.
All I asked you to do was engage in finding out about and discussing Jill Stein, online or personally, just asking if anyone has heard of her or what they think of her, looking her up on the Internet or facebook groups, ANYTHING, and doing this with the idea that it will break the Curse of the Goat WILL WORK. I explain the details of WHY this is the counter-spell to the Billy Goat Curse in gagablog #120 (JUST READ THAT NOW IF YOU WANT TO DO THIS- it's short ) and explain how it fits with Jesus' teaching in #121 if anyone was concerned about THAT. Then I wrote #122 to hopefully show people the power behind this magic, specifically because as I wrote and published #121 the news came out that the FBI was re-opening the investigation into Hillary. So I wanted to show people how the WORLD works with you when you reach out magically to make these things happen..
And I found out that the hardest thing to do was to get people to reach out and connect with the magic. I had a Very Few people interacting with me as I was commenting on various threads to spread the word about this Cubs Spell. I doubt I will do this again, unless someone asks, I decided to go online during the game because the night before I had written #122 while Game 3 was being played, published it before the Bottom of the Ninth, and the Cubs lost by one, and I felt like maybe I was "holding up the magic." I found out last night that it was not ME at all, but a Faithless Cubs Nation.
Let me tell you what you missed. In order to show people that this is MAGIC and will work if you just try it, I started calling shots, in comments on the threads. Later in the game they showed footage of Babe Ruth's famous "called shot" which I felt was magic confirmation that what I was saying, and doing, was True.
I called 8 plays before they happened, at least: At least 4 strikeouts, 2 double-plays, and Both Cubs Home Runs. To be clear: I would Type "Strikeout" in a comment then the Cubs would strikeout the batter, in the next few seconds. I would type "Home Run" and the player would hit a Home Run - BOTH TIMES. I called for a Home Run another time, over and over, but instead of a Believer chatting with me, at that time, I had a Doubter. I told him "All you have to do is like the Home Run comment and it will happen" and then typed it again. He liked my PREVIOUS Comment, "wanna see a home run?" and as we chatted Napoli, I think, kept fouling away shots he Could have hit out, and when he finally struck out the guy said I was a liar. I asked him if he liked my comment, he said he liked the OTHER one and I said "WOW, and I got to look foolish typing Home Run over and over with no one to like them (like, why did he think I was doing that?) even if you don't want them to win you COULD have liked another one JUST to test the magic" - since he was apparently the only one in the discussion with me. So, even though I doubt I have any witnesses, who care, anyway, I DID call both Cubs Home Runs -after I typed it,With Faith and no one to Disrupt it, it happened.
Why didn't I type it more? Why didn't I use this magic to MAKE them win the Game? Because it doesn't work that way. I told you all along, it required Help. And no one helped. So one more chance, tonight, but you can't rely on ME to "Call Shots" for you, even if you Believe in it, now - if you Truly Believe, you can call shots yourself - just remember that Jill Stein is the key to all of this so it will work better if you can Honor her with it, and less if you don't make any efforts to spread awareness about her, as well.
I even honored this by calling it Bear Medicine but even people who are feeling the Spirit Guide them to Standing Rock could not feel the spirit calling to help The Cubs, and Jill, through this magic. Oh well, there is still tonight, still a chance if anyone, even ONE person, decides to take this seriously and believe. I will give one more clue, or two: The Wind is what kept a number of Cubs hits from being Home Runs. Spirit has been speaking to me through the Wind, and birds, lately, and one of the things She told me, VERY clearly, was Not To Try To Control The Wind, but to listen to it. I feel the wind was speaking through me, last night, typing through me - that is the "Feeling like I am in my Vision Again" that Black Elk mentions. That is how "I" was able to predict what would happen - it isn't "Me", it is Spirit. But since I already believe enough to be a vessel for it, it works MORE if someone else can recognize it - it catches on. If it doesn't catch on, it goes another way. i truly believe that I, the Wind, was telling people the truth last night, but no one listened. Maybe people were all "fighting" against the wind, "Willing" it to go away, asking or wishing. That isn't how the wind works. Sometimes we feel like we "control" the wind because our thoughts correspond with the way it blows but the truth is these are the thoughts that are guiding us to Listen to the wind, not to tell it what to do.I'm sure there IS magic for controlling the wind but I will not try to do it again after being told to Listen to it, instead. If people listen the wind, which blows to get your attention, can calmly speak. But until someone listens it might just keep blowing. All I am saying is the next time a witch gives you a chance to break a curse, believe in it.If you believe in it enough, now, after this or whatever experience you have with this spell, we have a chance to do this, tonight, and show the World how magic works and convince them all, at the same time, that Jill Will be President and we will need to have no violence or disagreement after the election because it will be an obvious landslide. And if we don't well, "Them Cubs, they ain't going to win again." And you won't deserve to -without any faith in Spirit you will be judged "Cheap" and not worth the effort of special help, as Black Elks father said of some people who could not be trusted.
There is a #GhostDance2016 element of this, too. Our country is Repeating the Cycle of Genocide and Holocaust of the First People by the way Amerikkkkan KKKops are converging upon them to Kill them. BEFORE anyone says I cannot call this a Holocaust, the Continual Genocide of the Native American people continues to be the Greatest Holocaust in History - and I choose that word because the COPS are using Nazi methods: The last report i heard was that they were keeping the protesters in dog kennels when they arrest them and have given them numbers on their wrists like the Nazis did to their Jewish victims. Black Elk mentions one of the battles where a man cries out to fight bravely and remember the kids: "Do you want them to be taken like dogs?" is the plea he uses. I just read this about the dog kennels at Standing Rock yesterday and just read this passage this morning, This is the GHOST DANCE coming together, the way ancestors help us and Join ALL circles to remove This Evil from the world. Through memes last night I learned that the CEO of the company that owns the DAPL is Kelcy Warren and he made a comment that "dirty Indians and their phony spirituality will not stop progress" and he will be proven WRONG by the Ghost Dance.They have sniper-killed an 11-year old girl and are using concussion grenades against the people They tazed an elder, causing a heart attack, and have shot them and their horses. The people have no weapons and are praying there. A man named Buffalo Child released a video talking about these crimes and also about a man who snuck into their camp with a rifle to kill them, whom the protesters then captured. He talked about a friend of his who is a cop and was killed by the other cops for trying to tell the truth about it. I mentioned all of this last time but mentioned it, among MANY other things, to a girl who came to my door canvassing for Hillary. She had never even seen a picture of Jill Stein before, had heard of her but really had no idea, and after about twenty minutes I think I convinced her to support Jill, instead. At least I hope as she keeps canvassing she WILL meet other Jill supporters and get into more conversations until she does. I told a guy at the gas station about the We the People App, and mentioned it at the GameStop last night, and feel like every mention is a drop whose ripples can cause the whole pail to tip and spill over. All we need to do is communicate with each other about Jill and the Spirits will help us.
There is a commercial for Game 5 on, now, as I watch some football game, Saints versus Seahawks. This is #123, One Two Three, just as the Series is One To Three. I kind of set it up this way, I had a "counter-spell" for the "Indians" to Win, IF this one took off and put the pressure on them, but ONLY if they agreed to help SAVE Standing Rock, make it happen, and change their name and Logo, etc, as an example to other teams about how to do the Right Thing. Even if I told them they would be subject to the Curse of ALL Indian Burial Grounds, some of the most Abundant Curses in America, they won't believe me unless the Cubs are about to destroy them and the Cubs missed out - so far. If we do this, tonight, I will make a counter-spell to give Cleveland the SLIMMEST chance - but they won't take it, don't worry. That is all hypothetical, assuming the Cubs Fans or Jill Fans want to actually USE Bear Medicine or just ignore the Spirits' help.
If We don't do this,Jill will still win, but if it is too close and Hillary still maintains the illusion of viability for one more week and steals it, or if she steals it even without any of that illusion left, there will likely be violence and maybe the end of the country if not the end of the World. There won't be another World Series for ANYONE if this happens. If we DO do this, not only will it be a Spectacular Series for the Cubs but we have 3-4 days to build this viral momentum for Jill. Today is the last chance to connect with this Bear Medicine but if you do it in the spirit of Honoring the Earth and Native American Rights, do it with the Knowledge that We CAN and WILL Elect Jill Stein and it is up to collective efforts like this to do it, so the Cubs Spell is like a Primer or Model for what we are About to do. I was given another sign that this was true this morning in the bath when I was reading Black Elk Speaks. I had finished chapter 8 and decided to read one more in case there were any signs for Bear Medicine: In Chapter 9 Standing Bear tells his accounts of battles, they end up camping at a place where Three Bears died, saying "Jeneny, Jeneny!" which no one understood but they called that came the "camp where Jeneny died" (p.129. - maye it means something, now?) But the best story, about CUBS, came when Harry Chin calls him and 5 other boys to help him heal Rattling Hawk (p. 106-107)
"There were five other boys there, and he needed us for bears in the curing ceremony, because he had his power from a dream of the bear.He painted my body yellow, and my face too, and put black stripes on either side of my nose from the eyes down. Then he tied up my hair to look like a bear's ears, and put some eagle feathers on my head. While he was doing this I thought of my vision, and suddenly I seemed to be lifted clear off the ground: and while I was that way I knew more things than I felt sure something terrible was going to happen in a short time. I was frightened. The others were painted all red and had real bears ears on their heads. Hairy Chin, who wore a real bear skin with the head on it, began to sing a song that went like this: 'At the doorway the sacred herbs are rejoicing'."
Then two girls come in, with a cup of water and an herb. Black Elk "tried to see if the cup had all the sky in it, as it was in my vision, but I could not see it." The magic heals Rattling Hawk and he immediately stands up with a Red Cane. This was the sign, to me, that we should let Bear Medicine work, after all, and still have faith, try this one more time while we have time, because they young boys were 6 CUBS in the ritual and we need to get to game 6 - BUT one Cub was NOT like the others so it could be over in 5 if we don't Add the Magic, Change Colors and Add and Eagle Feather -these are all symbols for taking on this magic, taking on the Cause of Jill and the Greens, of Standing Rock and the Native American Rights, and of our Duty to Mother Earth who unites us all. It's not "just coincidence" it is MAGIC that "herbs" figure into this, too, since Jill will legalize weed nationally and THIS is a key to restoring balance with nature and peace on Earth. It is also not coincidence that Black Elk, and EVERYONE, is Taken Up in his vision,just as in the Ghost Dance all good people are Taken Up while the Earth swallows the Evil and then Let Back Down onto the Paradise we are Truly From, when we haven't gone Astray. He talks about how Crazy Horse got his name from the way his horse was "dancing" in a crazy way in that world of All Spirit that is the world behind this one, the REAL world, when he had HIS vision. It's not Coincidence that we think of the internet "Up There" in the Air, like Heaven, because it IS and can be this way. It shows how the Ghost Dance is bringing us, ALL spirits, living and dead, together, and bringing together ALL sides of Everything. And of course the Secret to us all Coming together is Peace and Love and Unity.It's not Coincidence that Jill Stein not only represents and Creates these principles with her Green Spirit and all Green Supporters, it is our Sign that THIS is the time and THIS is the way to go.
If the Cubs don't win this World Series they will NEVER win one again. But if Jill does not win there won't even be any baseball, won't be any country, possibly won't be any human life left on Earth. So let's put it in perspective and DO something. If we want to Use Bear Medicine, let us TAKE THE MAGIC away from Cleveland and break the Billy Goat Curse, shifting it ALL to them as the Biggest Burial Mound Curse EVER. Because if they don't change their name and Logo they don't Deserve to win. They deserve for AWFUL things to happen to their organization, especially in 2016, the year of Standing Rock where "REAL Indians" are being persecuted and abused, STILL, like we never learned any lessons from our Evil, evil history. THEY should feel all of this Curse and if we Activate the Bear Medicine, with magic belief in Jill Stein and TALKING about it -ALL we have to do -we will put the pressure on them so THEY change their name and WE still Win. If I find ANY faith in the Cubs and we Win Game 5, this will be the way it happens, unless they prove to have greater faith, greater ability to Save Standing Rock and Elect Jill, and ALSO agree to change their name -the odds will be VERY much against them, but most importantly WE will have broken this curse and shifted it to them. But if they agree to change their name AFTER we do this, after we Win Game 5 and probably 6 to put the pressure on, the CUBS can still win the World Series, THAT curse will be broken, but it won't go to them, only to other teams with disrespect. However, tomorrow I will let the Cleveland fans now what we have done and give THEM a chance to compete with the Cubs, in fan-magic, but ONLY the ones who will agree to demand a name-change. So WE GOT THIS, if we do it, just putting all my cards out there.
All I really want to say now is about Halloween and Kids and the Lifting and Thinning of the Veil between the Living and the Dead that keeps getting thinner and lighter as we approach Halloween. The Ghost Dance is the way we come together with our ancestors to heal the world. We do it all the time, in ways, but the prophecy is for One Big Time when all people will be Together again The vision it promises, living in harmony with nature and at peace with each other, IS the plan of the Green Party and it IS our future if we are to have any future. The Cubs can't just say "well, we have a good team for next year" - there won't BE a next year and even if there is the curse will be Permanent by then if you don't take this chance. It is the same even with Green supporters who "only" want or expect to get 5% of the votes in order to get the Green Party on the ballot in all states next election. We don't have time to wait for the next election, we need to elect Jill NOW. We can't give up and say "well, Hillary already stole it, lets pressure her from within and hope for democracy next time" - it will only get worse or she will blow us all up in World War 3. We have to end war, start saving the environment, and we need to do this now. They just reported that, surprise surprise, the Ice Caps and glaciers are melting even faster than they were before -anyone who know math at all can see the dangers of an exponential change, if we keep making it worse instead of improving it will get worse faster, in terms of storms and natural disasters, which I don't even want to blame on Nature when WE are the ones throwing her out of balance.
Kids are naturally more in tune with Nature and the spirit world, even in more natural cultures like the Sioux. Black Elk talked about how Crazy Horse would not notice people in the camp, except the children, but would joke with people in private or with warriors on the warpath, to lighten the mood, but mostly seemed Remote, in his Vision, except for with kids. The Great Gazoo tells Fred and Barney that they can see him because they discovered him (like a vision) but that the kids can see him because they Understand him. Kids are in Tune with the Real World, Fairyland or Heaven, the World Behind this World that Black Elk calls "vision." We all have it, too, at every age, just as we have our Inner Child and Heart - it connects us to that Magical World we were Part of, in Childhood, and have been Expelled from, like the Garden of Eden, in "Adulthood" - but it also calls us to the Future, our Heart does. I say I am from Oz - Oz is the Fairyland We Live in By Being Young-At-Heart. Oz is also a Prophecy of our Future, what happens when Fairy Tales are written in the context of the promising, Open,Free Country of America -Ideally - instead of some Old World Kingdom - there is no King in Oz - well, there are lesser Kings but the Ultimate Ruler is a Fairy Girl. And she rules with LOVE, not with Force. In "The Patchwork Girl" of Oz someone has to go to jail for breaking a law but the jail is a WONDERFUL place full of games and good things to help him feel remorse for his wrong, come to understand how he could have misunderstood, and be healed so he can accept the love that makes everyone want to please the Fairy Ruler and follow her rules. And it works. This IS the kind of world we will live in, with no war and no money and minimal suffering, if we can just Get there.
The thing that really struck me reading about the Sioux kids and their play, from Black Elk, was how mischievous they were. It really made me think of a couple of things, about the way we teach kids and the thinning of the veil to the Other Side on Halloween and how kids are already more sensitive to tall of that, how Halloween has been Our Ghost Dance, but annually,instead of Every 6 Weeks as the Original Ghost Dance was in 1890. First, let me talk about the Sioux kids: there are many different ceremonies where they harass and annoy the adults, just run around throwing things at them or poking them, all sorts of stuff. The idea is that people are supposed to withstand everything and not show alarm when the kids do this, in order to cultivate that Focus, I assume, and if anyone reacts the other adults would laugh at that person. One of their rituals is that after a hunt, when the meat is drying, the kids would camp outside the camp, in a mock war camp, and sneak into the Adult camp and steal food. These games remind me so much of make-believe games we played as kids, and the way all kids end up with mischievous ideas. It even reminds me of sitting at the Kids Table at Thanksgiving and other Holidays, which now I realize, with so many ancestors who were Cherokee or other native peoples, this could easily have been an evolution of this exact same tradition, the kids off to the side at a big feast.
But mostly I thought about how The Way of Life and even teaching about difficult things was done through Play and a unique and weird way we treat kids in "Modern" culture. The kids were learning about War and Hunting through their games even though these are the violent parts of their life. People say that we glamorize the first people and like to point out how different tribes had wars with each other before white people came and killed most of them, as if that is a "reason" for it to be okay: there were wars everywhere around the world but no one would say that someone "should" come in and wipe everyone out, except here in America and South America, as far as I know, on this scale. And the people who thought they should" do that, that the Ability to Kill makes the Right to do Anything, these people are still around, they are the ones, the cops from six states or more gathering to "kill Indians" and call them "prairie niggers" - just trying to continue that evil cavalry tradition. Tribes in America did go to war with each other as people have had wars everywhere. The thing is, as culture and technology advance we have less REASON for war unless we manufacture them ourselves which is ALL we have been doing for over a century. There is a meme of cops that reads "Artificial Scarcity Enforcement" because that is what ALL the cops and military are, essentially, now, despite whatever good they do. At the core they are all supporting an Imbalanced System, claiming they are holding back "Chaos" but really they are standing in the way of Justice and will be swept away when Justice comes, and finally in the Ghost Dance -which IS Now. We got this and can be Free once we stop propping up this unjust system, once we take Hillary down and end her and Trump's plans to destroy the country. There is another meme of Hillary winking and saying "I came here to delete emails and destroy America...and I'm all out of emails." Now, after the recent investigation, if we just PUSH she will topple over, and all we have to do is push little Like and Share buttons on our phone.It is so easy we can do it from home, which is why I have been calling the #greenrevolution the #pillowrevolution - also because it makes shaking down the establishment as easy as fluffing a pillow and lets us all sleep easier at night.
The Kids played War and Hunting. We DON'T Have to have War, Or Hunting, or even be Carnivores, anymore, as a Species. But looking at that way of life, when they DID have war and hunting, the kids learned about it through their games. They were also part of all the religious ceremonies, if only to annoy the adults like pixies, but they had their role to play as well. This seems different than the way we teach our kids in America today: we do play war games, especially video games, but that is more to make us accept the idea of War, and practise modern tactics and weaponry, because Ultimately War is not necessary. And we certainly DON'T have a lot of involvement of kids in "Food Production" - Preparation, cooking, we have MANY shows that kids watch, and tailor them for kids, but nothing about how animals are killed. And nothing that encourages the religious life of kids except some poorly made and even bad "christian" cartoons which hardly encourage or inspire anyone. I would say that our cartoons and video games, for kids, ARE our religious life, it is just we have gone our own way and these myths don't lead into "Adult Religions" (except magic and fairy ones and through syncretism). When he is only ten or so someone tells Black Elk a story about a man "courting" the girl he loved. He is told the sick feeling of desire but it seems as though sex is either unspoken or understood in tribal society. This makes me think that sex is the only thing that will ALWAYS be a mystery for kids, always a veil between kids and adults. Because in the future we won't have to have war or murderous cuisine or scary religion - or ANY of our other more complex "problems" we create for ourselves - that we need any elaborate rituals to explain or hide from Kids. In the future Kids will be able to understand everything that is going on because there will be nothing "too upsetting" or horrible that we have to hide or misrepresent to them. Only Sex will remain "mysterious" to kids in the future, because of course they won't be exposed to it. I know I have been a TOTAL sex fiend since I was able to comprehend sex, but when I was a kid and I first heard about it it just sounded gross to me. I imagine everyone is that same way and it is just part of our natural biology that we reach puberty and then can "understand" it from our own awakened desires. But there is NEVER an age where you are Old Enough to go to War, there is no Biology or Hormones that kick in that say "Now You Understand Why People Want to Kill Each Other And Animals." That DOES NOT exist, in Nature. It exists in Humanity, we LEARN the Lie that it is okay to kill because we live in a world that is built on that lie. In fact we "grow" by growing out of these ideas. After Black Elk had his vision he respected Birds as messengers to him and had more respect for all life. He went to shoot a bird and couldn't do it, due to this new respect - even though his culture said he did have to kill, to live, and they did, they way they lived, he was given a New Way to live, in his vision. Visions are timeless. Even if we can't live it that way yet we can sense the way of life, in the Future, when Killing is Obsolete. So Black Elk did not want to kill animals, after his vision, and struggled with it. When he did not kill the bird he felt shame and then saw a frog and immediately killed it, but then picked it up and felt bad, since he recognized more deeply how all life is sacred than he did before his vision. He also mentions the other boys throwing stones at a flock of birds. He had the instinct that the birds were holy, that he should not throw stones, but still he pretended to throw stones to fit in with the other boys. But he said they were holy and none of them could be hit, he realized - but of course they could not be hit by Him when he was Only Pretending. This is a lesson: We become more magic by looking for more magic, for believing in it and respecting it. This is why Black Elk was made into a Cub in a Magical Way when the other five were "average" -just as if you want the Cubs to win and somehow read this it will be up to YOU to be the magical one, to turn 5 into 6. The other lesson is that the Vision world, The Real World, Fairyland, Makes us different than "others" - it makes us stand out. It truly connects us to our Future, Free Self -it is the Ghost Dance. And that can make us stand out,like Crazy Horse who only talked with kids or joked with others on certain occasions. But we can also Do It while pretending to do something else. You don't even have to say anything about Jill Stein to make this Cubs magic work, but it helps if you do. All you have to do is consider it, think about her while saying Go Cubs!, and follow where the magic leads you because it works as much as you believe it.
I wanted to call this "Bad Kids" to make the Gaga connection but of course there are no "Bad" kids and it is just a way of saying it, putting it in quotes to focus on the mischief of the Sioux kids and also for Halloween, which is Tomorrow. When I say Halloween is an annual Ghost Dance, it is, and is so all over the world in Different forms, because all cultures, all people, have always been able to sense the thinness of the veil between Worlds at this time. We've always been better at communicating with our ancestors around this date. The Ghost Dance specified a ritual for this same kind of experience every six weeks and this would put the whole culture on a more spiritual plane so that when "Halloween" came around it would be even more powerful, increasing belief, and become a Snowballing Ghosttrain year after year, if they hadn't killed off the earthly component of it when the US Army killed Sitting Bull and 300 in his tribe at the Massacre at Wounded Knee. But of course it is not over. I have talked about the origins of Halloween here, before, but now it has special meaning because of the #GhostDance2106- just because of all the events, Tomorrow will be the Biggest way that the Two Worlds have come together in a long time. If you know my belief in Unity you will know I don't think there ARE two world, it's just easier to say that - actually we are always Unified and just have a filter or misperception that makes us feel Separate.
The origins of Halloween are fascinating, as I learned on a Documentary. The Trick Or Treating Halloween we know today only started 100 years ago. Of course it drew from various traditions around the world, mostly Ireland, I think, where the original Jack-o-lanterns were carved Turnips used as hand-held lanterns and the kids would roam the streets. But there was no Trick or Treat ritual in America until about 1920 or 1930, I think, and this is how it came about - basically they had to bribe the kids to keep them from Berning the place down. It had become known as Hell Night, Halloween, and the fad from the start of the 20th century was for kids to cause a LOT of mischief. I feel like it relates to the Paiute-Lakota Ghost Dance, every 6 weeks, and ALL the Sioux kid mischief, year-round and on monthly and regular occasions, to say that, if kids don't have regular outlets and "interaction", a role to play, in "Adult Culture", it Will come out in BAD ways, with BAD KIDS acting BADLY.
The documentary saw had a 100-year old man reminiscing on being a trouble-maker in those days and he said that while he and his buddies might put someone tractor on top of their barn he wasn't anyone who ever got into Bad Pranks. I forget what they called themselves, seems like there was a name for kids when they were out "Tricking", Pranking, because there were no "Treats" back then, until some lady invented them.
It helps to think of it magically, that ALL this mischief was building up in kids and year after year, as they got more into it and had to outdo each other, they did more and more destruction each year. It became known as Hell Night and sounds like it could rival some dystopian future movies like The Purge. Kids would roam around destroying things and setting building on fire. It got so bad, year after year, that the people were trying to ban it, calling it "Hell Night" in all the papers and large portions of cities were starting to be burned down - they were literally starting to fear that the Kids would burn down whole cities on Hell Night if something didn't change.
Then some lady held a party at her house and gave the kids all sweets. She wrote about this, it was in the paper it became a tradition to have House Parties on Halloween and invite all the neighborhood kids over and bribe them with treats so they wouldn't burn the town down, basically. and it worked, it caught on, virally, in like 1930. Then it evolved into Trick Or Treating, where we go door to door. In the Old Days it seemed more like the idea is that if someone doesn't have candy, you actually play a trick on them, a throwback to the old days of Pranksters. I feel like i must mention the Revolutionary Yippies of he 1960's, who encircled and levitated the Pentagon with Love-Power, and how Pranksters, and the Merry Pranksters and Grateful Dead ad Raves made Subcultures and Traditions for these kinds of Prank-magic expressions for Kids of All Ages. Rave kids used to enjoy pacifiers, for example, or the cuteness of the Dancing bears -there is a beautiful Childishness throughout all of these Cultures. We have a lot more candy, now, than we used to so maybe the Tricks Side has fallen out of fashion, in Trick Or Treating, anyway, but in the last few decades more and more Adults take part in Halloween parties and pranks, too, so maybe it is just a shift of venue for those energies to be expressed. Like I said, it makes it easier and more fun to see these things as spiritual, as literally the time when the Spirits of the Dead come back to roam the earth trough our costumery and rituals. I just saw a Sabrina the Teenage Witch when I started typing this and remembered it here at the end. She does a "PSA" at the end about Not Getting Sucked into the Commercialism of Halloween - don't worry about costumes and candy, get into the true spirit of it by sitting around the Jack-O-lantern with Family and reflecting on the Spirit of Halloween. I know it was a joke, a parody of what people sometimes say about Christmas, but it really applies in a magical Way.I am not saying "don't go out" - I'm ALL ABOUT Halloween and hope everyone has a fun, safe, wild time out there. I'm saying that Halloween is not just what happens on the Outside, the costumes and Trick Or Treating and Parties, These are all Symbols of a Spiritual Reunion that IS happening both inside us and in our Images and Archetypes we Invoke. We DO have a Ghost Dance, ALL the time, but we all have this CHANCE to really feel it on Halloween, the Annual Ghost Dance we have ALWAYS had and have an Evolving Tradition for, now.
But the main reason I want to mention it is to remind you that all of these Ghosts and all of this Mischief, from Kids of all Ages, especially Berners and Greens and Millennials who you've put ALL your evil powers into disenfranchising, we're all coming for you. Let us have a Treat, LET US ELECT JILL STEIN, count our votes and stop trying to steal them or deny them, or you are in for the Biggest Trick EVER. We WILL "Bern" the establishment down and it WILL be the end of this country as you know it, like all the Hell Nights you have postponed with Candy-installments coming back at once to Haunt You.
This is the Final Warning. We already have a National Boycott planned for Nov 1 through the election, just to show you how we will SHUT THE SYSTEM DOWN if you do not allow democracy to be restored and let us elect Jill. Oh,and if you want the Cubs to EVER make the world series again, and even WIN this one, just as JILL WILL WIN in 2016, just add your Cub Magic,Belief, Bear Medicine to this in ANY way you feel comfortable, even pretending to throw stones. But believe in the Spirit that is telling you this and is calling to us, because it IS the Ghost Dance, it IS the Goddess, Mother Nature, calling us Home to her.
Thanks and Go Cubs - Bear Medicine! Let's make it OBVIOUS that Jill Will Win -break the brlackout! And let's save Standing Rock and Restore respect to the First People and ALL nations, and Respect for the Land! We need to Banish this Troll of War-Oil from us, forever, and with the Power of The Bear Medicine, We Can! Thanks, let's Do it!
Sunday, October 30, 2016
Friday, October 28, 2016
2016: CUBS Will Win the World Series, Jill WIll Win the White House: Confirmation the Magic is Working: gagablog 122
As I type this the first inning of Game 3 of the 2016 World Series has just ended, tied at no score. I have confirmation that this magic is working and some details to add.
I wrote the earlier edition, bringing Jesus into it, about 10 AM to 11:10 AM this morning, Mountain Time. When I went to share it on facebook I saw the story that the FBI is re-opening the investigation into Hillary, apparently due to emails from Antony Weiner, this time. This is the end of her campaign. People wonder what the actual consequences are, or if they can keep her from the Election - the Cubs just turned a double-play and are up to bat after the commercial. We don't have to wait and find out, we can end this for her now. As more people realize Hillary can't possibly win, more of her supporters will turn to Jill. More people who are supporting her, or consider it, for the goal of having a woman president will easily support her when they see this is their only chance this year. Some people who become increasingly afraid of the proposed "option", Trump, will support Jill Stein, too, when they see she is the only one who can beat him and the one we really need to win. But the whole country will know what has been happening, sooner or later, and there is enough out there already, despite media suppression, that if we just start talking about it the momentum will turn to Jill and everyone will know she will win. The Cubs just got on base.
We can avoid ANY violence after the election simply by making it obvious, online and in person, in the streets and work and play-places, that Jill Will Win. I've been using the hashtag #JillWillWin and invite you to do the same. He advanced the Runner! I went to the gas station today and mentioned "Jill Will Win" now that Hillary is out to the Berner, Lucas, who works there then struck up a conversation with the fellow in a yellow truck with fishing poles in his gun rack at the next pump over. I told him the Good News, that Hillary was out, told him about my preference and Belief in Jill, quickly, but then told him about the We The People app to get an unbiased poll, showing Trump and Jill tied at 30% with Johnson and Hillary Trailing at 14%-22%. Hillary's numbers have never gone up and will only go down, now, and since they won't be able to hide it anymore everyone will see Jill is the answer and the more they actually start to hear about her and what we will do with a Green Administration the happier everyone will be about it.
The thing about bringing Jesus into it is that Jesus is the Truth and the Light - inning over, here comes the Third. You could say it is "just coincidence" that when I wrote and posted this, the last edition about Jesus and this magic, the news came out that Hillary was being investigated again. But you could say that it is just coincidence that Billy Sianis cursed the Cubs and they haven't won since then. Magic is the Art of Intentional Coincidences. Lady Gaga's New album, Joanne, number one in the world, just advertised here - I must say something about Gaga, about Stefani, whom I love so dearly, but I will save it for the end- I just want to meet her, go on a date with her if she likes, talk with her somehow.
I truly feel that this is the turning point in the campaign and Hillary's collapse will result in the ascendancy of Jill. As I typed that he made a diving catch - I am sorry I do not know the player, #27. Reminding myself to breathe deeply. Struck him out, strike out number 3. I was unsure if I should write another one of these, today, after the earlier one, but when I heard the news about the FBI finally doing their job I had to mention it, not to gloat but to encourage people who believe in this. Even a few people, especially the first few people, who believe in it, are the ones who are crucial to spreading it to others, I hope you will be one of them. A two-out walk. I'm very pleased to see that some people have already taken notice of this and I feel like the news is confirmation that we are On The Right Track, I believe that if we believe it there will be enough people to make it happen. Chicago is an amazing city - strike two - I went there once as the Mad scientist in a Church Play about environmentalism and loved it, as a kid. And I read - strike out four, into the bottom of inning three - I read Rutabaga Stories by Carl Sandburg as a kid, to my kids, and to a number of kids when I worked in an orphanage. And I read some of his poems. The spirit of Chicago is Identified as a Bear - it may have other "personifications" but since Obama sold out democracy and decency by endorsing Hillary (Troll ad on TV, now, for the movie) and has become a pawn of the Corporate complex of Military, Oil, Pharma and Prison System, I don't care about any other Baseball Symbols right now, only the Cubs. The Cubs ARE Chicago and Chicago will celebrate this win, and Jill's win with the rest of the country and it will go down as the greatest sports victory IN history, if we pull it off.
There are a couple of other details that I see as magical signs that this is starting to work, if the Miracle of actually pinning something on Slick Hill isn't enough. Really, once stuff starts to come out about her and the media turns, as it must since people trust it less and less, it will all unravel, and quickly. But that is why it is up to us - and a line drive is out to right, into the Fourth, scoreless.
I believe Hillary was in Chicago when the news broke, boarding a plane, and they did not comment, or comment when they arrived in Iowa. I tried to look it up and can't find it and wan to do this fast to give them the best luck - there is a man on base for Cleveland. But if it WAS Chicago then I think this is a peculiar connection. They just struck him out, Hendrix, sorry Hendricks, got #5. 5 is a magic number. There was a fire at Chicago airport, in one of the planes, today, and there was an incident last night where VP Candidate Pence's Plane skidded off the runway. I believe that happened after my first post about this spell, gagablog #120, and it made me think, suspect, that if there was foul play it would end up exposing Hillary. Instead it looks like Hillary will be brought down by Anthony Weiner, self-pantser, who we will never be able to get enough jokes about, apparently. ALMOST a double-play. but Hendricks saved a run with his glove. Of course it his Hillary's own crimes that will be her downfall, this is just the Tip of the Iceberg - Ive been sharing a meme of Donald and Hillary at the front of the titanic A La Leo and Kate and the caption "DON'T GO DOWN WITH THIS SHIP". It's just ironic - which is a clue-word for magic - (foul ball) that that the person from New York who got in such trouble for revealing himself has now revealed her, too, or started the crack in the armor. Struck him out on the corner.
There were just a couple of other details I wanted to mention: as I was considering this edition, what I would say, in my car today I was listening to 93.3 (in Denver) and the DJ said something about the presidential candidates, which got my attention, then played a cover of "Lump" which seemed fitting for Hillary, in a way, as someone not well-thought of, apparently, but you are "stuck" with her ("she's Lump, she's in my head" - sorry if this is "off' but I've never really listened to the song before.) Then they played another song and i don't know what it was but it had a few lines that stood out to me: "Give me Something to Believe in" was the chorus, he said something about being a songbird which got my attention since Birds always give me magic messages and more so recently - a magic called Augury. But the first thing that got my attention was the line about "writing your name in a black book by the railroad tracks". This reminds me of the Ghost Dance, #GhostDance2016, which is the Shadow-Side of this spell, the fulfillment of a Jesus-message through the Paiute and Lakota peoples, in 1890, that has become the fabric of all of our lives, now, as I explain in previous editions. One part I just learned about that prophecy was that the Ancestors - and wildlife spirits and spirits of the land, fairies, etc, in my view - will return "On a Railroad." I believe these things must be seen spiritually but the connections clued me in to listen. Then the next song was one I like a lot, one of my favorite bands Depeche Mode, with "Enjoy the Silence" - it made me think, as Zobrist steps up to home plate, that I could wait and write this later.
But I decided to write, now, because of a Cloud and some things I saw online and heard on the radio since then, and to be able to write along with the game - one ball,one strike. As "Lump" ended and I wondered if I should include it, here, or if it seemed to "trivial", I thought of a story I learned in Golden, about a shaman who could turn himself into an invincible Bear, a story in history. I looked to the mountains, towards Golden and Morrison, and saw a YUGE Bear Paw cloud over the mountains, filling the sky - as Zobrist reaches first. There were some horizontal clouds just over the mountains, long and flat, piled up like the pad of a paw, and then some Cirrus clouds fanning out -I think cirrus, the wispy long ones - so it looked like a Giant Bear claw Danish or Paw. Inning over, no score -I need to finish and release this edition, thanks for your patience.
I've told this story twice, I think, in these pages but maybe the third time is a charm. This was a Chief, I believe of a Ute tribe, who lived here in what is now Golden Colorado. He really could turn himself into a Bear with some magic or power he had. And he could not be hurt - but that was a separate magic. Others in his tribe had to do another spell that made him invincible, too. When they were killed by an enemy he lost this power and was killed, as a bear I believe, and turned back into a man, but dead. This is an analogy for us, in this spell. The Cubs are Powerful, like a Bear, they have their own skill, talent, luck, ability, and magic. Yet sports fans have always sensed that they can do "something" else, something magic, to influence a game - there was a whole advertising campaign about it a year or two ago, I think for beer. Weed ads will be really cool, btw. This is true,in different ways, because it doesn't actually work sometimes and sometimes it does. This time it WILL work. We are like the tribal helpers who can do something to ensure their efforts are rewarded. And it will reward us with a renewed sense of belief and accomplishment and even more, a renewed Democracy and a New GREEN World for everyone. Bernie is a genius who knew how all of this would play out and Slyly played along but at the same time endorsed his brother Larry Sanders to be the New Prime Minister of England. He cleverly used all the confusion about "what to do" to ensure that there were some Berners, like me, who got excited about Larry being the First Green P.M. and Jill Stein being the First Green President, at the Same time, and such a crucial time to save the environment and end war.
All I have left to say before enjoying the rest of the game is - they are talking about how awesome it is to see everyone in the stands - to say why I was told to enjoy the Silence. First I saw a sad video from someone at the Standing Rock protest, about how the cops are using sniper rifles and concussion grenades against the unarmed protesters and that they shot and killed an eleven year old girl, tased an elder giving him a heart attack, and killed a cop who tried to expose it all. He said they have been provoking them, calling them "prairie n****ers" and are itching for a "fight", or to justify slaughtering them since they are unarmed, and have come from many different states and are disguising themselves, too - one man with a rifle snuck into the camp to kill them but he said the protesters took that man captive.
Then I got in the car to go to my son's Trunk or Treat at his school and heard these two stories, back to back. Bases loaded, one out - for the other team - looks like a pitching change. Grimm is getting loose. The first story was that the people who occupied the Oregon Wildlife Refuge were found not guilty yesterday. The following story was about how 140 people had been arrested at Standing Rock, also yesterday. They did not report on the murders. But we in social media are doing it,exposing them all - "we've got a lot of things to do / lot of things to prove" he commercial just sang. We know from videos that the police are brutalizing these people. You could conclude that the difference in the way these two groups of protesters are treated is because they were not trying to build a pipeline in Oregon, they weren't holding up Evil, Corporate-America. 2 and 2 with bases loaded. "If you're reading along, and thinking along with the pitcher, it would typically go back to the curve Ball" the announcer said. 3-2. "This is where it takes guts and ability and discipline to lay off.." You COULD conclude that one group of protesters are sent snack and left alone because they have guns and another group is - DOUBLE-PLAY, inning over - another group is persecuted, arrested, beaten, strip-searched like activist-actress Shailene Woodley was - and thanks for bravely exposing them all the ways you do, Shailene, we rely on you using your star power to help us, the Hulk, Mark Ruffalo, is responsibly angry - for now - too, and we love you for your help. And we despise all those who turned against the people by supporting HRC - as an anti-Hill commercial comes on - I won't say who made it. Just wait for the Jill, Green commercials, too, if there is still time to play them - "there is plenty of time if you know where to look" the John Deere commercial just told me- Line drive to left center, first hit of postseason for - - to start the 5th. The "Deer" reminded me that, Good News, a sign from Nature when thousands of Buffalo mysteriously showed up at Standing Rock today, too - this is The Ghost Dance as well, with all of nature and our ancestor coming back to us to help restore a life of balance with Nature, what we do politically by electing Jill.
You COULD say that the Oregon Protesters and the North Dakota Protesters are treated differently because of the color of their skin. There is VERY deep racism in America and the American system, as Chicago surely knows with all the trouble and suffering there. I'm not saying that is not the reason any more than I am saying it is not the reason that unarmed people are treated differently than armed people by or militarized police system. Montero will pitch-hit for Grim - has the Grand Slam to win Game One of the NLCS over the Dodgers, the announcer just informed me, possible a double-switch, yes. What I AM saying is this: You COULD conclude the difference is Guns. You COULD conclude the difference is Race. You could get a gun, you can't change your "race" - even though race is really just an idea, not scientific. We CAN change the way people, perceived as different races, are not treated differently because of that. I think all Good People, really ALL of us at heart, can agree this is the ideal way to be. Honest people, aware of what is happening, will know we need to work hard to get there - Packers vs Falcons ad just had Perfect Illusion for the soundtrack, I LOVE that, wish sports would use Applause again, more, since it is perfect, too, for sports. While you COULD come to these conclusions, because there is TRUTH in them, I am asking you to consider an alternative. Because they place false choices and try to scare us. They WANT us to conclude that safety only comes with Guns. They even want us to know that they will never willingly change the racism in the system, if they were going to they would have changed things when the #blacklivesmatter movement arose, under a once-black president, instead of calling protesters "thugs" and treating it like a war zone. There are just striking differences between the way the government handled the two cases, including that the prosecution obviously over-reached with "federal conspiracy" charged when they could have easily found them guilty of lesser charges. The Man let them off in ORDER to make people angrier, to make people conclude that Guns are the answer.
The truth is that numbers are the answer. We have the numbers, in every situation, by a vast margin. There are hundreds of workers that every single boss relies upon. Only 9% of the public even voted in the primaries so there is a lot of potential for the People, once we get involved, to pick whoever is really best for us, for the world, and we just have to educate ourselves to do it. The plan they have by making us think it will always be "one group" in favor, one group in power and only fighting and guns will change anything, the problem with that message, one of many problems with it, is that it works to turn us against each other, to divide us to continue to conquer us. Strike out for the new pitcher to end the inning.
We are all on the same side. I don't want to discuss the minor differences, I want to point out that the #blacklivesmatter protesters, the #blacksnakekillers, the Standing Rock protesters who call the pipeline a "black snake", and the people who are challenging federal control of land are all on the same side no matter what differences they have. I heard a representative from the Oregon protest saying she identified with the blacklivesmater protest, too, drawing similarities between them. I had a reaction to that, to reject the idea, but realized this is just letting racism troll us into division. If we can find any common ground we can come together. And we do have PLENTY of common ground in resisting the evils of the government. When people come together and intermingle, in ANY way, for anything, sports even or just meeting people in public, we realize we can all appreciate each other, discover new thins about each other, and overcome the restrictions of racism that have kept us apart. We can always learn that lesson, in any setting, which is why they want to keep us apart, physically and socially as much as they can. The reason they suppressed the original Ghost Dance - the START of it - in 1890 is they were afraid of the Unity it would bring, between tribes. It would actually have led to unity of ALL American people if they had not murdered Sitting Bull and 300 others in his tribe at Wounded Knee to end it, just because they were afraid of it, afraid of Unity.
Unity is our destiny, I have always had this future sense, I say it is become I am from Oz, the Future - Perfect Illusion reminded me to say one more thing, in the NFL commercial again. The Characteristics of Oz are "no money, no war, ruled by love (of a fairy girl)" - and I know we are moving that way. In a way, Bernie has been the Wizard in this play, in another way he has Been Tip and Jill is Ozma, but that is all I will say so I don't spoil anything.
We can all tell that the politics we have are based upon division. I just saw another commercial by He who Should Not Be named. When I got back from that drive where i heard the FBI story on the news, I immediately made a meme of Hillary with the Harry Potter quote "Rejoice for You-Know-Who is Gone forever, even 'muggles' like yourself should celebrate this happy, happy day." I don't like that word, the M-word, and was heistant to type it and Perez got a hit, now has a pinch runner, but still scoreless and the Cubs will shut them down and win it. So I rewrote it with " #hillawho" - the hashtag I've used for her for months, click it on facebook and see - and "democrats like you". I do think that is how we will remember today, the day the world turned around, when we are all uplifted through our faith and then restored to a planet in balance with nature.
The reason I bring up those strories of protest is we really Have Won the election, it's not a Done Deal any more than the cubs "can do whatever they wish here" the announcer just said -they can't stop playing and win, but we can ALL meet this fate that is laid before us by working together. But this magic works, just started talking with people about Jill stein and you will see. strike, 2-0 on Davis. Montgomery, left-hander, is getting loose. Another strike. 3and one but a stolen base on a wild pitch - I will finish this. The reason I mention this protest at Standing Rock is that it represents the nexus of ALL the problems we have in America - it turns out we always fight wars over pipelines, I have learned from memes recently. As I said, we COULD conclude that Guns or Wars or "one race versus another" is he answer, but we all know this is wrong. So why would.we make those conclusions? Why do we make those conclusions, so that so many of us only feel safe with guns? Why do we allow our conclusions, the way they manipulate us to think, to make horrible conditions continue in some places? We could all enjoy a much happier life, together, if we pay attention to all of our problems with common concern. The fact is we are being held apart, but when we come together it will be Magical. They, the other team, just scored a run. We have Justice on our side if we take Justice into our hands - and I don't mean with violence I mean with faith and belief with hope, hand-shaking with people we meet, connecting with each other, pursuing this Unity with Hope and excitement, like we do these fantastic games. We can come together like this and displace all curses towards those who deserve them for showing disrespect. And we set an example for people to become better and learn respect and duty to each other and the land. A commercial just said "draw a line in the sand" which reminds me of my line about Standing Rock, when the police became even more threatening - Gomez flips it to Montgomery for the second out, reviewing it now. I said "They Drew The Wrong Line in the Wrong Sand This Time" because I knew they would go too far - the call is Out, time for seventh inning stretch and a 6-year old Bill Murray picture, now he will sing Take Me Out To The Ballgame - "we didn't come here to drink beer, we came here to win this all game!" He is instructing us how to sing like Daffy Duck, "spray it and don't say it" -reminds me of the duck that flew over my car, and the Bugs Bunny for Jill Meme - that was awesome! He';s still doing it, "thsuckers".
And I had another meme, the one Hillary sent out of her response to the Cubs victory, which I captioned "Gasp!" says the Human - since she read the word "Sigh" off a teleprompter and is so fake. I feel like it is Magic to show that she is New York, not Chicago, regardless of whatever her "connection" is, because it is Weiner who took her down like a pair of pants or a pantsuit. But there is nothing wrong with being "New York" or any other city -I'm not playing into division, just pointing out that it is ironic she would try to profit from the Cubs success but will ultimately be the one the Cubs take down.
So if you didn't get it, the previous ones are more specific and to the point, we break the Curse by Election Jill and it will be EASY. The other thing we can do to Really Help is share the information on Standing Rock, "join" the protest any way you can, online can be easy, especially once we all start to work together on it.It really is all the same cause, the completion of the circle and Ghost Dance, and it is the Fate of our country, our People, all people and life, and the world itself -and the World Series -and it is in our magical hand - FAIR ball as someone on the other team missed it!.
I will close with a personal message to Stefani - I love you! If we are both single lets go out sometime, okay? I really can't wait to meet you, you are the best, and now we won't have any political difference between us.I first left messages for you on your Plane post, when you went to Italy and mentioned your family coming through Ellis Island.I was desperate to get you to help - inning over, into the 8th, we are down by One - just to get yo to tweet something about Amy Goodman, who is a little monster, too. She is the host of the Democracy, Now! TV news show, the only source I have trusted for years. She was charged and threatened with Jail time for Reporting on the protest. Other journalists have been arrested and charged, too. She was going to turn herself in on Monday so Sunday,while you were on the plane, I was leaving messages to get your attention, also to get you to switch to supporting Jill once you connected with the issues at stake more, since Jill went to Standing Rock to protest with them and Hillary is funded by the companies that own the pipeline and all those interests. I knew that if you tweeted about it and told the monsters to do the same, an All-Paws Alert, we could save Amy the trouble and risk of turning herself in, and I was really scared she might "accidentally" die in their custody. She was going to turn herself in and did manage to draw more attention to the protest by doing so, but a judge dropped the charges on Monday - probably to avoid exposure - and the story barely made a blip in the mainstream media. However, since then there have been some mainstream reports about Standing Rock. We can help force them to report more, just as the only reason they report now is because we are successful enough sharing some of them on social media so the public is becoming aware. This is the "micro" focus of the same "macro" spell of overthrowing the corruption in government. The same forces and tactics are at play.
That was supposed to be an apology for putting too many comments on your plane thread, and the only reason I can mention it is because of other Plane themes in this edition, earlier, and because when you said that about your ancestors coming through Ellis Island from Italy, as you went back to that country, it reminded me of the Ghost Dance prophecy and "completing the circles' from around the world.
But I really want to chat with you about Love and Art, and magic and illusions, like the Tin Man, and I love you forever! Now into the bottom of the 8th I will let this go out and watch so they can win ' "the freaks come out at night" is the commercial - I love that :"you're a witch" commercial by a chicken place, btw - and the next commercial just said "Wait, you're real?" and now "You can't get any closer" and the next one "Grey Skies are gonna clear up, put on happy face." I love you so much, Stefani, and i know you love Chicago - maybe if that is all we really have between us, it is enough. Just like it could be up to Chicago and Cubs fans to win this Series, and save the WORLD, by electing Jill, but Chicago is enough. Chicago is Awesome, I was there when I was 13 or 14, I think, and will go back to celebrate when our band Foxzen gets famous. Thanks everyone, and thanks CUBS for making this possible! Thanks to Jesus, the Goat, and Gaga, too - I love you all!
Oh, the final confirmation was, driving back from the Trunk or Treat, which had great themes at every car from Pokemon to Farming to Ghost Busters to Haunted House, there were a couple of guys in a field practicing lassoing on a dummy metal cow. This will make sense, somewhat, to anyone who reads more than the last three of these - on 3 and 2 - because the Cow, the Nonchalant Cow, is the one who supports the Goat. To me it was a symbol that Her support is fake, stationary, mechanical, and can't move to support her, really, when the winds change. And they have - back to baseball -have fun and Thanks for reading and sharing this spell, we CAN and WILL do it, WE GOT THIS! Let's LOVE our way through this confusion! Bern This Way, and now, in UK, Feel The Lern! "Learn" - lets educate ourselves and the world with better, clearer communication - and Knock this Out of The Park! Shattered bat -two out - but the rest will be a Mystery, until tomorrow!
I wanted to say, in the 121 edition -One To One is the name of the support group, but I'm actually super-polyamorous, but can be as monogamous as you like, too. We';ve split up a lot lately and are in love and my lover will let you borrow me anytime and I'm sure you could Love to Own me, as your own true love, if you like, for as long or whenever you like - thanks for everything especially the Love for all of us, the example you set, and the amazing, magical inspiration! Dexter Fowler just got on base as I typed that and that is all I will say, for now. Tomorrow will be the 123 edition and will be as easy to see as 123 how Jill, the Third Party, will be the Next President, and First Green and First Woman and First Jewish President -as the commercial says "see your interests are put first" - but most importantly the first president to end poverty and war and injustice by a revolutionary approach to the system and changing to a Green Economy.
Ok, have fun, thanks, (thanks fairies, too!) and thanks for making magic with us! I love you forever, and congratulations on Joanne being number one worldwide, you OWN the World, WE OWN the World! Look at us now! On top of the World! ( i spell-ched and it is now Full Count, one out, top pf the ninth, down one run-STrike out! - Have fun, Have Faith, and lets DO THIS! Thanks!)
I wrote the earlier edition, bringing Jesus into it, about 10 AM to 11:10 AM this morning, Mountain Time. When I went to share it on facebook I saw the story that the FBI is re-opening the investigation into Hillary, apparently due to emails from Antony Weiner, this time. This is the end of her campaign. People wonder what the actual consequences are, or if they can keep her from the Election - the Cubs just turned a double-play and are up to bat after the commercial. We don't have to wait and find out, we can end this for her now. As more people realize Hillary can't possibly win, more of her supporters will turn to Jill. More people who are supporting her, or consider it, for the goal of having a woman president will easily support her when they see this is their only chance this year. Some people who become increasingly afraid of the proposed "option", Trump, will support Jill Stein, too, when they see she is the only one who can beat him and the one we really need to win. But the whole country will know what has been happening, sooner or later, and there is enough out there already, despite media suppression, that if we just start talking about it the momentum will turn to Jill and everyone will know she will win. The Cubs just got on base.
We can avoid ANY violence after the election simply by making it obvious, online and in person, in the streets and work and play-places, that Jill Will Win. I've been using the hashtag #JillWillWin and invite you to do the same. He advanced the Runner! I went to the gas station today and mentioned "Jill Will Win" now that Hillary is out to the Berner, Lucas, who works there then struck up a conversation with the fellow in a yellow truck with fishing poles in his gun rack at the next pump over. I told him the Good News, that Hillary was out, told him about my preference and Belief in Jill, quickly, but then told him about the We The People app to get an unbiased poll, showing Trump and Jill tied at 30% with Johnson and Hillary Trailing at 14%-22%. Hillary's numbers have never gone up and will only go down, now, and since they won't be able to hide it anymore everyone will see Jill is the answer and the more they actually start to hear about her and what we will do with a Green Administration the happier everyone will be about it.
The thing about bringing Jesus into it is that Jesus is the Truth and the Light - inning over, here comes the Third. You could say it is "just coincidence" that when I wrote and posted this, the last edition about Jesus and this magic, the news came out that Hillary was being investigated again. But you could say that it is just coincidence that Billy Sianis cursed the Cubs and they haven't won since then. Magic is the Art of Intentional Coincidences. Lady Gaga's New album, Joanne, number one in the world, just advertised here - I must say something about Gaga, about Stefani, whom I love so dearly, but I will save it for the end- I just want to meet her, go on a date with her if she likes, talk with her somehow.
I truly feel that this is the turning point in the campaign and Hillary's collapse will result in the ascendancy of Jill. As I typed that he made a diving catch - I am sorry I do not know the player, #27. Reminding myself to breathe deeply. Struck him out, strike out number 3. I was unsure if I should write another one of these, today, after the earlier one, but when I heard the news about the FBI finally doing their job I had to mention it, not to gloat but to encourage people who believe in this. Even a few people, especially the first few people, who believe in it, are the ones who are crucial to spreading it to others, I hope you will be one of them. A two-out walk. I'm very pleased to see that some people have already taken notice of this and I feel like the news is confirmation that we are On The Right Track, I believe that if we believe it there will be enough people to make it happen. Chicago is an amazing city - strike two - I went there once as the Mad scientist in a Church Play about environmentalism and loved it, as a kid. And I read - strike out four, into the bottom of inning three - I read Rutabaga Stories by Carl Sandburg as a kid, to my kids, and to a number of kids when I worked in an orphanage. And I read some of his poems. The spirit of Chicago is Identified as a Bear - it may have other "personifications" but since Obama sold out democracy and decency by endorsing Hillary (Troll ad on TV, now, for the movie) and has become a pawn of the Corporate complex of Military, Oil, Pharma and Prison System, I don't care about any other Baseball Symbols right now, only the Cubs. The Cubs ARE Chicago and Chicago will celebrate this win, and Jill's win with the rest of the country and it will go down as the greatest sports victory IN history, if we pull it off.
There are a couple of other details that I see as magical signs that this is starting to work, if the Miracle of actually pinning something on Slick Hill isn't enough. Really, once stuff starts to come out about her and the media turns, as it must since people trust it less and less, it will all unravel, and quickly. But that is why it is up to us - and a line drive is out to right, into the Fourth, scoreless.
I believe Hillary was in Chicago when the news broke, boarding a plane, and they did not comment, or comment when they arrived in Iowa. I tried to look it up and can't find it and wan to do this fast to give them the best luck - there is a man on base for Cleveland. But if it WAS Chicago then I think this is a peculiar connection. They just struck him out, Hendrix, sorry Hendricks, got #5. 5 is a magic number. There was a fire at Chicago airport, in one of the planes, today, and there was an incident last night where VP Candidate Pence's Plane skidded off the runway. I believe that happened after my first post about this spell, gagablog #120, and it made me think, suspect, that if there was foul play it would end up exposing Hillary. Instead it looks like Hillary will be brought down by Anthony Weiner, self-pantser, who we will never be able to get enough jokes about, apparently. ALMOST a double-play. but Hendricks saved a run with his glove. Of course it his Hillary's own crimes that will be her downfall, this is just the Tip of the Iceberg - Ive been sharing a meme of Donald and Hillary at the front of the titanic A La Leo and Kate and the caption "DON'T GO DOWN WITH THIS SHIP". It's just ironic - which is a clue-word for magic - (foul ball) that that the person from New York who got in such trouble for revealing himself has now revealed her, too, or started the crack in the armor. Struck him out on the corner.
There were just a couple of other details I wanted to mention: as I was considering this edition, what I would say, in my car today I was listening to 93.3 (in Denver) and the DJ said something about the presidential candidates, which got my attention, then played a cover of "Lump" which seemed fitting for Hillary, in a way, as someone not well-thought of, apparently, but you are "stuck" with her ("she's Lump, she's in my head" - sorry if this is "off' but I've never really listened to the song before.) Then they played another song and i don't know what it was but it had a few lines that stood out to me: "Give me Something to Believe in" was the chorus, he said something about being a songbird which got my attention since Birds always give me magic messages and more so recently - a magic called Augury. But the first thing that got my attention was the line about "writing your name in a black book by the railroad tracks". This reminds me of the Ghost Dance, #GhostDance2016, which is the Shadow-Side of this spell, the fulfillment of a Jesus-message through the Paiute and Lakota peoples, in 1890, that has become the fabric of all of our lives, now, as I explain in previous editions. One part I just learned about that prophecy was that the Ancestors - and wildlife spirits and spirits of the land, fairies, etc, in my view - will return "On a Railroad." I believe these things must be seen spiritually but the connections clued me in to listen. Then the next song was one I like a lot, one of my favorite bands Depeche Mode, with "Enjoy the Silence" - it made me think, as Zobrist steps up to home plate, that I could wait and write this later.
But I decided to write, now, because of a Cloud and some things I saw online and heard on the radio since then, and to be able to write along with the game - one ball,one strike. As "Lump" ended and I wondered if I should include it, here, or if it seemed to "trivial", I thought of a story I learned in Golden, about a shaman who could turn himself into an invincible Bear, a story in history. I looked to the mountains, towards Golden and Morrison, and saw a YUGE Bear Paw cloud over the mountains, filling the sky - as Zobrist reaches first. There were some horizontal clouds just over the mountains, long and flat, piled up like the pad of a paw, and then some Cirrus clouds fanning out -I think cirrus, the wispy long ones - so it looked like a Giant Bear claw Danish or Paw. Inning over, no score -I need to finish and release this edition, thanks for your patience.
I've told this story twice, I think, in these pages but maybe the third time is a charm. This was a Chief, I believe of a Ute tribe, who lived here in what is now Golden Colorado. He really could turn himself into a Bear with some magic or power he had. And he could not be hurt - but that was a separate magic. Others in his tribe had to do another spell that made him invincible, too. When they were killed by an enemy he lost this power and was killed, as a bear I believe, and turned back into a man, but dead. This is an analogy for us, in this spell. The Cubs are Powerful, like a Bear, they have their own skill, talent, luck, ability, and magic. Yet sports fans have always sensed that they can do "something" else, something magic, to influence a game - there was a whole advertising campaign about it a year or two ago, I think for beer. Weed ads will be really cool, btw. This is true,in different ways, because it doesn't actually work sometimes and sometimes it does. This time it WILL work. We are like the tribal helpers who can do something to ensure their efforts are rewarded. And it will reward us with a renewed sense of belief and accomplishment and even more, a renewed Democracy and a New GREEN World for everyone. Bernie is a genius who knew how all of this would play out and Slyly played along but at the same time endorsed his brother Larry Sanders to be the New Prime Minister of England. He cleverly used all the confusion about "what to do" to ensure that there were some Berners, like me, who got excited about Larry being the First Green P.M. and Jill Stein being the First Green President, at the Same time, and such a crucial time to save the environment and end war.
All I have left to say before enjoying the rest of the game is - they are talking about how awesome it is to see everyone in the stands - to say why I was told to enjoy the Silence. First I saw a sad video from someone at the Standing Rock protest, about how the cops are using sniper rifles and concussion grenades against the unarmed protesters and that they shot and killed an eleven year old girl, tased an elder giving him a heart attack, and killed a cop who tried to expose it all. He said they have been provoking them, calling them "prairie n****ers" and are itching for a "fight", or to justify slaughtering them since they are unarmed, and have come from many different states and are disguising themselves, too - one man with a rifle snuck into the camp to kill them but he said the protesters took that man captive.
Then I got in the car to go to my son's Trunk or Treat at his school and heard these two stories, back to back. Bases loaded, one out - for the other team - looks like a pitching change. Grimm is getting loose. The first story was that the people who occupied the Oregon Wildlife Refuge were found not guilty yesterday. The following story was about how 140 people had been arrested at Standing Rock, also yesterday. They did not report on the murders. But we in social media are doing it,exposing them all - "we've got a lot of things to do / lot of things to prove" he commercial just sang. We know from videos that the police are brutalizing these people. You could conclude that the difference in the way these two groups of protesters are treated is because they were not trying to build a pipeline in Oregon, they weren't holding up Evil, Corporate-America. 2 and 2 with bases loaded. "If you're reading along, and thinking along with the pitcher, it would typically go back to the curve Ball" the announcer said. 3-2. "This is where it takes guts and ability and discipline to lay off.." You COULD conclude that one group of protesters are sent snack and left alone because they have guns and another group is - DOUBLE-PLAY, inning over - another group is persecuted, arrested, beaten, strip-searched like activist-actress Shailene Woodley was - and thanks for bravely exposing them all the ways you do, Shailene, we rely on you using your star power to help us, the Hulk, Mark Ruffalo, is responsibly angry - for now - too, and we love you for your help. And we despise all those who turned against the people by supporting HRC - as an anti-Hill commercial comes on - I won't say who made it. Just wait for the Jill, Green commercials, too, if there is still time to play them - "there is plenty of time if you know where to look" the John Deere commercial just told me- Line drive to left center, first hit of postseason for - - to start the 5th. The "Deer" reminded me that, Good News, a sign from Nature when thousands of Buffalo mysteriously showed up at Standing Rock today, too - this is The Ghost Dance as well, with all of nature and our ancestor coming back to us to help restore a life of balance with Nature, what we do politically by electing Jill.
You COULD say that the Oregon Protesters and the North Dakota Protesters are treated differently because of the color of their skin. There is VERY deep racism in America and the American system, as Chicago surely knows with all the trouble and suffering there. I'm not saying that is not the reason any more than I am saying it is not the reason that unarmed people are treated differently than armed people by or militarized police system. Montero will pitch-hit for Grim - has the Grand Slam to win Game One of the NLCS over the Dodgers, the announcer just informed me, possible a double-switch, yes. What I AM saying is this: You COULD conclude the difference is Guns. You COULD conclude the difference is Race. You could get a gun, you can't change your "race" - even though race is really just an idea, not scientific. We CAN change the way people, perceived as different races, are not treated differently because of that. I think all Good People, really ALL of us at heart, can agree this is the ideal way to be. Honest people, aware of what is happening, will know we need to work hard to get there - Packers vs Falcons ad just had Perfect Illusion for the soundtrack, I LOVE that, wish sports would use Applause again, more, since it is perfect, too, for sports. While you COULD come to these conclusions, because there is TRUTH in them, I am asking you to consider an alternative. Because they place false choices and try to scare us. They WANT us to conclude that safety only comes with Guns. They even want us to know that they will never willingly change the racism in the system, if they were going to they would have changed things when the #blacklivesmatter movement arose, under a once-black president, instead of calling protesters "thugs" and treating it like a war zone. There are just striking differences between the way the government handled the two cases, including that the prosecution obviously over-reached with "federal conspiracy" charged when they could have easily found them guilty of lesser charges. The Man let them off in ORDER to make people angrier, to make people conclude that Guns are the answer.
The truth is that numbers are the answer. We have the numbers, in every situation, by a vast margin. There are hundreds of workers that every single boss relies upon. Only 9% of the public even voted in the primaries so there is a lot of potential for the People, once we get involved, to pick whoever is really best for us, for the world, and we just have to educate ourselves to do it. The plan they have by making us think it will always be "one group" in favor, one group in power and only fighting and guns will change anything, the problem with that message, one of many problems with it, is that it works to turn us against each other, to divide us to continue to conquer us. Strike out for the new pitcher to end the inning.
We are all on the same side. I don't want to discuss the minor differences, I want to point out that the #blacklivesmatter protesters, the #blacksnakekillers, the Standing Rock protesters who call the pipeline a "black snake", and the people who are challenging federal control of land are all on the same side no matter what differences they have. I heard a representative from the Oregon protest saying she identified with the blacklivesmater protest, too, drawing similarities between them. I had a reaction to that, to reject the idea, but realized this is just letting racism troll us into division. If we can find any common ground we can come together. And we do have PLENTY of common ground in resisting the evils of the government. When people come together and intermingle, in ANY way, for anything, sports even or just meeting people in public, we realize we can all appreciate each other, discover new thins about each other, and overcome the restrictions of racism that have kept us apart. We can always learn that lesson, in any setting, which is why they want to keep us apart, physically and socially as much as they can. The reason they suppressed the original Ghost Dance - the START of it - in 1890 is they were afraid of the Unity it would bring, between tribes. It would actually have led to unity of ALL American people if they had not murdered Sitting Bull and 300 others in his tribe at Wounded Knee to end it, just because they were afraid of it, afraid of Unity.
Unity is our destiny, I have always had this future sense, I say it is become I am from Oz, the Future - Perfect Illusion reminded me to say one more thing, in the NFL commercial again. The Characteristics of Oz are "no money, no war, ruled by love (of a fairy girl)" - and I know we are moving that way. In a way, Bernie has been the Wizard in this play, in another way he has Been Tip and Jill is Ozma, but that is all I will say so I don't spoil anything.
We can all tell that the politics we have are based upon division. I just saw another commercial by He who Should Not Be named. When I got back from that drive where i heard the FBI story on the news, I immediately made a meme of Hillary with the Harry Potter quote "Rejoice for You-Know-Who is Gone forever, even 'muggles' like yourself should celebrate this happy, happy day." I don't like that word, the M-word, and was heistant to type it and Perez got a hit, now has a pinch runner, but still scoreless and the Cubs will shut them down and win it. So I rewrote it with " #hillawho" - the hashtag I've used for her for months, click it on facebook and see - and "democrats like you". I do think that is how we will remember today, the day the world turned around, when we are all uplifted through our faith and then restored to a planet in balance with nature.
The reason I bring up those strories of protest is we really Have Won the election, it's not a Done Deal any more than the cubs "can do whatever they wish here" the announcer just said -they can't stop playing and win, but we can ALL meet this fate that is laid before us by working together. But this magic works, just started talking with people about Jill stein and you will see. strike, 2-0 on Davis. Montgomery, left-hander, is getting loose. Another strike. 3and one but a stolen base on a wild pitch - I will finish this. The reason I mention this protest at Standing Rock is that it represents the nexus of ALL the problems we have in America - it turns out we always fight wars over pipelines, I have learned from memes recently. As I said, we COULD conclude that Guns or Wars or "one race versus another" is he answer, but we all know this is wrong. So why would.we make those conclusions? Why do we make those conclusions, so that so many of us only feel safe with guns? Why do we allow our conclusions, the way they manipulate us to think, to make horrible conditions continue in some places? We could all enjoy a much happier life, together, if we pay attention to all of our problems with common concern. The fact is we are being held apart, but when we come together it will be Magical. They, the other team, just scored a run. We have Justice on our side if we take Justice into our hands - and I don't mean with violence I mean with faith and belief with hope, hand-shaking with people we meet, connecting with each other, pursuing this Unity with Hope and excitement, like we do these fantastic games. We can come together like this and displace all curses towards those who deserve them for showing disrespect. And we set an example for people to become better and learn respect and duty to each other and the land. A commercial just said "draw a line in the sand" which reminds me of my line about Standing Rock, when the police became even more threatening - Gomez flips it to Montgomery for the second out, reviewing it now. I said "They Drew The Wrong Line in the Wrong Sand This Time" because I knew they would go too far - the call is Out, time for seventh inning stretch and a 6-year old Bill Murray picture, now he will sing Take Me Out To The Ballgame - "we didn't come here to drink beer, we came here to win this all game!" He is instructing us how to sing like Daffy Duck, "spray it and don't say it" -reminds me of the duck that flew over my car, and the Bugs Bunny for Jill Meme - that was awesome! He';s still doing it, "thsuckers".
And I had another meme, the one Hillary sent out of her response to the Cubs victory, which I captioned "Gasp!" says the Human - since she read the word "Sigh" off a teleprompter and is so fake. I feel like it is Magic to show that she is New York, not Chicago, regardless of whatever her "connection" is, because it is Weiner who took her down like a pair of pants or a pantsuit. But there is nothing wrong with being "New York" or any other city -I'm not playing into division, just pointing out that it is ironic she would try to profit from the Cubs success but will ultimately be the one the Cubs take down.
So if you didn't get it, the previous ones are more specific and to the point, we break the Curse by Election Jill and it will be EASY. The other thing we can do to Really Help is share the information on Standing Rock, "join" the protest any way you can, online can be easy, especially once we all start to work together on it.It really is all the same cause, the completion of the circle and Ghost Dance, and it is the Fate of our country, our People, all people and life, and the world itself -and the World Series -and it is in our magical hand - FAIR ball as someone on the other team missed it!.
I will close with a personal message to Stefani - I love you! If we are both single lets go out sometime, okay? I really can't wait to meet you, you are the best, and now we won't have any political difference between us.I first left messages for you on your Plane post, when you went to Italy and mentioned your family coming through Ellis Island.I was desperate to get you to help - inning over, into the 8th, we are down by One - just to get yo to tweet something about Amy Goodman, who is a little monster, too. She is the host of the Democracy, Now! TV news show, the only source I have trusted for years. She was charged and threatened with Jail time for Reporting on the protest. Other journalists have been arrested and charged, too. She was going to turn herself in on Monday so Sunday,while you were on the plane, I was leaving messages to get your attention, also to get you to switch to supporting Jill once you connected with the issues at stake more, since Jill went to Standing Rock to protest with them and Hillary is funded by the companies that own the pipeline and all those interests. I knew that if you tweeted about it and told the monsters to do the same, an All-Paws Alert, we could save Amy the trouble and risk of turning herself in, and I was really scared she might "accidentally" die in their custody. She was going to turn herself in and did manage to draw more attention to the protest by doing so, but a judge dropped the charges on Monday - probably to avoid exposure - and the story barely made a blip in the mainstream media. However, since then there have been some mainstream reports about Standing Rock. We can help force them to report more, just as the only reason they report now is because we are successful enough sharing some of them on social media so the public is becoming aware. This is the "micro" focus of the same "macro" spell of overthrowing the corruption in government. The same forces and tactics are at play.
That was supposed to be an apology for putting too many comments on your plane thread, and the only reason I can mention it is because of other Plane themes in this edition, earlier, and because when you said that about your ancestors coming through Ellis Island from Italy, as you went back to that country, it reminded me of the Ghost Dance prophecy and "completing the circles' from around the world.
But I really want to chat with you about Love and Art, and magic and illusions, like the Tin Man, and I love you forever! Now into the bottom of the 8th I will let this go out and watch so they can win ' "the freaks come out at night" is the commercial - I love that :"you're a witch" commercial by a chicken place, btw - and the next commercial just said "Wait, you're real?" and now "You can't get any closer" and the next one "Grey Skies are gonna clear up, put on happy face." I love you so much, Stefani, and i know you love Chicago - maybe if that is all we really have between us, it is enough. Just like it could be up to Chicago and Cubs fans to win this Series, and save the WORLD, by electing Jill, but Chicago is enough. Chicago is Awesome, I was there when I was 13 or 14, I think, and will go back to celebrate when our band Foxzen gets famous. Thanks everyone, and thanks CUBS for making this possible! Thanks to Jesus, the Goat, and Gaga, too - I love you all!
Oh, the final confirmation was, driving back from the Trunk or Treat, which had great themes at every car from Pokemon to Farming to Ghost Busters to Haunted House, there were a couple of guys in a field practicing lassoing on a dummy metal cow. This will make sense, somewhat, to anyone who reads more than the last three of these - on 3 and 2 - because the Cow, the Nonchalant Cow, is the one who supports the Goat. To me it was a symbol that Her support is fake, stationary, mechanical, and can't move to support her, really, when the winds change. And they have - back to baseball -have fun and Thanks for reading and sharing this spell, we CAN and WILL do it, WE GOT THIS! Let's LOVE our way through this confusion! Bern This Way, and now, in UK, Feel The Lern! "Learn" - lets educate ourselves and the world with better, clearer communication - and Knock this Out of The Park! Shattered bat -two out - but the rest will be a Mystery, until tomorrow!
I wanted to say, in the 121 edition -One To One is the name of the support group, but I'm actually super-polyamorous, but can be as monogamous as you like, too. We';ve split up a lot lately and are in love and my lover will let you borrow me anytime and I'm sure you could Love to Own me, as your own true love, if you like, for as long or whenever you like - thanks for everything especially the Love for all of us, the example you set, and the amazing, magical inspiration! Dexter Fowler just got on base as I typed that and that is all I will say, for now. Tomorrow will be the 123 edition and will be as easy to see as 123 how Jill, the Third Party, will be the Next President, and First Green and First Woman and First Jewish President -as the commercial says "see your interests are put first" - but most importantly the first president to end poverty and war and injustice by a revolutionary approach to the system and changing to a Green Economy.
Ok, have fun, thanks, (thanks fairies, too!) and thanks for making magic with us! I love you forever, and congratulations on Joanne being number one worldwide, you OWN the World, WE OWN the World! Look at us now! On top of the World! ( i spell-ched and it is now Full Count, one out, top pf the ninth, down one run-STrike out! - Have fun, Have Faith, and lets DO THIS! Thanks!)
JESUS Wants THE CUBS to WIN - but needs YOUR help to Break The Curse: gagablog 121
I published my last edition with a semi-detailed explanation of how to break the Curse of the Billy Goat
I just looked up the details of the Curse and Have this Correction - I knew I needed to write a correction in case people had any religious reservations about doing this, which is why this is "Jesus-Approved" to explain how this all fits in with Gospel teaching as well.
(Here is the Wikilleaks - ha ha, wikipedia - I just read, for reference: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Curse_of_the_Billy_Goat )
THIS is how we break the Curse and how Jesus is with us - IF we do it: The Curse was laid in 1945 by Billy Sianis, owner of the Billy Goat Tavern, when he was kicked out of the Game since the smell of his goat bothered some fans. I knew he must love his goat but it's another level that he had his Tavern named that, too. I realized that the "Goat" reference and the fact that this is magic might have people concerned that Jesus would not approve if you do it, but I assure you that he does, and here is how I know.
You have a curse laid upon you, Cubs. Everyone believes it, it IS magic and you know you need some form of magic to break it. I'm not saying you aren't good and can't win, of course you deserve to win and it is not your fault there is a curse but we can all break it, together. There have been many attempts and surely many prayers to Jesus to help lift this curse. Jesus wants to lift it but is asking for you to join him in an act of Faith to make it happen.
The Cubs only won the Pennant on the 46th Anniversary of Billy Sianis's Death - this year - but no one knows if the Curse - literally "Them Cubs, They Ain't Gonna Win No More" - if that applies to the Pennant or the World Series. People may think the curse was broken on the 46th anniversary, since they finally made it to the World Series for the first time in 70 years. But a curse like this does not die so easily, this is just a sign that you now have a CHANCE to break it. If you do not take this chance it may never be broken, ever.
There were two things done wrong when they kicked Billy Sianis and his Goat out of the Stadium. One Was Exclusion: They excluded folk from the game. Exclusion is the heart of all problems in America and we have a chance to redeem our Soul, as a country, by addressing it. The other Wrong was Against Nature: the goat and his smell is a symbol of the Earth and the problems of Man acting like he is Too Good for or Superior to Nature.
We have ONE chance to make up for these wrongs - They are not OUR wrongs, we did not give Billy The Boot, but we DO live in a world where these wrongs continue and we have THIS Magic Chance to Stop them.
We are now at a point in Politics where Exclusion and Disregard of Nature are our "Only Choices" - IF you accept the Media Lie that either Trump or Clinton will be President. The Truth is that only 9% of the public actually voted in the Primaries and ACTUAL support for Jill Stein shows she is at about 30%, already, Tied With Trump and Clinton can't win since she is maxxing out at 22%. And Jill is Rising - it will be Simple and Easy to help her win in an UNDENIABLE Landslide so there is NO concern of Violence after the election.
Berners had their Candidate Stolen From them - I won't go into details, it's obvious when you talk with the folks it happened to. People have been Excluded from their Right to Vote, Kicked Out of the Game, and THIS is a chance for us to make up for this, to make up for ALL exclusion. You may say "it was just ONE goat!" but it is the principle of Exclusion Being Wrong that gave Billy Sianis's Curse the power of Righteousness - Jesus does NOT approve of exclusion. This is true for All True Religions, they are based upon Love and Bringing Folks IN.
We have a chance to Bring People Back IN by helping the Green Party WIN this election and restoring Actual Democracy to our Country and political systems. We are WAY above the 5% we need to be on the ballot NEXT election, so we WILL win future elections, more and more, but the reason for this Magical Window, opened on the 46th Anniversary of Billy Sianis's Death - is so Cubs fans can help break the Curse NOW and be part of the Glory of their Championship in that way that ALL fans can sense we can do, and DO in our own ways, with Magic. This is just something we can all do together.
Jesus charged us to be Stewards over the Earth, to Have Dominion of Nature - meaning to Protect it and Live and Learn with it - NOT "Domination" of Nature to discard and do as we will. Jill Stein and the Green Party are the ONLY ones who will start the overdue revolution to actually respect Nature and restore living in balance with nature. This is the Ultimate Fulfillment of the Ghost Dance Prophecy which was given by Jesus to Wavoka, a Paiute Shaman. What is left of the curse will be shifted to any team which disrespects First People with their Logos, Names, or Symbols. But we must DO it, and it is really easy magic.
Jesus said "Judge not lest You be judged" and that is how we get into trouble with curses in the first place, from misjudging people. We have been Judged but we can prove ourselves worthy of Redemption. I'm sure personally, for Souls, all one has to do for Redemption is to Try, to Ask. But for a Culture, like the Cubs, to overcome a curse we need to do something together, something BIG.
The Cubs have brought Goats into the stadium and other Magic to TRY to break the Curse. I'm sure many people have Prayed to Jesus about it throuh the years. Jesus - and ALL Divine Spirits - want to answer your prayers and you KNOW this is the chance for it to happen. Usually, personally, there would not be a Test for anyone to be redeemed, or only if there is a Good Lesson for you in it, but for something like this we need to Work Together, using our own hearts and our own ability. I would never ask anyone to go against their beliefs in order to help a team win but you don't Have to go against anything you believe at all. Just engage in discussion about this. Look into the Green Platform and Jill Stein, look at it like Jesus would, and see if you disapprove or if it is just hard to Believe it is possible.
The only reason for a test of Faith is to strengthen our Belief. There is nothing wrong with Magic when it is done for every one's Good, especially when we can prove that because we all do it together, happily. Even the curse itself could be seen as a "Good Thing" in the long run if we use it to come together and Realize the Power of Belief.
Thank you for reading this, Sharing it, and please ask any questions, I usually talk way too much so I am trying to make this is simple as possible: The Problem was Exclusion and Disrespect for Nature, kicking Billy and His Smelly Goat out, and the Solution is INclusion and Environmentalism, Helping Jill Stein IN to the White House -and once you start you will find it magically easier than you can possibly imagine! I will rework this messgae until I get it down to a meme if I am so guided. Thank you and Go Cubs! I know any activity you do to promote these ideas will be rewarded in many ways, so thank you and enjoy the unexpected benefits, too! Have fun and Believe! Jesus Approves! He wants us to save the Earth and Restore the Promise of our Country, He wants us to escape the dangers of Exclusion and Disrespect for Nature! Thank you, Cubs Fans and Nature-Lovers and Jesus-followers -and everyone else who can help this effort in any way you understand it, please know that NO ONE is excluded except those who exclude themselves through lack of Faith! We've Got This, Let's Do It! Thanks! I love You!
(this is Gagablog 121, the World Series is Tied "One to One" - USE this magic, thanks! Tomorrow, 1-2)
I just looked up the details of the Curse and Have this Correction - I knew I needed to write a correction in case people had any religious reservations about doing this, which is why this is "Jesus-Approved" to explain how this all fits in with Gospel teaching as well.
(Here is the Wikilleaks - ha ha, wikipedia - I just read, for reference: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Curse_of_the_Billy_Goat )
THIS is how we break the Curse and how Jesus is with us - IF we do it: The Curse was laid in 1945 by Billy Sianis, owner of the Billy Goat Tavern, when he was kicked out of the Game since the smell of his goat bothered some fans. I knew he must love his goat but it's another level that he had his Tavern named that, too. I realized that the "Goat" reference and the fact that this is magic might have people concerned that Jesus would not approve if you do it, but I assure you that he does, and here is how I know.
You have a curse laid upon you, Cubs. Everyone believes it, it IS magic and you know you need some form of magic to break it. I'm not saying you aren't good and can't win, of course you deserve to win and it is not your fault there is a curse but we can all break it, together. There have been many attempts and surely many prayers to Jesus to help lift this curse. Jesus wants to lift it but is asking for you to join him in an act of Faith to make it happen.
The Cubs only won the Pennant on the 46th Anniversary of Billy Sianis's Death - this year - but no one knows if the Curse - literally "Them Cubs, They Ain't Gonna Win No More" - if that applies to the Pennant or the World Series. People may think the curse was broken on the 46th anniversary, since they finally made it to the World Series for the first time in 70 years. But a curse like this does not die so easily, this is just a sign that you now have a CHANCE to break it. If you do not take this chance it may never be broken, ever.
There were two things done wrong when they kicked Billy Sianis and his Goat out of the Stadium. One Was Exclusion: They excluded folk from the game. Exclusion is the heart of all problems in America and we have a chance to redeem our Soul, as a country, by addressing it. The other Wrong was Against Nature: the goat and his smell is a symbol of the Earth and the problems of Man acting like he is Too Good for or Superior to Nature.
We have ONE chance to make up for these wrongs - They are not OUR wrongs, we did not give Billy The Boot, but we DO live in a world where these wrongs continue and we have THIS Magic Chance to Stop them.
We are now at a point in Politics where Exclusion and Disregard of Nature are our "Only Choices" - IF you accept the Media Lie that either Trump or Clinton will be President. The Truth is that only 9% of the public actually voted in the Primaries and ACTUAL support for Jill Stein shows she is at about 30%, already, Tied With Trump and Clinton can't win since she is maxxing out at 22%. And Jill is Rising - it will be Simple and Easy to help her win in an UNDENIABLE Landslide so there is NO concern of Violence after the election.
Berners had their Candidate Stolen From them - I won't go into details, it's obvious when you talk with the folks it happened to. People have been Excluded from their Right to Vote, Kicked Out of the Game, and THIS is a chance for us to make up for this, to make up for ALL exclusion. You may say "it was just ONE goat!" but it is the principle of Exclusion Being Wrong that gave Billy Sianis's Curse the power of Righteousness - Jesus does NOT approve of exclusion. This is true for All True Religions, they are based upon Love and Bringing Folks IN.
We have a chance to Bring People Back IN by helping the Green Party WIN this election and restoring Actual Democracy to our Country and political systems. We are WAY above the 5% we need to be on the ballot NEXT election, so we WILL win future elections, more and more, but the reason for this Magical Window, opened on the 46th Anniversary of Billy Sianis's Death - is so Cubs fans can help break the Curse NOW and be part of the Glory of their Championship in that way that ALL fans can sense we can do, and DO in our own ways, with Magic. This is just something we can all do together.
Jesus charged us to be Stewards over the Earth, to Have Dominion of Nature - meaning to Protect it and Live and Learn with it - NOT "Domination" of Nature to discard and do as we will. Jill Stein and the Green Party are the ONLY ones who will start the overdue revolution to actually respect Nature and restore living in balance with nature. This is the Ultimate Fulfillment of the Ghost Dance Prophecy which was given by Jesus to Wavoka, a Paiute Shaman. What is left of the curse will be shifted to any team which disrespects First People with their Logos, Names, or Symbols. But we must DO it, and it is really easy magic.
Jesus said "Judge not lest You be judged" and that is how we get into trouble with curses in the first place, from misjudging people. We have been Judged but we can prove ourselves worthy of Redemption. I'm sure personally, for Souls, all one has to do for Redemption is to Try, to Ask. But for a Culture, like the Cubs, to overcome a curse we need to do something together, something BIG.
The Cubs have brought Goats into the stadium and other Magic to TRY to break the Curse. I'm sure many people have Prayed to Jesus about it throuh the years. Jesus - and ALL Divine Spirits - want to answer your prayers and you KNOW this is the chance for it to happen. Usually, personally, there would not be a Test for anyone to be redeemed, or only if there is a Good Lesson for you in it, but for something like this we need to Work Together, using our own hearts and our own ability. I would never ask anyone to go against their beliefs in order to help a team win but you don't Have to go against anything you believe at all. Just engage in discussion about this. Look into the Green Platform and Jill Stein, look at it like Jesus would, and see if you disapprove or if it is just hard to Believe it is possible.
The only reason for a test of Faith is to strengthen our Belief. There is nothing wrong with Magic when it is done for every one's Good, especially when we can prove that because we all do it together, happily. Even the curse itself could be seen as a "Good Thing" in the long run if we use it to come together and Realize the Power of Belief.
Thank you for reading this, Sharing it, and please ask any questions, I usually talk way too much so I am trying to make this is simple as possible: The Problem was Exclusion and Disrespect for Nature, kicking Billy and His Smelly Goat out, and the Solution is INclusion and Environmentalism, Helping Jill Stein IN to the White House -and once you start you will find it magically easier than you can possibly imagine! I will rework this messgae until I get it down to a meme if I am so guided. Thank you and Go Cubs! I know any activity you do to promote these ideas will be rewarded in many ways, so thank you and enjoy the unexpected benefits, too! Have fun and Believe! Jesus Approves! He wants us to save the Earth and Restore the Promise of our Country, He wants us to escape the dangers of Exclusion and Disrespect for Nature! Thank you, Cubs Fans and Nature-Lovers and Jesus-followers -and everyone else who can help this effort in any way you understand it, please know that NO ONE is excluded except those who exclude themselves through lack of Faith! We've Got This, Let's Do It! Thanks! I love You!
(this is Gagablog 121, the World Series is Tied "One to One" - USE this magic, thanks! Tomorrow, 1-2)
Thursday, October 27, 2016
gagablog 120: CUBS WIN! Lifting the Curse of the Billy Goat / Prophecy
There has been a lot of talk recently about Prophecy, even here on local Colorado news, ever since it went viral that a Cubs fan predicted the Cubs would win the World Series in 2016 in his Yearbook photo from the 90's. The way prophecy works, like the magic of curses themselves, is that it is given to one person to have a prophecy and given to another person to interpret it. I'm a witch and today I was given the secret to lifting the Curse of the Billy Goat so the Cubs can win the World Series.
I realized this just today - the series is tied 1-1 so there is plenty of time to lift the Curse. The Simple Answer is "Go Green!" but here are the details - basically all you have to do is do what you can to promote Jill Stein and Green Party candidates - because WE will win, too! - and you will see how easy it is - the WORLD will rise up to meet you and join your efforts, "like magic." (Pro-tip: We're all magic, but can do Big Magic when we work together.)
I suggested this years ago here, that to lift the curse the people of Chicago, the Cubs fans, and the Cubs themselves could do something nice for nature to make up for a curse laid by a witch who was prohibited from the game due to the smell of his goat. (To verify - I'm into media-magic - as I typed that Bentley on the Jeffersons just said "The Hayward Curse" - more details in previous editions about the Goat, since the goat symbol was integral to the story of Ella Chase and that is why I was thinking of Goats today and realized this: the goat stands for Ego, Pride, even snobbishness, trying to be On Top even when it uncomfortably crowded and silly. Also last night James Corden told a joke about the Curse of the Goat and that put it back in my mind - that he was kicked out for the smell, implying sweeter-smelling goats would be allowed )
It is "Ironic" how magic works: it works through the Twist in reality that turns things inside out, like a moebius. The most powerful magic is like portals that transform the whole world. The Cubs were plunged through one of those portals but have a chance to come back through.
There is a Goat, a smelly Goat, who should not be allowed In - Now - Metaphorically - that's the twist from a century ago. To overcome the curse of the Goat - placed by a man who loved his goat regardless of the smell and resented being "Kept Out" - the Cubs must do something good for Nature and something good for those who have been excluded. They have the opportunity to do the Very Best thing imaginable in BOTH of these ways and that opportunity is NOW.
People have been Kept Out of the political process this year. "Both" of the Mainstream Media candidates are Pro-Oil and anti-environment. Trump in some ways Bullied Republicans out of a different nominee and Hillary Certainly STOLE the entire primary from the Berners, who ARE all voting for Jill. "You've talked enough already, now no more talking and that's it" - George Jefferson just said. Trust your own instinct and try to find out what is really happening behind the Media Blackout and trolls in the Jill Stein social media groups - talk with the Positive People - and you CAN find the truth if you look hard enough. It appears that the We The People Polling app has more accurate data, now anyway, so check that and other sources that aren't biased to see that Jill is actually the MOST popular candidate and will win in a landslide if people realize this.
Here is the chance for the Cubs. I don't expect the Cubs organization itself to do this, openly, but of course it will help if they do (so tell people about this and tell them if you know anyone in the team). The goal is to break the media blackout and help people realize the true popularity of Jill Stein and the Certainty that she will win - to overcome doubts we really could use a Landslide for her and we have 12 days to make it viral. But Cubs fans only have until SUNDAY to lift the curse. Depending on how quickly they do it they may have until Wednesday, but that is only Three to Six Days to Break the Curse. If this goes viral fast enough we will win it ALL by Sunday, the championship and the country.
All you have to do as an individual or in teams is to promote Jill Stein in any way you can, connect with the Green Party locally and in online groups and spread this message, even part of it, even one line. You might think this is silly but once you start doing it, even as a joke, you will soon see how easy it is, how much other people help you, and this will help convince you that the magic of both of these goals is True. 108 years ago there was a vibrant Progressive movement in America and there is again today but you wouldn't know it from the media blackout. One reason I realized this cure is because of a meme that stated "Coincidence? 2016: Cubs Break the Curse and Hillary Starts WW3 - Thanks, Cubs!" This is of course a joke because the Cubs will Win and Jill will Win and we will end ALL war when this works. But Jokes can sometimes be clues to magic - inside out. And we will restore respect to Nature and All People, getting over the Bad Smell of the Evil Metaphorical Goat who is trying to steal the Presidency and embracing the Rich Smell of the Earth and INCLUDING everyone, as you can see in the Green Platform. And no matter how much they may try to influence people's minds and actions with media lies if we show how much ALL the people truly want Jill, and let everyone know how possible, even easy it is, there is no way they can deny us. We will be restoring Democracy as well as restoring Honor and Freedom to a Fine Historic Cultural Institution, The Cubs, who from one bad decision have suffered a humbling curse. We can stop an Evil, Personal Pride from destroying the world by starting world War Three and we can all take a Good Team Pride in accepting everyone and make this country what it claims to be. Let's restore America as the Champions of Democracy and restore the Cubs to Champions of Baseball!
Thank You
I realized this just today - the series is tied 1-1 so there is plenty of time to lift the Curse. The Simple Answer is "Go Green!" but here are the details - basically all you have to do is do what you can to promote Jill Stein and Green Party candidates - because WE will win, too! - and you will see how easy it is - the WORLD will rise up to meet you and join your efforts, "like magic." (Pro-tip: We're all magic, but can do Big Magic when we work together.)
I suggested this years ago here, that to lift the curse the people of Chicago, the Cubs fans, and the Cubs themselves could do something nice for nature to make up for a curse laid by a witch who was prohibited from the game due to the smell of his goat. (To verify - I'm into media-magic - as I typed that Bentley on the Jeffersons just said "The Hayward Curse" - more details in previous editions about the Goat, since the goat symbol was integral to the story of Ella Chase and that is why I was thinking of Goats today and realized this: the goat stands for Ego, Pride, even snobbishness, trying to be On Top even when it uncomfortably crowded and silly. Also last night James Corden told a joke about the Curse of the Goat and that put it back in my mind - that he was kicked out for the smell, implying sweeter-smelling goats would be allowed )
It is "Ironic" how magic works: it works through the Twist in reality that turns things inside out, like a moebius. The most powerful magic is like portals that transform the whole world. The Cubs were plunged through one of those portals but have a chance to come back through.
There is a Goat, a smelly Goat, who should not be allowed In - Now - Metaphorically - that's the twist from a century ago. To overcome the curse of the Goat - placed by a man who loved his goat regardless of the smell and resented being "Kept Out" - the Cubs must do something good for Nature and something good for those who have been excluded. They have the opportunity to do the Very Best thing imaginable in BOTH of these ways and that opportunity is NOW.
People have been Kept Out of the political process this year. "Both" of the Mainstream Media candidates are Pro-Oil and anti-environment. Trump in some ways Bullied Republicans out of a different nominee and Hillary Certainly STOLE the entire primary from the Berners, who ARE all voting for Jill. "You've talked enough already, now no more talking and that's it" - George Jefferson just said. Trust your own instinct and try to find out what is really happening behind the Media Blackout and trolls in the Jill Stein social media groups - talk with the Positive People - and you CAN find the truth if you look hard enough. It appears that the We The People Polling app has more accurate data, now anyway, so check that and other sources that aren't biased to see that Jill is actually the MOST popular candidate and will win in a landslide if people realize this.
Here is the chance for the Cubs. I don't expect the Cubs organization itself to do this, openly, but of course it will help if they do (so tell people about this and tell them if you know anyone in the team). The goal is to break the media blackout and help people realize the true popularity of Jill Stein and the Certainty that she will win - to overcome doubts we really could use a Landslide for her and we have 12 days to make it viral. But Cubs fans only have until SUNDAY to lift the curse. Depending on how quickly they do it they may have until Wednesday, but that is only Three to Six Days to Break the Curse. If this goes viral fast enough we will win it ALL by Sunday, the championship and the country.
All you have to do as an individual or in teams is to promote Jill Stein in any way you can, connect with the Green Party locally and in online groups and spread this message, even part of it, even one line. You might think this is silly but once you start doing it, even as a joke, you will soon see how easy it is, how much other people help you, and this will help convince you that the magic of both of these goals is True. 108 years ago there was a vibrant Progressive movement in America and there is again today but you wouldn't know it from the media blackout. One reason I realized this cure is because of a meme that stated "Coincidence? 2016: Cubs Break the Curse and Hillary Starts WW3 - Thanks, Cubs!" This is of course a joke because the Cubs will Win and Jill will Win and we will end ALL war when this works. But Jokes can sometimes be clues to magic - inside out. And we will restore respect to Nature and All People, getting over the Bad Smell of the Evil Metaphorical Goat who is trying to steal the Presidency and embracing the Rich Smell of the Earth and INCLUDING everyone, as you can see in the Green Platform. And no matter how much they may try to influence people's minds and actions with media lies if we show how much ALL the people truly want Jill, and let everyone know how possible, even easy it is, there is no way they can deny us. We will be restoring Democracy as well as restoring Honor and Freedom to a Fine Historic Cultural Institution, The Cubs, who from one bad decision have suffered a humbling curse. We can stop an Evil, Personal Pride from destroying the world by starting world War Three and we can all take a Good Team Pride in accepting everyone and make this country what it claims to be. Let's restore America as the Champions of Democracy and restore the Cubs to Champions of Baseball!
Thank You
Saturday, October 22, 2016
gagablog 119: Time Travel: Hi Stefani, Your "Perfect Illusion" Is Me? (The Elvis Interview, Visions of Joanne)
Okay, you got me. I just watched your interview with Elvis and it's like waking up from a Dream. So "Perfect Illusion" wasn't about Taylor at all, it was about me! That's cool, it's magically ironic that we've been writing to each other without knowing it, well, I have no idea if you've read what I say to you, if you haven't then it is just magic, if you have then playing hard to get has been lots of fun but I'm glad it's over and we can finally talk. *11:19 PM, 10-21: This is not what it was like talking with her at all, of course! But fun to read - I feel like a very different person but I also feel like the one who wrote this, like a puppet. - to read the original, skip all brackets/aterisks like * * and since then I've been working for over an hour to change them back to asterisks, it is now 8:02 PM on 10-22 - i wanted to use different ones but it messed up the text - ALSO the recipe to end war is in the middle, I announce it in all CAPS if you want to scroll 6:58 PM on 10-22-2016 - thanks!*
I've been doing this "getting it wrong" series for two years now, refusing to read the lyrics to Artpop until I can say what it means, to me, before I even know all the words, really. I feel like you know what this is, how you said at the end of the interview that we all take whatever meaning we want, even tell you "that's not what it means!" and so now I'm listening to the interview in the background as I write this, hopefully I can say it in 20 minutes, I have about ten now and ten later. <11:20 -="" 10-21="" :="" a="" align="" and="" another="" break="" by="" celebrate="" circle.="" conversation="" day="" didn="" differntly="" do="" dream="" ended="" even="" facebook.="" family="" friend="" from="" gaga="" going="" had="" have="" heart="" hope="" how="" i="" in="" inside="" is="" joanne="" just="" keeping="" leg="" like="" michael="" might="" monster="" monsters="" mostly="" my="" new="" newhart.="" not="" on="" over-reading="" pm="" politics="" realized="" said="" second="" she="" should="" still="" stopped="" t="" talking="" that="" the="" today="" understood="" up="" walked="" week="" when="" with="" wonder="">
*at this point a section was re-arranged into alphabetical order by the weird brackets I put on it. This one was from 11:20 PM on 10-21. To try and re-assemble it, now at 11 PM on 10-22, I have come up with this: Michael on Newhart said "break a heart": in the same way you might say "break a leg." I'm not sure what the rest is or how it relates, about Gaga celebrating with her family, I think and me over-reading the conversation between monsters, or that I should celebrate Joanne, for the release of teh album, but have felt myself on the border ot outskirts of the moster family, I think that was it.
It makes a yuge difference to be with someone when you are talking "merging with the minds and souls of others " Elvis just said - and here I am sending an "email" - okay, I DO have time to meet you, anytime! Please call me "just shootin the breeze...hummingbird" you just said *11:24 PM 10-21 : this bird reference relates to something I can't say but it means more to me now, since Wednesday's vision* Okay, I decided a few months ago that the secret to my next book "From Radio To Gaga: The Prophecy of Oz: Fairy-love-sex-tech-art-media-chaos magic" - the secret is to just go ahead and talk, directly, as a fairy - he just said "fantastic" after you spoke the "hey girl lyrics" -what does it mean to be an artist? Fuck yeah I'm glad I don't need discipline, yes, I certainly have that, Perspective, Talent -I do need more discipline, but here we go:
*Time Travel: 2:31 PM, 10-14 - the above was written yesterday around 11 AM. I was writing fast at this time and interrupting my thoughts to draw connections with what you were saying. I want to explain it all now. When we talk "we" become someone else, not 'just' "you and I" - see #118 about how nothing is "just" anything in Fairy speech. But we become a new person, between us, whoever we talk with. Even with the "same" people, at different times, the person "between us", *11:26 PM 10-21: as I read over the words "between us" Stephanie said "between us" to her new flame. Michael gave up his job to challenge him even after she had let him go. And he said "I never hike. I limo. And I wing." She could picture herself in his limo and jet, but always with Michael next to her* whom we make together, is a different person. That is why I use chatmagic on social media - you can't know what you're doing, or even who you are, until you meet someone and are With that person. That is how I try to apply "my religion is you" in my interactions, with everyone, but it is an ideal to strive for and I can remind myself for falling short of it, but more and more often I feel the good, power, and wonder of living up to it. It pays off as much as I can do it, it's the Love principle of there being more to "have" / feel the more you put out there. I called this an "email" because of course it is typed, I wish I could meet you and talk with you. But it makes me talk better, in some ways, to do this, just to assume that sometime I will, maybe you will read this, maybe it's just practice. It's better practice than when I meet someone who "could be" you online and get overwhelmed and flustered. The more art I have to show you, the more music, the less I will feel that sense of haste and wildness when I think we are meeting. In dreams I am better, more chill, I think, the few times I have gotten to see you, because I always have that sense that we will have 'more time', or 'All the time in the world.' *11:30 PM 10-21 - one of the notes from my vision was "we can do this anytime" - actually "wait because we can always do this."* And I kind of have that sense, now, so it feels good. While I was writing this, live, yesterday I just felt too caught up in the moment, what you were saying, then the music, later. I have to use the bathroom 2:45-2:53 PM. I'm back. It's funny assuming you feel like I do, like you could have similar interests. .3:44 PM. I had some conversation on facebook since then, in the last hour. I have a lot of magical conversations and try to appreciate and bring the most magical moments out of every encounter. I've been lonely before, I know you have, too, and I don't like it, I like to feel like people will always be there and some friends I've had have been, as much or as long as they could. But I feel like that is one reason we might relate, we both have had times when we were lonely and we really appreciate people yet only have a few people who are really close to you, or sometimes, no one. I want you to know I will always be as close to you as you let me, I will always love you for what you've done for me.*
*11:35 PM 10-21 : I feel like I got to say this a few ways, to express this appreciation, and I know now how to really show it, by writing fairy tales. I don't really know what I was talking about here, the following day, but after this writing is when I heard the story about the oat standing on a cow on the radio, and Viva and the Chelsea, on the radio. That story came first, an interview with her daughter that seemed to be anchored in the Chelsea hotel, as a character more than 'just' an environment. And then my girl made the observation, on the way to a birthday party, that the music fit the scenery: Queen's "Bicycle" as we drove by people biking or putting their bikes together then some new song about swimming as we pulled up to the Rec center for the pool party. I will tell the goat story later, but if you want to just hear it, it was on Radiolab. "This is one of those moments people capture in country music!" Michael just said with joy, reminding me of Joanne day, today - and how I didn't celebrate with monsters. Stephanie's mom just said "I have a new social calendar for you" and it is all filled up -just for two weeks.*
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* I may have deleted a whole section, or more, but at least I have some of these puzzles to remix, This one was from 11:43 PM on 10-21 - it is now 11:49 PM on 10-22 - and it was basically just about grime ont the bracket keys and i wish i had never used them, now, but at least now I know, and may never know some of the parts I could have accidentally deleted entirely, but maybe no one was meant to know them. I'm listening to Jane's Addiction "Nothing's SHocking" as I finish this, after going to the store and thrift store and getting some all-white velcro shoes made by a company named "Drew." So I'm not as frustrated any more about this taking too much time, 5 hours after I finished writing it. Because the times liing up like this is kind of cool, I have a nice buzz and the music sounds good and reminds me, like the ocean, of all the timelessness I've been trying to talk about.*
I'm glad I can talk directly with you, I feel like it opens up -someone named Josh Stewart has a picture, profile picture, that looks remarkably like me, just asked to join a Bernie group, I got the notification and the video is pausing up too much, better let it buffer. This is the part where you are talking about Bradley Cooper being your friend. Okay, it's nice to talk with you directly, despite the time-travel required. <11:45 10-21:="" a="" able="" all.="" and="" another="" are="" at="" be="" better.="" channel="" clear="" different.="" direct="" directly="" doppelganger="" fairy="" feeling="" have="" her="" i="" it="" just="" know="" like="" looked="" magic="" makes="" maybe="" me="" method="" more="" my="" nature="" need="" new="" not="" odd="" of="" opened="" person="" pm="" practice="" s="" saw="" saying="" seem="" since="" tales="" talk="" talking="" that="" the="" think="" this="" through="" to="" untrue="" up="" use="" want="" was="" way="" well="" who="" with="" words="" would="" writing="" yet="">
*The next edit was from 10-21 at 11:45 PM and it is hard to decipher, now, something about oeping a clear channel for writing fairy tales, and maybe should remain secret at least until the future when someone can unjumble it. This does make me wonder which ones I maye have deleted entirely, maybe tomorrow I will re-read this and see if I remember anything missing, but I doubt it since i can't even puxxle these out very well. It is now 11:56 PM on 10-21 and the title track is on, "Nothing's Shocking"*
I don't know if you will read this for a while, just as I did not see the interview for a while. I will get right to the point as you say the album will be an egg with a star in it. Not giving anything away. This is the thing, maybe I shouldn't try to write and listen to you at the same time but I have some time while he sings to focus.
I have to say, I love you. I will tell you more when we are closer, I want to talk about time travel and magically making world peace -"we're almost done" and you laugh - "able snow" Ok, yes, I love you, I should have told you more, sooner, in more ways, told more people even than I did, to try to get the message to you - Maleficent, your dress color, you're so awesome. Let me tell you what I mean, that was not a snippet.
We know what it is like to talk with your Perfect Illusion, we've all talked with Gaga before. I've always claimed that I talk with everyone as if they are you, one reason I fall in love so much, but I only do that to a degree. You just said it was autobiographical,about "duality" of human/star -said it was weird but I hear it in another way. Hard for you to have a human connection because of the Image, the Aura, the Burqa?
Because you are an illusionist? i must go and return, be right back *11:51 PM 10-21: Michael said the place, her home, was making Stephanie "childlike...mean - but you wear it well! And then Dick tried to surprise Joanna for her birthday and named a star after her, made her guess what it was and she missed it, then walked away, turned around and said "You named one of those stars after me!" and Dick is crestfallen and says "Well, just try to guess which one!" This thing about "being people" - Stephanie just told her parents what she wants to be with Michael because being with him is the her that she wants to be, or helps her become who she really is. That's what Love is, one reason I want to be in love with Stefani.Michael just said "I said you were acting mean I didn't say I didn't like it!" because he likes staying there, they are so rich*
On my drive I saw a new bumper sticker "Motorcycles: Start Seeing them" and I loved it as a magical sign. All my life I've seen "Look Twice Save A Life" but this one reminded me of your BTW cover and that we could date. Also, that you DO manifest things once you know about them, think about them. You do see things that are already there, that were invisible to you before, when you hear of them. *11:57 PM 10-21 : Again I can't say how magically prophetic this all was, except that I did feel that reassurance, and more, that I ("hallucinations...or flushing" - the side-effects on the commercial on now, now "the witching hour starts Early -at 11:59 PM. ) can mention that seeing things that are "not there", invisible, usually, is easier when you hear of them, and know to look -as I was saying at the time - or when you hear them, when they speak to you. There is a reason why the Ghost Dance was supposed to be kept secret and maybe the reason was a power of secrecy and maybe another reason was the power of the way secrets are leaked. Carson just said "no smoking, I asked you to put out that flag," and the crowd booed. Everyone knows Dan Quayle said Buzz Lukens, not Buzz Aldrin, who walked on the moon. But I forgot all about that - now he's saying 'they are saying Dan Quayle is child-like' and it reminds me of Michael a few minutes ago. Now he is saying Quayle accidentally set off a secret service button under his desk three times. It reminds me of Clinton making the news, at least social media news sharing, for spilling the time it takes to enact a nuclear launch during the third debate. Now Carson is scoffing at $700 million for the Stealth Bomber and how we were surprised it could fly... if only we could have stopped back then.*
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*This one, from 12:17 AM on 10-22 - it is now 11:58 PM on 10-22 - is basically something I mostly repeat a little later, I think. First it is about a duck that flew over my car as Sade was singing "Kiss of Life" during the line "angel by my side who flew down" or something. I also think it contained my new undertsanding of love and the heart: The heart is not inside us but outside us, all around us. We grow into it and break it and discover a larger heart and grow into that and ultimately include more people and creatures and things in more complex kinds of Love. The rest was about how, as I wrote this, Johnny Carson had, on the rerun on TV, a beautiful guest who was showing off birds, a green parrot named Lolita who could neow like a cat, laugh, say hello and bark, an African grey parrot who could say his name, Bobby, and other things, and then an Egyptian Vulture who was using tools, a rock to break an egg. *
I love you, even if you don't know me. You can say it isn't love, and maybe it wasn't before, but I forgot about time travel, then, and was worried. But I'm not, now. I want to save the world from war. Time travel is interesting, too. I was going to talk with some magic folk on facebook about these two topics, both on the same person's wall, and then i had a technical trouble with my computer. So now I will talk with you about both of them at once. *12:06 AM on 10-22 ; "The brand is Artanis - Sinatra spelled backwards." - Carson - Woody Harrelson is his guest, I will smoke to that. One way I am talking about this Time Travel idea, that I didn't get to well enough, before, is that we are All of us and can experience ourselves at different times. We even experience different people, "each other", or we are each like parties whose partiers mingle. This, writing from two different times, from two different perspectives, since I changed this week, dramatically in a way, is a simple kind of version of this, I am moving back and forth between times. Just like reading a book is a visit to a place and time. But that is the way to travel in time ("what is beyond the edge of the universe / before the beginning of time?" Carson just asked the audience.) There is a way to travel, astrally, through time and space and one simple method, looking into each others eyes, is far easier with a partner.*
Time travel is kind of implied at first since this is not a live chat but I am relying on your spirit, our spirit(s), to guide me. * "It's the aim" - Carson's guest said as I read that -12:29 AM 10-22 - Simpsons comes on, now, more weed* I stopped the interview, for now, to focus just a minute on just what I want to say to you, about Peace and Time. I will smoke a bowl then say it then start it again.
It depends on who you are talking with, what you say. I wanted to talk with those fellows "in person", online, really, and their profiles, really. You are in a unique position for relating with people, putting out the Aura and getting through it. I wanted to mention Robert Fripp who invented Frippertronics and was or is the guitarist for King Crimson but went to smaller stages exclusively, at least for a while, because he did not like the "vampiric" nature of the arena shows. I'm not telling you this because of the Dive Bar tour, (you like that bauhaus song "Kamikazee Dive"? It may be not their best but I wanted to ask.) I'm telling you because I don't think you have a problem with this. But again, immortality, nightlife, time-travel, we have plenty of time to talk about these things.
What I hope we can talk about right now is making World Peace. We have the option, we have the chance. I will start the interview again after one more bowl and give myself ten minutes to make my wishes come true. The big clue, from yesterday, is Bernie supporting his brother to be the Green PM of the UK -here is the story: https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2016/oct/11/bernie-sanders-endorses-his-brother-larry-in-race-to-replace-david-cameron?CMP=fb_gu *6:51 PM on 10-22 : after I published this I looked at it and I don't know what happened to the link but I will try to repoat it in comments, it is the story from The Guardian about Bernie endorsing Larry *
To me this means the UK and USA can go Green, THIS year, but we REALLY need to get everyone to understand that #JillWillWin and make it happen.
The thing i want to talk with you about, now, is magic and how we make things happen.We can end war, forever. We just need to talk our way through it. I can't tell you exactly what it is, by myself, it's something that comes out of our spirit meeting, in Visions, so I will start the interview again and get back to time-travel.
My mouse clicker started working again and the conversation ended, I think, online so I decided these are signs. I put a 1966 Dead show on while I smoke some weed and the line just now was "in case some fool might wanna fight" - oh, there it was again as I typed it. Fighting is foolish. *12:41 AM on 10-22 : Rev. Lovejoy just said to remember Matthew 11, the Foolish Man who built his house on the sand, and said Foolish right as I read that. "The heathens getting away!" Rod. "I see him, son." Flanders.*
This is what is happening. Trump is Hillary's puppet, just a stooge so she can be "sure" to win the election. She is in so deep with the Military, Oil Companies, and Banks that she is certainly taking us to WW3. The problem is that her plans aren't working. The news is getting out about Hillary even with the diversion of Trump's hate speech -and let's be real honest we should have rejected him the VERY first thing he said, when he announced, but we didn't because America doesn't want to address how deeply racist it is. One clear example is Obama's hard heart to the pleas of black people and the #blacklivesmatter movement. But the real problem is these "Powerful" people when they start to topple. The Wikileaks will destroy Clinton but the problem is she is putting us on a path to destruction before we even have a choice because her plan is being foiled.
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* This part is from 12:44 AM on 10-22 and it is now 12:07 AM on 10-23. It looks like mostly somehting i repeat later with more details, here. Basically the idea was that they cut off Assanges internet at the Ecuadorian embassy but the wikileaks continued anyway, and people walked by with hotspots, and soon Ecuador, who said it was their decision, changed their mind and restored his internet anyway. But this was yesterday (10-21) and the official story is that hackers took down Dyne with attacks from millions of internet-connected devices, not just cell phones and computers, overwhelming the system. The thing is if the government was actually responsible, as suggested in a "clickbait" story a few days before, about Obama having a kill-switch for the internet in case certain wikileaks came out, if it was actually a government action, who would expose it and how would they report on it? We would never know. So it may be that the government shut down the internet, in major places and times, to suppress particular wikileaks. So you just have to look more closely at the stories that came out at that time. The "battlefield" for people's perception, to convince people that Jill can, will, and myst win, for example, is the internet, social media. If they can keep a certain wikileak from going viral, even by promoting less damaging ones and talking about those, they will do anything to do it. Blaming the email leaks on Russia proved fake: the head of the 17 agencies that "confirmed" it is the same person, a Clinton supporter (as I retype this, Perry Farrle is singin 'Idiots Rule") There was also the story that she recently moved a billion dollars of her own money to Qatar. And details about how she protects and does the bidding of Saudi Arabia and other countries - even if I mentioned it elswhere I want to emphasize that she laughed and smiled during the debates when Trump mentioned that they throw people off of buildings in Saudi Arabia for being gay and also smiled and laughed whenever he talked about the deaths and suffering in Syria and war. There was also a fake story about, supposedly, Dakota Access Pipeling Protesters setting fire and destroying $2 million dollars worth of construction equipment. The story was not true, the picture of the burning backhoe was from Texas, not North Dakota. But it was being used as a false flag to build sympathy for the cops as they continue to abuse the protesters. It is now 12:21 AM on 10-23. And now it is 12:31 PM and Pigs in Zen just ended, the end of the cd, I just wanted to add one more note, to this part, that since i did go to the store before completing this I saw the National Enquirer where the entire front page was about a man who claims to be a whistleblower because he was her hitman and arranger of dubious things, according to the cover. I know it may be fake, or debunked, but it could also be true and end up being, as they claimed, election-changing news. Since this, all of this and any cigarette I smoke these days, are magic to end her kampaign I take it as a victory, at least in the media, but as all of this has proven the media is the main battleground for this magic. I think I know a new story to write, now. It's 12:35 AM on 10-23. Sweet Dreams!*
*here is my final set of brackets - - i went back to the same ones for all of these because the others were messing up the text - more grime still needs to be scraped from their keys to reveal them.*in the end I went to asterisks sinc the brackets were messing it up 8:08 PM on 10-22* It is now 8:43 aM on 10-22. I woke at first with a phrase in my mind, a magic phrase from dreamland, and instead of writing it down as I should have done I went back to sleep for more of the same. so i missed that phrase, that time. But I feel like I can rediscover it. The weed I bought last night t the store is a pure indica, 303 Kush. I go for sativas and have had a nice half-and-half blend for a couple of weeks called Sweet Dream. I also watched the Fox remake of the Rocky Horror Picture Show and I have never seen that before so it is safe to say I still haven't seen it. But I guess it fits with the theme and I have to admit to it since it has the Time Warp song and whatever else it is about probably relates, too - I wasn't paying much attention. i heard all these songs on the soundtrack which we listened to on repeat for hours the first time I played Tetris on the NES, probably in 1991 or 1992. There as something on the radio yesterday about VH1 being the fastest growing station because of people's fondness for the 90's. Ok, weed and maybe I will remember it: Okay, packing the bowl at 8:51 Am I am still thinking of Rocky Horror and how, for people who go to them, it was probably lame to see the audience, in the theater, reacting to the movie in, I assume only a few choice ones, of the interactions. I've heard people act it out in front of the screen, too, at least certain parts, and I can see how that holographic layer dds magic to the experience, especially with the theme of, whatever the theme is about being stuff. That IS ho e live, we see things on screen and them live them out, act them out. Doing it immediately makes it a spell, more of a spell than 'just' a movie, though of course all movies re spells - the idea is involvement makes it more magical for everyone. You already have audience reacting, built into the movie, and it feels kind of stupid but at the same time that will be what it is like for "virgins" at the show, anyone ho has never been would have to learn the ritual reactions from the crowd, now at least there is some pre-introduction to some of the rituals. But mostly I thought of it, before packing a bowl, and how we already have live commenting on streaming videos, and video comments, but technology ill probably allow a format for people to insert themselves, digitally, into media - at least certain formats - and like living memes of video instead of just picture and gifs we will add our commentary Into things in the same ay the Rocky Horror audience "gets into it." Consider this prediction of the future and "proof" of time travel if you like: the important thing is that we are all looking back on ourselves from a time in the future. This is hard to explain unless you just start doing it and t\alking that way, like you are always talking to everyone, alays talking to Gaga. There are probably various ways to slip into this Fairy Speech, magical language, and this is one of them. Be from the future. Ok, time to pack that bowl and play our album, still not released as far as I can tel but maybe this will manifest it. One of the songs is called "Live from the Future" and has a TV news kind of feel. I have purple lighter and a red one, where in recent days I could only find a light blue one and a cheaper flat orange one.*
*9:34 AM on 10-22. : I can't recall the dream-phrase, but one new one i came up ith listening for it as "when you are given something, go with it." Reminds me to finish this and write fairy tales. For Her. listening to my own music, the one album no one else has heard, Mystic Monsters, and high as I need to be to say this. I was talking about time travel. Time travel is not about going o different destinations in linear time, though we can and do, we do that, we read, we dream, we watch, we hear, recordings, reminders, everything, it's all around us in different time directions - linearly. But Time isn't linear, there is just a linear aspect of it. Real time travel is with we would call "getting out of time." It's n escape trick, and maybe perfecting it does allow more manipulation of linear time that we kind of know we can do, but don't believe in it. "From the emerald city..peace and happiness flow over all you see..there's no ar because everything is free..we live live for pleasing you and present company" is the line from "Land of Oz" that I just sang. We can hear each other in our heads, with or without tricks, and we love each other in that space, with THAT kind of time, in Heaven. We can get into that time, out of our plodding, in different ways. I came up with this resolving my own issues of anxiety for my friend to release our new album, ideas like "if we can get it out soon enough we can use it to help elect Jill Stein!" I feel like it is almost because I have that idea that I am thwarting the hole process. I can have more faith in our music than that, have faith that it does not need to come out a certain time because it is timeless, it does move us beyond time. It will be nice, to impress girls I feel lucky to meet online, or in person, but that is the real reason for my hurry, besides wanting to save the world. But if I have faith in my music to save the world, "if only there is enough time" , then I can have faith in our music to save the world beyond the limits of time and that it will come out in it's own time. Maybe Handheld Device, one of my oldest songs, is still ahead of it's time. I messed it up on the first album and didn't realize until it was published, I have one version that is okay but gave the only near-perfect version, the only copy with proper alignment of the beat so it hits, to my brother and can't get it back, yet. But maybe that song will be our big hit and just isn't due to happen until the third album, for whatever reason. Maybe there are some more things i can and must do in this time before I become a Star., .But mostly I need to stop worrying about time and know there is plenty of it, "we can do this anytime."*
*The phrase I came up with, just no, well, before that last paragraph, was this: Time isn't this thing that is over and done with and always moves on. We act like time, moments, are stones for us to carve and leave a trail behind us that we call history. We impress one moment, carve it with the present, and drop it into the past. We can read about it or reflect upon it But we say we can never go back. Well, maybe we can't go back, coda to a past time touchstone and take up all the stones between as if they never happened. Maybe we can do that in some ways if we scatter the stones upon different lines or maybe none of these stones are real, even as an analogy, it just isn't like the ay we think it is. Why do we leave a trail of stones, of memories and recordings, behind us in time if it is not to go back in time to those moments? If we can't restart there, like continuing at the last level or checkpoint in modern video games, if we can only ever restart in the present, like old NES games where you go back to the very beginning hen you run out of lives, then we should really be focused on the Presence of appreciating the presence, of getting into a zone before we start like someone who is destined to beat their speed run record in the next few minutes. We get up to speed in time by allowing ourselevs out of it, out of the strapped don to the clock version. This reminds me that the Audience-inside remake of the Rocky Horror show is analogous to having screens with us in every part of reality, of being able to see more layers of reality through more screens and layers of screens. I have this new keyboard I got for $3.50 on clearance so I can type in my lap instead of looking for a place to put my laptop but the W doesn't work too well and it is frustrating. I'm glad my new monster friend is not mad at me, and i have a clever comment for facebook, for the ACIDMATH group, which I want to praise as the best place for Goddess-worship even though I am in pagan, magic, environmentalist groups - inspired by this girls post about her hair which gets replies every few minutes for almost a whole day. Time travel is a little different than we presume and has to do ith getting into other perspectives on time. Just as travel in space, on the orld or off of it, will give us different perspectives, time travel will give us different perspectives, too. So one ay to do it is just to imagine hat those perspectives will be to open them up. This edition is an example of me doing this and reaching more open time, and more connection through that time, that larger Heart dimension, and kind of proof that I did it, even if I am shay about saying how I Met Lady Gaga and she said we will be together and she loves me and welcomes my love and wants me to write fairy tales. I was closing this bracket at 10:06 AM and remembered how on my old keyboard, just in the last week, I was noticing how I could wee the electric sparks under the keys as I typed, or fairies taking flight down there, especially when I really got going.*
*This next part is depressing - still 10:08 on 10-22, here, in these brackets (asterisks) "* *" but we're returning to 10-13 in a moment. Returning to, despite my effort to reach fairy Speech with you, to not get pulled back into this world, I was worried about it and couldn't resist the opportunity to tell you - or so I thought, held hostage by time, in some ways, still. If I had focused on talking with you, confessing love and the superhero call and time-travel secrets, maybe I would have published this last week, maybe you would have seen it and we would be talking, on the phone, or in Italy, by now. But all of that is this same "I must fit everything into my suitcase of time and sit on it, quick, so we can close it!" kind of thinking when we can get another suitcase, pack less, or whatever. I will go back in time to before the 3rd presidential debate, as I wrote this next part, and all of the original, on 10-13, I think. The morning after the debate *
She stole the election, the primaries. We were there. Trump mentioned it at one debate but finished with emails so she didn't have to address it. Pretend he is like her sock account, it makes much more sense. The problem is, with all the vile stuff he said, that people were "letting him get away with" (because all the bigotry is too deep in America "ain't gonna be treated this old way...well he went up to the room where she met her fatal doom (?) and I'm going where those chilly winds don't blow..." - still the dead show) they thought they could keep releasing stuff, bit by bit, every day as there were more leaks about what she has done. ("Everybody check your coupons, the lucky number tonight is 10. 11? Oh, 11, pardon me." - Jerry)
The problem is, the sex assault stuff, the stuff he said and idea that he probably acts that way, too, with more and more evidence, well, this was "the last straw." I have a meme called Klinton's Skarekrow that says if it took THIS to be the "last straw"- you weren't against him way before - you've got way too much straw to give, not caring about any of the other people he offends, really. I said the same thing about him making fun of disabilities before. They were using that as the broadest standard because, for their political focus criticizing him, they couldn't risk offending people who might be racist, too. Anyway, hopefully you already knew all of this and just can't come out for Jill, yet, by your own plan's timing. Sorry for droning on, "Cream Puff War" just went to the jam and we will smoke more weed.
*Now it is 10:14 Am on 10-22. Jesse Ventura was on Chelsea Handler's show and I just saw a clip where she says she could not get any other non-Hillary supporter to show up. I want to see the whole thing but I immediately shared the clips because I was so proud of Jesse - first for legalizing weed in Minnesota and other stuff he has said and done - but he invoked "the late Great Jerry Garcia" and quoted him: "If you are voting for the lessor of to evils then you are still voting for Evil." He said this is why he is voting his conscience. I want to find a meme of that, or make one. I hope I don't return to the political angle in this, honestly, I forgot hat all I wrote last eek, but in case I don't I want to include these follow-ups:
*1. Amy Goodman, little monster and host of the Democracy, Now1 news show, was arrested for reporting on the Dakota Access Pipeline protest. - it's now 10:25 AM, I had to feed the cat, take out the trash, and find another cat food can lid but the one I found had a paw on it so I take it as a message from Gaga that I am on the right track. , played that magical Everything But The Girl album, Temperamental, and it is now 11:11 AM. The magic I'm always talking about is Paradise, heaven, Fairyland, the orld where we are all connected, where everyone can be everyone else, unless they only remind us of lost love -well, that's the theme of this album, anyway. you can go anywhere in time and space hen you start moving through both of them, changing speeds or gears. Time is like gears, heels within wheels, and we can slip around in strange ways, especially if we want to.
*Amy Goodman was arrested for reporting on the Dakota Access Pipeline Protest. The oil companies want to steal more land from the Indigenous people, want to make a pipeline through their sacred land. They are protesting it and many people have joined the protest, there, and many more have joined in some way online. I don't want to get into all the details other than it has to do with so many rights, to protecting the earth and water and people's beliefs and lives and lifestyles, to basic respect for the Earth, a moment we need to turn around instead of letting them win. It does seem very much to me like that transition moment, the pivot, or turning point, Berning point, where we turn a corner and enter a new direction a new dimension. I believe it is the final fulfillment of the true Ghost Dance prophecy. And on the surface, Amy being arrested - technically charged and she turned herself in on Monday- was a symbol of the End of Democracy, in a new way - Hillary stealing the primary from Bernie was One sign of the "end of democracy" - it's just not over. It was certainly an example of threats to the Freedom of the Press by the current government. We know within the Bernie and Jill Stein movements online ho much the entire news media is bought out for the establishment, more details below. Amy has always been reporting the People's Truth. She was charged for reporting because the oil companies are so evil that they have to contradict Freedom of the Press to stay in business. They have been doing it all along, along ith the government, by buying up all the mainstream media and even using facebook to suppress the sharing of information by banning people and cutting off their ability to share, which is hat happened to me.
*Well it was the day and night that ths story came out about Amy that I went to Gaga's page to plead with her to tweet about it. I had two reasons fro this: even if Amy wanted to go to jail to make NeWS { 6:12 PM on 10-22 : i was having trouble selecting this word when it was "nes" on my touch sceen so I kept tapping at it then it popped up like this - thanks spellin fairies!} about the protest and measures the government was taking to suppress it, I felt like the cops could not be trusted and she just should not have to go through all of that. I figured that in a day, with dedication and social media, we could spread the story enough that everyone knew about it, despite the total media blackout. I thought we could make it a bigger story, online, than it would be if she was arrested. And I thought e could save her the trouble and risk of being in police custody. That was one reason I anted to contact Gaga, to save Freedom of the press and get everyone involved, if she tweeted about it.
*The other reason I wanted to contact Gaga, you -I'm not used to this still and forget with whom I am speaking! And it was "Walking Wounded", with some of the same songs, I can't find the copy of "Temperamental" I thought it was. The reason I wanted to contact you was to get your attention to the Dakota Access Pipeline protest and through that everything from the Ghost Dance to supporting Jill Stein. I will have to trust to you being a Master of Illusion on this one for now, I want to ask you about it but will have to wait until we talk in person, or talk again through the sky. I feel bad that I left so many comments on your post about boarding the Airplane to Italy to see your family. You posted about your family coming through Ellis Island, immigrating here, and I felt it was perfectly fitting to bring up the concerns of the people who were already here before anyone else immigrated. Also it is completing the circle of the Ghost Dance and Hopi prophecies, and probably others I have not heard of, if we do it. It is up to us.
*2. the second, related story from recent days was that the actress Shaylene Woodley, actress and activist, was also arrested at the protest and the cops strip-searched her. It made the news, Democracy, Now!, anyway, but that story is one that is suppressed if you try to share it on facebook, you must copy-paste the original article address for it to show up. When I try to suck the dust out from under this W key my nose or something keeps opening up the Help window. Why am I focused on Shaylene Woodley when there are many many protesters being arrested and mistreated? Why am I talking to you when there are other celebrities I could be trying to contact, either with more connection to the issue already or different spheres of influence, or other people, not celebrities, with other spheres of influence? Because there is a media blackout of all of these stories, blackout of the Green Revolution and the fact that increasing numbers of people are going to vote for Jill and she can actually win. Gaga has so much influence she could break the blackout, you have so many followers and so many who want to spread your messages, so many dedicated, devoted little monsters like me. Shaylene could probably be featured on Entertainment TV shows any night just by wearing a dress somewhere that shows off ho hot she is. But when the cops strip-search her for protesting the oil companies threatening Indigenous People's rights and all of our nature I wonder if they will even mention it. I should look it up and see, though I highly doubt it. And this just shows ho wrong it is for the media to be so bought out.
*3. The other main tragedy with the mainstream media being bought out by the establishment is the whole course of the 3rd presidential debate and the "news" focus since then, upon Russia. My favorite new meme is that dubious black kid asking "So let me get this straight, the DNC is mad about Russia manipulating the election by releasing evidence of how the DNC manipulated the election?" But my favourite news story, that you will only see in Jill Stein groups online, is that the 17 government agencies who all verified that the Russians were behind cyber attacks (their "evidence") are all run by the same man who is a Hillary supporter. There is the idea that Putin favors Trump and Trump is Putin's puppet. Actually I believe Putin and Clinton are working together trying to make World War 3 so they can both cash in. I think Trump is Clinton's puppet, her stooge and straw man to "ensure" her victory. Now she even has Madonna offering to give head to anyone ho votes for Hillary - I wonder if she can handle both of them, or if you can blow a rigged voting machine without getting shocked. I must To Th Internet to express that, soon, but also need to finish this and play some games. It is now 12:06 PM on 10-22. If Trump were Not her stooge, when he started saying "you should not even be here" ion the third debate he would not have swayed it to "because you were so irresponsible with email" - the same out he gave her at the 2nd debate, as I 'just' mentioned. He would have said "because you stole the primary from Bernie." Since so many Berners don't realize Jill Will Win, yet, this could have gotten him a lot of support. Even better it would have pushed the media more towards discussing it, though of course she did steal it and there is ample evidence, but they won't talk about it. But it would have challenged them to divert more often and people are seeing through that better and better. It could have won it for him, but he didn't say it, and continues to say dumb things, because he is playing to lose, not to win. And since people think he is the only option it mostly increases a sense of Hillary's "inevitability" but we all know that is not a very good illusion and that no one wants her. As soon as any light creeps in, as soon as anyone reports it, it will be exposed and her candidacy will vanish like mist.
*4. What happened to the internet yesterday? Assange's net access as cut, Ecuador claimd responsibility, wikileaks continued, the people of London walked by the embassy with #hotpockets, hotspots in their pockets, to restore his access, and eventually the government did. There was an attack on an internet traffic director, Dyne, and many sites were down or had spotty usage. They say the attack came from millions of computer-connected devices that Hackers had taken over - that is the Official Version - and it was unique to have so many attackers, not limited mostly to computers and cell phones but coming from everything that is connected to the net. This reminds me of my Fairy Liberation Front, if I want a more magical explanation than Hackers. If I want a less magical explanation I would say that the government did it themselves to block some of these wikileaks, some especially damning ones, from really taking off, and just blamed it on the hackers. How would anyone prove otherwise or tell anyone bout it in a convincing fashion? But since there were "clickbait" stories, supposedly, about Obama's Internet "kill-switch" and wanting to use it in case Assange releases certain information, and that story was just about a week ago, it seems suspicious. And it is certainly suspicious hat are the stories that were released yesterday that they would take such pains to suppress them. And I don't even know, i have an intuition that I missed the most important ones. I did see that Clinton had moved over one billion dollars of her on money to Qatar, recently. But there were so many and of course the most damning are the most suppressed, even by sharing the lesser damaging ones. It is now 12:17 on 10-22.* .
I've been reading Black Elk Speaks and just finished the Vision chapter this same day, today, that I watched your interview. I will turn it back on after this song, I like this one and they're just rocking. "It's been three days and it's still the first verse!" - Homer Simpson. It reminds me that people sometimes understand someone else's vision differently, just like you would like to talk with someone about a dream.
*12:18 PM 10-22 : I misplaced my copy of Black Elk Speaks until yesterday. The song must have still been Cream Puff War, I think. It seems like there was another magic Simpsons reference on the new Treehouse of Horror, but I can't remember it now. I do feel like i need to make an edition about how cheaters can't possibly Win, about Homer's assessment of Boston that we all agree with and my assessment of Klinton that I wish we all agreed with. Regarding understanding someone else's vision differently, it is not just that we all take our own meanings from songs. It is that there are visions and they can be misunderstood. But the vision is a vision for a reason, because they DO come true. It just may take another persons vision, or understanding of the vision, to see how it works. I am reminded of new programs for self-driving cars and how really good drivers have already been developing those programs in themselves but the collective program will be the utilization of all of those better ways of thinking, of being more aware and considerate driving. We could use "Better More Considerate" programs in all of our lives, in whatever form, like Animal Crossing or socializing.*.
Just before I started writing this I got a fortune cookie that read "Pleasure requires Company" and I think that is kind of what I wanted to talk with you about, or why I wanted to let you know that I want to talk with you, like this, like we know why we're talking with each other, like it's a mission. This is the mission i have, now - "what makes a man go crazy when a woman wears a dress so tight? must be the same ole thing that makes a tomcat fight all night" I don't think i can stop the show, after all, it's Pigpen reminding me why I can't. Here: We're together, we've always been together, we go through these labyrinths of identity, or Aura. "Now tell me who's to blame, the whole world's fighting about that old same thing" - We can stop it. We can stop the fighting. It doesn't matter who we are, the trick is just to be two people who believe enough in "magic", in themselves, our Dream Selves, the ones we are always chasing down.
"Must be the same thing that makes a preacher lay his old bible down" I want to take you for a ride, I want to look and see you there. Let me be clear: This is how we stop all War, end it. Bernie had to let us find it for ourselves, like the Wizard of Oz. He didn't just send us to get the broomstick from the Wicked Witch, he sent us, on our own, so we could believe in ourselves. And do most of the work. But that is what it is all about, actualizing our artistic potential. That is what you always showed us, that is why I worship you. Now I know, that is the Image, that is Gaga, I've never been in love with Stefani, I have no idea who you are and you don't know I exist, well, depends on which way we go in time -we'll get to that. That's the time-travel part, forwards and back.
*It's 12:25 pm on 10-22 and as she sings "do you wash your hands of me again?" - Tracey Thorne in "Cross my heart" I am reminded of this conversation between monsters that I read a coupe of days ago, or yesterday. There was one that was saying things that the others were saying meant that he didn't understand, that he "probably thinks Perfect illusion is about Taylor and Gaga - they are friends and always will be!" This is the most insight I have ever had into their relationship, besides the pictures and that one rumor that he said she was too weird, about a year ago or two. I know all "real" little monsters know way more about Gagag and her love life than I do, I took her at her word that she liked to keep her private life separate and moistly thought it was not my business, besides wanting to talk with you, fall in love with you, myself. "Somedays I think I could go insane" Tracey just finished that song and disc with - wish I could find the other one, with Future of the Future. But maybe I will play Foxzen's Mystic Monsters again. I didn't have that option at all when I was writing this, before.
*What I want to say here, at 12:37 PM, is that it is now 12:42 because i can't get the cd to play. What I wanted to say was that Gaga made this Perfect Illusion filter for people, a song which is actually about people not really knowing "the real gaga" ("say you want to be a real boy" our song just said now, "I'm the voice inside your head now, I'm your closest company" - which all has new meaning, now since the vision.) It IS a perfect song for a break-up, so for people like me ho are not playing close enough attention, it can be easily misunderstood as a breakup song in a relationship. Now, if (as she says in the interview and the monsters confirm) it is about those un-genuine connections with people, merely based upon the Fame, not in the heart, but it can apply to a break-up, it has that vocabulary and people can relate it to their own lives in this way, to assume it has to do with Taylor means you are not a real monster. On the other hand, I don't really believe you, I think it is about Taylor and you don't want to face it and admit it, you don't ant the hurt of remembering it - but maybe that is me projecting my own hurts in love. It just happens by magic that it has this other meaning and function, because it can be about monsters misunderstanding you, too. I guess I think that saying that it is not about a relationship, even your relationship, is kind of an illusion. I feel like I fall on both sides of this, too, because I can see what the monsters and you are saying, I just wonder if it is totally honest. if it is from the deepest honesty ith yourself and your hopes for Love or if it comes from a return to the defensiveness of being Tough. I've been in love with a tough girl for 19 years and it's awesome but can I merely suggest that you don't have to give up on being the tough girl you are, hell no, but especially now that you can freely be tough when needed, you can also let yourself be whoever is best for you at the time and you don't have top always be tough. Being tough is hard for a reason. But I am proud of you and glad you were tough, so Inpenetrably Tough, for yourself and to protect all of us, all your millions of little monsters around the world, like a Pure Land or Domed City or Monster Ball. Ultimately, to protect the world and all life. I certainly appreciate it. I just ant to say that this dome does expand and let others in. I am on both sides of it - really outside the door, if any, for a reason. I'm right outside the crack in the egg, right beyond the edge of the vessel, for a reason. I've been out here only spiritually trying to connect ith you, not getting any closer. But I sent you a bunch of messages the other day on your facebook page, I didn't realize they were so conspicuous. So now I am approaching in some ways and I'm surprised and delighted to find you waiting for me, turned towards me, becoming me on like you were always just waiting for me to come to you. Yet here I am outside the all, outside the filter, still someone ho thinks Perfect Illusion could be about Taylor, or even more than anyone else does, now. And I am outside, for that reason, but I feel like my destiny is to stay out here to help others in. Then again I think I am consuming myself to that fate due to my age. It's been long enough that I don't have to feel as weird talking to to her monsters due to age difference because we've all gotten 8 years older so the difference is less.
*It's now 1:06 PM on 10-22 and I have to finish this - I feel like I only have one ready analogy to explain my take on Perfect Illusion. I as tripping one time and i heard Phil Collins "In the Air Tonight." I knew it was about jesus, about -well - you'll hear it if you hear it that way. Then just a few months or a year later I heard a story about what it was "really" about: Some man he had witnessed murdering someone. He invited him to a show, years later, played hat song, about him, and had the man arrested, but had never revealed that was hat the song was about, before that. I didn't believe it -that's not hat it is about, I said. And I don't even know if that story is true, about the concert and murder, or just a myth. But even if the "arrest" happened, it could be theater and not really hat it is about at all. Maybe "In the Air Tonight" is about Jesus - specifically a somewhat hurt and resentful song sung to jesus after he has appeared to you in a vision. And Maybe "perfect illusion" is about disappointment in Love, for Stefani. Maybe it is better to say it is not about Taylor, hopefully they are good friends and always will be. Hopefully my lover and I will always be good friends, too.But I could have, and probably have, written songs when I was heartbroken and maybe, in the long run, those songs need to be magically about something else,and can be. Just like Phil could have been heartbroken by his song and needed to make it something else and just came up with a story. Just a theory about what kinds of illusions folks will come up with when "disillusioned" in love - when LoVE is the only thing that is Not an illusion, yet seems illusory to those of us while we believe in what appears to be "the rest of it." Now 1:23 PM has turned to 1:24 PM. nad My cd ended, I will press play and wish upon a star.*
Since Bernie endorsed his brother yesterday, that was the good news. I want to finish this before being as direct as before and only giving myself 10 more minutes so I will play the Japan cd "Tin Drum" while I finish this part, sorry for slipping back into my own ways, it;s easier with you with me, after all, I think!
*1:25 PM on 10-22 ; This really seems like an eternity ago, now, a whole different era of this political cycle, since there have been such aggressive attempts to disrupt all Bernie / Jill groups since then and I have been blocked from sharing by facebook and banned from many groups for what I do say. My cd is not starting so I will try again. I hope to complete and publish this during this play-through. I don't know what is happening with Larry other than it seems like the same suppression tactics are being used against him, here, and probably there, too. I've seen how certain stories and kinds of stories are suppressed, from the pipeline protest to black lives matter protests #blacklivesmatter. Now I have seen even more direct suppression against myself, personally, and heard many others experiencing the same thing. It is frustrating but the magical reverse of it is that it makes you realize how threatened they are by Jill and the #Greenrevolution and what I like to call the #pillowrevolution. (I coined that because we do it from bed, online, and it is soft, non-violent, and cozy, helps people sleep at night, ultimately. I also started the peacepipe party at www.facebook.com/peacepipeparty ) They can't "win" if they don't cheat and do everything they can to hold us back but we find ways to slip around and slip through. And we will win, they wouldn't be doing all of this if they weren't afraid of that, which is the clearest indication we have the numbers and power, really. This same dynamic applies for anyone trying to "make a lie true" by exertion - there is no power behind a lie no matter ho much energy they pour into it and ultimately it will backfire on them and does all the time. Since I can't click the share button and share to groups that come up with certain names, I just copy a link, but then I end up posting not just to pages but in comments, to completely different pages I never would have thought of before, anywhere I happen to be. Now I put in The Cure "Kiss Me, Kiss Me, Kiss Me", another magical album, since I could not get mine to play a second time. I skipped the first song after hearing most of the intro a few minutes ago then after Catch, "Torture" is such a badass song i want to move through this quickly, as he sings "move my hand." - "hanging like this, like empire fang.."*
The bad news is that Trump is out of it. Without him like a clown distraction, the Bull can leap into the stands. She has to have something else to distract us and unfortunately she's playing with the same deck, with the same Trump cards: War. She was already planning to start WW3, all along, she's just accelerating the schedule. So we have to stop her. And we will. Today, they missiled (what is the word???) Yemen with Tomahawk cruise missiles, getting involved in the civil war there. Yesterday, someone, maybe Turkey or Israel, I forget, shot down a Russian plane over Syria. In Yemen, we have had a ship there for, I don't know how long or "why?" except to start shit like this, but some recent attacks upon it and upon a UAE vessel prompted our missile strike. Or a shift in power there? Or the fact that Trump is effectively out of it and the media - which has completely favored Klinton and covering her crimes - just won't have anything else sensational enough to distract people without him. As I type this Talking Drum is ending. {And at 1:40 in 10-22 "Torture" in ins the final verse - "almost there"} In Syria it is the No-Fly Zone that Clinton has always advocated that makes the excuse to start WW3 and they "may" have already started the process.
*1:41 on 10-22 : "If only tonight e could sleep" begins - Since the original writing and the third debate - I hate to quote the joke "last debate (ever)" AND I wonder if some circumstance could yet prompt another debate, hopefully ith Jill in it, before the election. ANY circumstance. What is this song about, again? Words haven't started.... there they are "a bed made of flowers...spells...water..." Since then the talk of 3 has been more immediate, by far - "an angel come with burning eyes like stars, and bury us deep in his velvet arms and the rain will cry as our faces slipped away and the rain will cry don't let it end" - like the white people, or white man's ways, being devoured by the earth in the ghost dance prophecy, when the natural balance is restored. Now "Why Can't I be You?" They have been talking, mostly Hillary, about no-fly zones in Syria, about talking tough of Russia, and Putin's allies have warned that she ill start nuclear war - or that is a story they are promoting to make Trump look kozy with the Kremlin. But all of it, even trump himself hen complimenting her, makes her out to be a Tough woman, a killer. And she is a cold-blooded killer: you can see by ho she smiled during the debate whenever war and mass murder of civilians is mentioned. When trump said that she as protecting Saudi Arabia from their involvement in ISIS and that Saudi Arabia was a country where they throw people off of buildings for being gay she had a big old smile on her face the whole time. She is beyond human empathy, in her current form, consumed by lust for power and creeping senility. Everyone as upset that she revealed how long it takes to enact a nuclear launch. But most importantly, she as rattled when Trump said we have 18,000 nuclear warheads but her response as classic: "And HE thinks we should use them!". Well, we shouldn't use them, every man woman and child and every creature kno0ws this. We, and no one else, should ever use one again. So why do we have them? To force other countries to try to compete so we have a reason to punish them? If we all agree we will never, should never use them, why not get rid of them all? All 18,000 of them? We probably have more than that, even, but doesn't this seem obvious to anyone else? We have been wasting ALL of our resources supporting this vampire Military Industrial complex. I'm going to smoke a cigarette now, even though I quit, because I want top do a spell to destroy it. Now, at 1:54 PM MTN time on 10-22, as Robert Smith sings "fills my heart with sadness for the way we are - this is why I hate you and how I understand."*
*2:05 PM on 10-22. THIS IS THE RECIPE TO END NUCLEAR WAR BEFORE IT EVER STARTS AGAIN. (as "The Snakepit" plays) I had to continue this thought: If the reason for having nuclear arms is "as a deterrent" - how does that make sense in today's world? It's increasingly understood and accepted that no one would be crazy enough to use a nuclear weapon anymore, we know too much about how horrible they are from experience in Japan when the US bombed them. And from nuclear meltdowns around the world. But of course the only people crazy enough to use a nuclear weapon would be terrorists and the only way to stop them, completely, would be to get rid of all nuclear weapons completely, because it still takes a government to refine nuclear material that much to make weapons. Mostly we need to escape this whole violent mentality, since the analogy also applies to guns, just get rid of them all so crazy people won't even have a chance to get them and use them at all. Having 18,000, or even one, nuclear missile is not a deterrent to a terrorist. If some crazy terrorist uses a nuclear bomb, where do you fire the missiles at? It just doesn't make sense and especially suicide bombers aren;t "deterred" by consequences. So having nuclear bombs serves no purpose - they can only be "allowed" to countries who can be trusted to "never use them" which is why we get the international community to agree which countries can and can't be trusted, or presumably try to convince the American people that Trump is the one who can't be trusted to win the presidency due to nuclear capabilities. Why have something that dangerous and have either of these extremely dangerous candidate so close to being in control of it all? We should only elect someone who will start the long overdue process of disarming. We need to elect Jill. Most people agree that Klinton is more dangerous for starting World War 3 due to her connections, stance, and who controls her, the banks, oil companies, and military industrial complex. The actual military may be more supportive of Trump because they don't ant war and this is ironic for Republicans. But Trump is not acceptable out of fear for Hillary any more than vice versa - only Jill ill be a progressive step. The real reason we have so many weapons is to be "on top" of this "popularity (of fear) contest" - a completely bullshit and dangerous status symbol. We use "our distrust" of certain governments to punish them for seeking nuclear power and yet we are the ones who create the Nuclear Club as the top tier of Countries, the First Order. So we just make this massive, expensive, and meta-dangerous thing in order to act "better than" other countries. It is like a Polo Shirt or Nike shoes or fancy sports car or whatever is uber-trendy these days, but that could blow up and destroy the entire world at any moment, "Hot hot hot" is on, now. It's just snobbery on the highest level, an international form of exclusion. I am for inclusion, tolerance, acceptance, and Love, the belief that we can all live well, better, with each other than against each other, that we can heal each others pains that make us crazy. This insistence on having a nuclear club in order to punish anyone ho tries to join it is just a Mean Girls that can, and ill, kill us all if e don't learn our 80's movie lessons and act with heart to enact a different standard for everyone and throw *5:55 Pm on 10-22 : 23rd "W" added* off this evil power structure, or better yet agree to dismantle it from within. Now it is "One more time" and I hope we start to believe in this, soon, so we can all get excited and hopeful about electing Jill. We can, and Will, do it! This is the future calling! Join us, don't give up now! It's 2:27 PM on 10-22-2016*
Just as she has been an "inevitable" candidate, but still hasn't made it and can still be stopped, World War Three is not "inevitable." War is not inevitable. I don't think we'd have to talk much on this to be in full agreement. But there are things we need to do to stop her, to change course for the world.
I know you have a lot of power and influence but I am specifically looking for that magic that "you and I" can only do, together - even though, of course, anyone can do this. It helps if you are in love. Or really into magic or both. I've been into this idea of spiritual connection, just heard about an "Ancestor Work" group as "The Ghosts of My Life" plays "Just when I think I'm winning". The Black Elk vision reminds me that people see things in different times in visions. You explained how the songs of Joanne were autobiographical, intensely and directly, and also that at least some of them are from the perspective of other characters who are, in "reality", you. This is Buddhism, this is all of us being one. I'm in love with your image, sure, who could resist who loves art? I'm in love with you as part of all this thing we all share and i truly believe in that, the buddhafield *5:54 PM 10-22 : battlefield, butterflied, and bediviled are the spell-check suggestions* that unites us all and makes us all one. It's interesting how much we need someone to find "us" through the masks of ego and art we wear, how we use them to attract each other but have some way of feeling like our unique perspective, that makes us artists, both longs to be shared and "can't be compared." I don't know why I said it like that, I guess I feel like we, all of us, and all artists of all time, connect "on that level"so when you're really vibing with someone it's just because the two of you are the right combination, for your auras at the time, to work each other towards that level. It just comes out naturally with "certain people" which I think is why you say something at the end about people being in love with "you" but finding it isn't "really there" but others you do find that love and connection with them. But we all change as people, too. "We'll make plans from mobile homes" he just sang in "still life in mobile homes." So we become different combinations, different decoders, for different people at different times.
*"2:29 PM on 10-22 : "Youu can tell that lip is trembling even though it is close-up" my lover just said of the cover of the Cure album - that's all I will say because I feel I was kind on on a roll, here, last week*
We just have to envision the world f peace and how we get to it and take simple actions to make it happen. So, politically, Bernie's Brother Larry will be the new, Green (1st Green?) Prime Minister and Jill will be the Green President of the United States. We will work out the details later, remember, time travel? But really, as soon as we need to, we will, we can talk about it whenever we just need to make the first steps and magically I feel I'm on the path since I met you this way. Someone just posted in the Zen Den. Check out our band Foxzen and make us famous, too, if you like us, okay? Thanks.
*And all I will say here is meeting more monsters - it's 2:31 PM and Cockatoos is on, I thought about covering this once for youtube - especially my new friend Rae and she likes Foxzen and encourages me and shared it on her page, as did another girl I met in ACIDMATH who even said she would be our #1 girl fan. All of this encourages me immensely and I can't wait for them to hear the new one now that it is finished. The "details" are merely that we do everything,we can to allow the perception to grow that the Green party ill win until everyone feels comfortable talking about it and realizes that we really WILL win! There are so many ways to do this but the main battleground is online. Like, after I post this I think I will post the meme I found with the Old-timey family scene, girl on daddy's knee, boy coiloring on the floor, and he looks kind of lost, sad, and distant behind his pipe as she asks "Daddy, what did you do in the meme wars?"*
Once we've gone green on both sides of the pond, we've got it! It's like a trick Bernie played on the Establishment to make it crash. He crept in like a hobbit, invisible, to get his brother Larry elected in the UK, crept completely under the radar by playing the game and saying he supports Hillary, which is why I assume you could, too, or it's just the same old "bad relationship" she has everyone with. ("we are blacked out in visions of China tonight - we walk backwards, say nothing, our visions of china, we're young and strong in this party we're building/ living our visions of china") But it's also like Rohan coming to our aid after shaking off the brutal, orcish assault of zenophobia at Helm's Brexit. *2:37 Pm on 10-22 : Trump yesterday at a rally referred to his campaign as "bigger than Brexit" and I can see how that appeals to xenophobes but since that was so widely panned as a disaster and his comment reported on NPR I think it is another example of him playing to lose - I can't write this as "The Perfect Girl" is on - "I think I'm falling in love with you."* They will come out of it with Sanders at the lead, like Gandalf. And at the same time Gandalf has come to renew Gondor and cast off the cloud of Fear and Inevitability. This is the moment where we fight the Nazgul Witch King and a Brave Girl, a Royalty of A Horsepeople, travellers, a Gypsy Princess, if you will, kills the Nazgul because she's not a dude. Once we unite we can cast off these shadows entirely. "Every voice I hear sounds so familiar, every song I know."
In Oz terms there is a Good Fairy in the future and she unites it all, it's like the story is all about how she has to come out, in your heart, to rule over everything with love and kindness, but first you have to make the journey, yourself, to set all these things in motion. As I said a few editions ago but there is no time to put it all into a book, the journey so far has been like the Yellow Brick Road. The emerald city was The Bern, Bernie the Wizard sent us on this journey and we now truly are in the Haunted Woods or coming out to see the Militarized Castle of the Wicked Witch we have to take down. "Marching through the fields, we're changing the lives we've led for years - Red Army calls you -the call of the crowd -red army needs you - it calls you now" I love the end of this song but know it is time to get back to that Time, that place we first met.
*2:40 Pm on 10-22 : I could talk too much about this analogy. right no e are in the castle. All our groups have been taken over, like the Winkie slaves themselves, by hill-trolls except a few. Those remaining groups, and new smaller ones, will creep around the blackout and evil of the Wicked itch of the West and the Winkies and flying monkeys and others in her power. The Winkies, and the monkeys, will all be very grateful and celebrate to be released from her spell. But now they are still acting like gaurds for her, we are side by side with them in the meme ars, we are all in between "their" ranks, on facebook, which is still controlled by the same power of evil and suppression of the truth. The enslaved Winkies, hill-trolls, can't even tell us they want our, they are too encumbered by fear. But when the spell is broken, when the evil is melted, they will be happy and come back to life. We are in the castle, now, being made to slave for her, too, working alongside them. But pretty soon some sweet little girl is going to throw a bucket of water to put out the scarecrow she set on fire - Trump? Me? You? Democracy? The Pipeline Protest? - and melt her. This reminds me, there was a fake story yesterday about a fire that destroyed "2 million dollars worth" of construction equipment - "I wanna smash you to pieces" he just sang on "Shiver and shake" - at the Dakota Pipeline protest. The thing is, it was a fake story, the picture was from a burning backhoe in Texas. There was a lot of reaction to the story, though, showing how passionate people feel about the protest. But also it was thanks to other people that pointed out it was a hoax and some even said it was being used as a false flag to further persecute protestors, or sway public opinion away from them. This is the kind of magic battle we are engaged in. I feel bad for sharing the story when I thought it was real, was amazed by the reaction, even while pointing out that it was fake, and then tried to turn it around and use the thread to share other stories, real stoiries, like the one about Shaylene so it would backfire on them.*
Time is like that, we takeup different sizes and spaces of it. Some shapes we can be escape time as we know it altogether. Ok, time to finish the interview thanks for your patience. Oh, to finish the Oz metaphor Glinda comes through for us in the end, too, because she knows of the Fairy who is to come, to rule everything with Love. The Rule Of Love means no money and no war but we can talk about that whenever, too.
I had to restart it in the middle so you just said your dress color might change, soon, that it was not a snippet. I plan to snip out the middle of this and put the parts where I am listening to you together -a little time travel to go with this. *2:50 PM on 10-22 - I didn't do this, this is the order I wrote it / read-wrote it in.* You are bringing it back to your first single and saying it is all completely autobiographical and now the human/star thing. There are many people who identify as stars, starseeds, who feel like this world, this image, is their "form" but they really live in another galaxy and this sounds like this but what I really think is going on is something fairy, as you say "pop-alien" , that when you "feel the blow / past the show" and it's not "a true love exchange, that's okay" and talk about connecting with people differently because they have changed their picture. Now you feel better knowing some aren't real, they are those illusions.
*2:51 Pm on 10-22 : did you say "changed their picture"? OIr did I miswrite that? I put on Peter Murphy's Love Hysteria album and love it so much, "can you see the light always coming through, it's there in the distance, always offered to me, always coming over a hill...your see-saw smile lasts me all night long, like the siren's curl when the night is long... now hold my hand, no bad vibe hearts..." from All Night Long -this reminds me of the "vibes" post you made about Joanne after you landed, about your inspiration, when you were wearing that heaven-colored off-white or yellow hat. "When the night has come in, your eyes running wild, and i hear you humming over, all night long//// all I need to know from you is all I see - can you feel the light?..." and the "always offered to me" reminds me of when you said we can "always do this." There is no way to prove I didn't just write the "week ago" part of this except you can tell by how I talk, trying to convince myself I could talk with you, still. Now I know I can, though of course I still have to convince myself, and I just love how magic, with you, works s purely and directly. Even in the Brittish sense of immediately. I started writing this, knowing that if I pretended I could talk with you then I could. Knowing it would lead to magically meeting you, and it did in so many ways, even if it doesn't mean you will ever read this. I talked with my best monster friend, Melissa Germanotta, again and felt special getting to talk with her, felt like I always do when I talk with her, like it is a way for both of us to be more connected with Gaga and all that she is to us, Love art magic acceptance and salvation. Then I left all those messages and someone even told me it made me look unstable but I said it was okay, it's monsters and you, and due to the nature and urgency of the message. I feel silly about it, some, now, but don't regret it. It may be how I met another monster who is now a dear friend to me, already, and I how she and Melissa and other monsters will become friends, too, through me, and that little monsters will hear our music and think of it as Our music since Gaga is my inspiration, Love is my muse and fairy-guides for it. She is in music, too, my new friend Rae. Then I over-read the monsters debating, telling the one monster he wasn't real, even that he was so unreal he must think Perfect Illusion was about Taylor. I felt that, myself, like I wanted to be able to see both sides, even if it kept me out of "true monsterhood." And I always have to challenge that idea "Love me do, oh love me do, love me, find the dove- this vastness sings a pretty song, this vastness must be love... whose eyes are peeled like atom bombs, their spirit is the prize" Peter just sang. I just have to be the one who says there can't really be an outside and inside, of Love, we must come to understand and express Love in ways that include, and come to include, everyone. I want to be closer to Gaga but I want everyone to come together in Love, I don't want to leave anyone out, it's boddhicitta, *5:50 Pm, editing on 10-22 ; one of the spell check suggetions for this was "bodysuit"* the Bodhisattva vow, to not escape this life until everyone else is liberated, too -but it's not an excuse to keep cycling around, it's a true goal that we can all escape this life, together, into a much better life. It is the Ghost Dance prophecy, as Peter sings "look, they found a dove, their triad song too... Whirlpools whirl, dragnets drag, hell is not the fire, hell is your belief, in yourself as the higher" This could be a good time to talk about the goat on the cow.
*3:10 PM on 10-22. It was a week ago, Saturday the 15th, that I was taking my girl to the birthday party and heard Queen and the song about swimming, at the pool party. That was around 12:30 PM. Then on the way to pick her up at 2:30 PM I heard this story on Radiolab on NPR. A couple, male and female friends, were driving down the road and she told him to stop, to turn around and go back, because there was a goat standing on a cow. He didn't believe her and refused but she insisted and when they got back 20 minutes later ("get it together and listen" peter sang) the goat was still standing on the cows back. The cow moved and the goat shifted and moved with it. Then they shut the door and the goat jumped off and they stood around waiting for him to jump back on, I think he might have, I forget. They then say that this is not the interesting part of the story but I think it always is ("Bennet Gurdjieff Jesus... libraries full of keys, where's your lock? Socrates Pythagoras, yin and bloody yang, hatha yoga, OM, Bennet, Gurdjieff, Jesus" - how I was introduced to the 4th Way stuff, though maybe I read Ouspensky on my own.) They started finding letters on the side of the highway, all to Ella Chase. It gives me a nice cool feeling to retell this story and I think you will see why - goat on a cow. The story continues that hundreds of letters to this woman are found, including many from soldiers who call her Mom or Mother or other forms of that, but dozens of different soldiers who are not her biological kids. This of course makes me think of Mother Monster and how she lets all of us call her Mother and look up to her in that way. And of course, not everyone thinks this way, but I certainly have been thinking this goat on a cow is a sign from Ella, her spirit causing this to happen at that time and place, to get these people's attention, the kind of people who would end up being this link in the chain of events that then took place. The goat may have always stood on that cow but the fact that this occurrence led these people to find the letters is, to me, a sign of her spirit, at that time. They decided to try to find out about the letters but couldn't find any information. The boy was a teacher and took the letters and pictures and made a curriculum for his school kids where they took a piece of this original history, these primary sources or copies of them, and came up with their own stories based upon them. He called them "ghost stories" so I guess that is what they were asked to write, a story from the perspective of Ella's Ghost telling about her life based upon that evidence. "And knows all that we can't see" - Peter just sang. So all these stories were titled "My Ella" and this is how Ella Chase lived for 12 years. 12 years of classes all wrote their ghost stories based upon these letters and all of these ghosts and stories were created by school kids, they may have even adopted it into the curriculum in other classes and schools, but I think I am confusing this with a book someone wrote about being lost for days on a mountain, an autobiographical account. Anyway these hundreds of kids wrote Ella ghost stories and she lived on in this way. Meanwhile, maybe the girl, or the boy himself, someone contacted a journalist, or maybe she was the journalist. Anyway the journalist got wind of the story 12 years later and got the documents, or saw them, from the teacher. She and a friend, named Marina, tried to discover who Ella Chase was. I though "Marina" stood out since many monsters also love Marina and the Diamonds. They do find an obituary and then news stories about her. It is sad but she was divorcing her husband but he denied that they were married and the case made the news. She did not have a copy of the marriage license so she could not prove their marriage and he won the case. It seemed like a classic example of patriarchy and the system that should protect the weak doing the opposite. And the part that made me extra-cry was it said that after she lost the case she just sat in the courthouse and wouldn't leave or say anything or respond to anyone. So of course she was sad by this and alone but apparently that is what led to her correspondence with soldiers. She had a very powerful influence on many people's lives through her communications with them, even people she would never meet. Peter just sang "so it wouldn't seem like a wasted mouthful, because of a trip that was trapped inside you...I was trapped inside you, I always imagined that I could, I've always imagined, Imagined I would, conjure you up, conjure you up, so it didn't seem like, it didn't seem like....." I feel so grateful that I did conjure you up, in so many ways, and love you so much for how you welcome and comfort me and encourage me to write, and I will! They take the information back to the teacher but as she is about to hand it to him he says no, that he doesn't want to know who she "really" is, that he likes to live with the kid's ghosts of her, undisturbed, and the mystery that allows that to continue so purely for kids in the future. I think this compares with what you are saying about the ones who you don't connect with, that they don't want to know the real you, and it also connects the other way, that creative people, the world of fairy tales and ghost stories and kids imaginations, doesn't need to be disturbed by the "real world" too much. Especially since Love is the REAL real world, everything else, including this world called "reality" that seems to make Love an elusive mystery, is an Illusion. Love is the Perfect "illusion" because it is not an illusion, it is the Truth, the center of everything, and everything "else" or seemingly outside of that is the illusion of misperception, a created illusion by mispercieving love. In the end it turned out that they could not contact Ella's granddaughters but did get in touch with his grandson. He said the box had fallen off the side of the truck on the highway and he tried to stop and pick them up but the state patrol showed up and told him he had to leave and leave them there or be charged with littering - ironic. But it is what led to this whole story turning into those kid's stories and eventually into the story that "the whole world" heard on the radio - all of this develops the same theme of how a loss or hurt, a loneliness or even persecution, or a bad accident, can lead to something wonderful, to huge new networks of connection across time and space, to time travel and immortality and a sense of comfort to others, like a Pure Land of Pure Land Buddhism or the heaven of Christianity,as Peter sings "take me up take me up take me up! Come on in...I've got a miniature secret camera" at 3:45 PM on 10-22. I think about how Gaga, Stefani, was hurt, bullied in school, as so many of us were, especially for being sensitive. I think about how that led her, as told in Marry the Night and elsewhere, to become this Goddess that she is. It reminds me of Jane Eyre, and maybe another character I've encountered recently, whom I forget - certainly of Black Elk and Sitting Bull and Wakova - who reached their mission through being persecuted and bullied in various ways. I think about how I was just bullied again in that "other" (another, there are dozens of them) "chaos magic group" before I was banned from that one, too, and how I am ready to use all of this abuse and ostracism, from my whole life, to become the true artist I am. And this is why I can justify, though I would rather be close to her, this feeling of being outside Gaga's realm, just outside pointing in. I don't interact in Little monster groups, much, but maybe I will, now, since we are all older. "Everybody, We want in...all abourd for Fun Time" Peter has been singing, "We're having fun...like your lips, like your pants" - I think it is a cover, maybe Iggy Pop, I can't remember. I've started to interact there, actually, since I know we need to spread the Green message to elect Jill to wider venues and audiences. And I'm glad I have, I feel like I will fit in. But the reason I feel like an Outskirter, like Ojo and Unc Nunkie at the edge of the land of Oz, where food can even be sparse, is that there are people out there, still, in the Deadly Desert (well, ghosts) and Phantom Fairy Lands and Gnome country beyond and I want, ultimately, to rescue and include everyone, to rescue them from what keeps them out, their greed and hatred and hurts. Now Love and Rockets "Earth, Sun, Moon" album If we are outside true understanding of you, as I recall falling into desperation over at the end of this, I want to help us have a way in, or have another understanding that benefits from the "love" of a perfect illusion as much as it can, too. I feel like it is the nature of all religious expression, or a common pattern to fall into, that the power of it gets confused with lesser, worldly powers and people "inside" end up missing the core message, acting against it, in becoming part of that exclusive pattern, which is always against the core of religion, love, but always or often seems to creep in, too. As I typed that Daniel Ash sang "the christian says I love, love everybody, and you and you and you can be free, you can be free, you can be free -but I'm so happy with my feet on the ground, so happy when my head spins around, quite content to sit on this fence, quite content now a little bit older" -and he is not choosing sides, not even choosing the side of "getting older" just talking about these views. Are there a limited number of "you can be Frees" - as suggested by the first "you and you and you" - or is the idea of repeating it that it is infinite? And it is a trick, or is it a trick to avoid this freedom? I guess it all depends on ho it is presented, doesn't it, and the individual context in which each of us receives it. "These days, they're all mine" he just sang.
*4:02 PM on 10-22 ; The whole idea of being a little monster is we are freaks and outkasts, mostly, to me, hippies and gypsies and people ho aren't allowed, fairies, persecuted from being open about who we are because of where we live and restrictive attitudes. So we should be the most inclusive people on the planet, always welcoming others in, but there is an initiation I suppose of being Loving. Like putting on the green spectacles before you go into the Emerald City we must transform in some way and see things differently when we enter a magical realm, a fairy world, like the domain of Littole monsters. I've been on the edge ('I'm not a book" Daniel sings) but i feel like these specific instructions, to write fairy tales, are my way in and it only makes sense to write these tales from within a Fairy World of love ("in love, holy saints willcall him, don't feel so free" Daniel and David just sang, this song was written independently and the lyrics were put together, turn by turn, with no arranging - "not necessarily sorted" . - randomly, or magically.. ) So while I know i will continue this I am glad to feel like I have graduated from this as well and have the confidence and support to be who I really am, even out here on the edge, and maybe drop the "Un" from my name, the way Ojo did.*
*5:28 PM on 10-22 : what follows is me Not letting go of the Un - but I also forgot to say what was important about the coow and the goat. At the time they said the goat on the cow was not the interesting part of the story. At the end they explained: Goats always try to be on the top of anything, that is their nature to try to do that, I guess because they live in mountains. They said that on farms goats will have a yard to0 play in but will all huddle on top of a small shed. So this goat was just being on the cow to be up high. They concluded that it was the "nonchalant cow" that was rare, not the goat at all. The cow is the one who supports the goat to live out his nature, even if he has no other way to do it. And he does this by being chill and letting the goat be on his back - which may even feel good like a massage, and other cows don't know. Of course, to me, even if it is his nature, it is still exceptional for the goat to do this, too, on a cow. It reminds me that it may always be my nature to be artristic but I am only really an artist when I am making art, and that I can get on some things that make a magical, mystical statement. I can't ever get past the idea that, even if it natural for the goat and cow to do this, it is also a sign from Ella Chase's spirit to make this happen to tsart this story. That is just to say that our spirits are always around us, inspiring and encouraging us, and especially if we listen to them and look for signs. It is just hat Joanne has done by connnecting with us through Gaga and her new album. It's hat Ella Chase was doing in life, supporting people like a magical, nonchalant co, and what Gaga does in the same way, like a goddess who supports us to be as weird and call whatever spirits that need to speak through us. It is the Ghost Dance. We may all have that goat nature, to be heard, to be on top, it might be a model for our ego, goats. Our horses may be, I mean, our bodies may be like horses and our goats our egos, e feel more comfortable with them and don't want to be trolled when someone gets our egoat. But we are also like cows, divine and solid forms, and hen we are nonchalant about that we can support other artists, too, and be their foundation and inspiration, share a perspective with them, so they can get The Message out, too - because the message of Love is one we all share no matter who is delivering it or how, or ho is assisting this. Its just an example of the holographic universe, the way it is all formed like a kaliedescope, that this Ella Chase as a Mother to all these suffering people, just as Gaga is, as you are, and that she appeared in a vision in nature in order to reveal and gro into a ne fairyland of imagination - the teacher eventually did loook at the other materials, sent hat he had back to the grandson ho sent him six more boxes of originals to use for his class. So all of Ellas's life continued to expand immensely in the spirit orld and we probably all do that, it as just amazing to see this story that tracks one ay that we do it. It reminds me again of that Norm MacDonald joke about having 100,000 pictures of your grandfather in the future, instead of just one or a few as his and my generation have. It shows how living a spiritual life, by which I mean living up to a love bigger than the one you first concieved, leads to this kind of connecting magic, healing people and becming a web of healing, in youyr own life. We all become part of the spoirit world in differnt ways but if we work with it by being as magic as we truly are in life it sets that process in place much m,ore so our actions are like a butterfly's wings, here, but blow with the winds of heaven.
I can feel like this can apply to me, like this can be saying 'let it go, don't believe in me like this' and then I hear you talking about your dreams, to be on the radio, to be a great actor, and it's the same as hearing myself, that same fairy who drives me, the one I feel we relate through, the same one some story *4:09,PM, clan-up time ("clean-up", thanks, typo fairies, caught at 4:30 Pm and now 4:31 PM, because its oddly ironic how i got a headcount of people from that group who bulleid me and are suppressing political discussion as per the wishes of the KKK and Klinton.) - this read "same one some story" and I realized as I as trying to puzzle it out hat *"that" - 4:32 PM* a fairy took the Period - thanks, fairy! Because then I assumed it said "the same lonesome story" that connected us, but thought it sounded cool to say "the same one some story" or Onesome, like a fairy word that hasn't beeen said before. 4:27 PM and I got caught in a conversation about the banning from "*cmg*" and how it was just a simple case of online bullying -someone even placed a meme at the beginning about "when the guy your squad has been bullying online kills himself" and they just suck so I am glad to expose them and be out of it, to make another magic group the Real, fantastic one, with the chaos I channel.But all I interrupted to say, initially was that do feel connected with you in a magical, deep, intimate way, but maybe there is a reason for me staying away, outside, too - or maybe that is just an excuse because everywhere I go "in" I eventually am kicked out of, except for with other monsters, and you. But i did think that twitter banned me because Lexi, I think, (your choreographer at that time?) did not like one of my replies, about the superbowl and weed, that destiny was that the two states that legalized weed were in the "superbowl." Pope Francis never deleted my super-liberal, and respectful, tweets to him, including the ones where I predicted he should meet you and arrange to save the world with you -I hope you will, and me, too! With the period this would have read "Some story i read..." * * Some story I read, or saw, can't recall, was about someone being bullied and that is why they had a dream for the artistic life. I think that is why so many of us little monsters relate to you.
When you closed your eyes and kept seeing this girl, who you told Mark about in the studio, that's You and a Little Monster, too. It's some person where we all meet because it is the song you wrote from a Monster perspective. And you just said that about having that "same feeling" and that is something we all share, when you say you realize it is you, we all realize, and especially through you, through Any or ALL art, but as you just said the idea is to make a Classic so Everyone can relate through it - to weave in that buddhafield. Then you are saying you felt some guilt for toughness, which is really hot, and I love you going with it and not worrying about being a "good girl" but that liberation, for you, is the same as the liberation you describe, for us, to find that freedom, by getting into what we really do.
Now that the video is over, to conclude, Because I was going to do it like a cooking challenge and put my hands up at the end, but no need -time travel. What we really do is make peace. Some of us do it through art, or through vampirism, or through haunting and reminders of love, we all do it through love if we can get past ourselves and into it. You've done that, for me, like a buddha sending out a life raft. You've done that for so many of us and that is Real even if it is the Perfect Illusion you offer us as Gaga. We do truly love you, too, as much as we can, as much as how much we love ourselves allows us. Idealizing you may make us always able to love you more - like, when you came out for fur or Hillary even though I disagree it made me feel sad for you and feel like there must be some struggle you are going through. If we can treat all disagreements with patience, because we truly believe there is a better way and believe that anyone can find that in their heart and believe in people to do so, we won't have anything to fight about. We will just have occasions to learn patience with ourselves and a way to get over insisting that others agree.
In political terms maybe we can stay out of other folks business unless we are truly helping. Why not turn all governments, leading by example, into Great Big Helper Machines to help whoever needs it most, address Climate Change, and then do whatever needs doing after that? This is like the intergalactic, Fairy agenda, too, the goal of the Ghost Dance as I talked about last time.
*4:41 PM 10-22, : I was on a roll here, i only interrupt to say that as I am reading it Daniel was singing "We are the energy, God bless god bless god bless us all" One more song, the slow "Mirror people"*
Well, I almost slipped back into my old way of talking, if we were more together it would be easier, I should play another cd to finish discussing Time Travel. I will use The Fame since you mentioned it there towards the end of the interview.
time travel is a piece of cake. Just don't think about it the way you usually do -wow, that hit me like acid, I better get some bread. (the music when it came on, hit me. NOW restarting from Lovegame) Ok, the bread was open on the counter, too, ready for me, and good thing I responded to hunger so it wont go stale. restarting "Just Dance" now, It's too awesome "Playboy mouth" And one more bowl.
*At this point in time, 4:44 PM on 10-22, I will smoke another bowl and corrrect that at least one time I interrupted before to mention the music I was determined to also give credit to weed, that I would smoke another bowl, but didn't, maybe*
I should say I'm cheating, a little in describing time travel because I got some of this way of saying it from D.T. Suziki's "Zen Mind, Beginner's Mind" -sorry I don't have the page handy. Or the book at the moment. Well, the idea is we go back and forth all the time, in time. It's kind of a matter of how we are facing. There are probably all sorts of tricks to "jump" around but it's not really about sci-fi plots, though I suppose those things are happening all the time at the fairy level, like I'm listening to "Just Dance" again, now "Let's Go!". We all know some ways of experiencing time that we are just "used to." Sometimes slip away from us, sometimes seem to take too long, to go slowly, sometimes a moment feels like forever and sometimes go by in a flash no matter how long they are. We are doing different things in time, with time, but we mostly think we are just plowing forward through it - you just said "educated in sex yes and I want it bad" and it made me want to derail this entirely, but there's nothing but time.
*"Time goes by so slow when you're stuck to me" he sang over and over, ending the cd, as we passed the bowl and just now passed from 4:46 to 4:47*
Love, art, magic, this is the Time expansion we enjoy so much. "Where is the device that speeds and slows the passage of time?" "Under the seat!" *Fryu, Futurama, 4:48 PM*We like weed because it lets us out of that same plodding feeling of time. Of course Love, art, music, nature, conversation, sex - anything that transports us, that makes us feel closer to others or the world, makes us "Bigger", takes us out of the mechanical flow of time which is mostly something we do. *We do it to ourselves, we keep us on the clock as I look and it says 4:49 Pm and am reminded of Kilo "its not the white man, that's got us on the clock its the shit that we do, and the people we shot" - but of course it is both, he is just focusing on what he can do about it, spiritually, just as the Ghost Dance was based on not being violent and even accepting the rule of whites*
I realize i keep talking like this and we can just do it. your voice is so crisp "to that shit on the radio" this doesn't even take me back, now, if it ever did, it takes me more into Now. That's what I'm talking about, we either think of the past or the future, or we think of Now, and we time travel all the time without realizing it. The more Now we are the Bigger the Moment always is. Of course we can be all fabulous and still get pulled down, pulled back - feel the blow, you might say "p-p-p-poker face" reminds me when I first really fell in love with you. Has it been "rough" waiting 8 years to tell you, to tell you like this? "Uh, we better do it, the fate of the world depends on it!"
That is what it is, choosing fates, choosing time-streams. OH, right, we were gonna Do It! This is why it helps to have someone, live, but you inspire me so much through your music, it is like you are here, and as Poker Face comes to the end I know I can get right into it without diversions.
You know how when movies or cartoons go back in time it's all about the crazy stuff they can make happen if they just, you know, step on a grape or something? Or the "butterfly effect" where butterflies cause hurricanes? Do we ever think why we think those ways? Why we think people being with other lovers is always bad? "then I met someone..." *From "eh eh" - at 4:53 PM, still 10-22 -A.A. - artist Andrew* Why don't we think that things we do, right now, have that same effect? If we could go to the past and do minor things that have major effects on "now", the future, why shouldn't we be able to do minor things now that have major effects on the future?
If I had talked with those magic folk I would have just gone where the conversation led and seen if we could discover that magical formula that ends war, that shifts into a different time, for the whole world. Or at least let them know about Jill Stein "But we've got no money" And Larry. Thing is, all of this requires, more than anything, Future-thinking. Future-thinking is like the Gold Standard (or whatever is the actual currency standard) of Now. Fear, Past-thinking, defenses, and separation, divisions, hierarchies, are what drags us all down and threatens to destroy us. The more we Look to the Future, the more we see of it. The more we do, while facing Forward, looking that way, the further we get there. This goes for "us personally" and collectively. *And it goes for Big Events and everymomemt moments - 4:55 Pm on 10-22* "When you touch me it's so delicious, that's money honey" We've had all these things in moderation so they are special but they are all "lesser" than love, even if they point and lead to it. "It's not what makes me happiest baby." It's Love, that's what we all want and the more we all go for it the more we all have. That's moving forward, fast. There's a way of breaking all of us out of this. If I had talked with those folk and they asked me specifically "how will we do this?" I would say: *"everything 'else is just an illusion shaving or snakeskin from the real thing, Love, but we see the real thing through those illusions until we connect with it" 4:57 PM*
"You know how a little while ago we were not all together, trying to end war with magic? Well, now that we are, how does it feel different and what does that make you feel like doing?"
It's all about choices that put us in contact with time in different ways, with the eternal, with quickness, with openness, with memory of the past or inspiration of the future. I do wish I had someone curious about this to talk with because the whole idea is to work through your own notions of it so it's nice to do this kind of thing live. I guess I'm almost done, now, and with Boys, Boys, Boys on it makes me feel silly.
We become products of the future when we think that way and Paper Gangster is on and makes me feel like not writing at all. "an emoty page that means nothing but you;ve been played." *4:58 PM on 10-22 : this fairy typo, thanks, reminds me that I did meet another friend from that group before they banned me, and got back in touch with a friend I made there long ago. Of course I meant to type "empty page" and ended up with "emoty" but that reminds me of when I was only suing emoji and talked with this girl I was curious to meet, then we spoke on the phone and it was reassuring to make a more real connection through and despite all of the filters and barriers online. I feel the same way about spiritually spoeaking with Gaga when all of our "discourse" so far has been online, electronic, or over the radio or TV waves - and of course all of those are divine in their own way, too. It just makes me appreciate everything more to feel more awake to the mystery of life and like she knows about me, anyway, and welcomes and loves me - that you do, I mean. And I feel pleased that my faith in you in these digital media have ultimately led to a spiritual connection with you. I hope that someday we ill meet in the world and see hat other dimensions of this connection there could be, if any, but this one is the soil for my magic to grow, the clouds from which my stories ill rain down, and I love you for it. And I know you love me in more ways than I can even imagine, I know that is true for all of us, and when I get out of the way I will write everything you truly inspire me to say - no I feel like I can see the fairy-sparks, rarely, under these keys, too, and maybe it is th \e angle I am sitting but this keyboard seems like that is less possible than the other one, and I have not seen once since, so maybe it was just a reflection. Oh my new friend is an empathj, too, and I think we all are but there is something fairy about those of us who have already become or are becoming aware of it and ho e navigate the world and magic with it. Thank you, I love you, too, forever.*
I guess I fear the connection's not real, that you could never like me like that. And that is a Perfect Illusion if it is true. So thanks for writing that song to tell me. Its an honor to be let down like that. But it doesn't change the way I feel about you - if that's all it is, a perfect illusion. I always spell magic like magic because nothing is not magic. I still respect and worship the illusion and the way it elevates me to be better, to be the me of the future, the way it keeps me travelling into the future, focused and believing in it -"everything could be everything if only we were older" which we are, now, time travel. It's something I feel like you want to tell me, it's not me, I couldn't possibly be the one for you. And of course I'm already telling myself, maybe that's me being you like you're that girl. I don't think any of this is the way I expected or intended but maybe it's what it has to be, "baby it's the last show, everything could be everything but it's time to say goodbye..and your last trick..." and I say that because all of this sounds so Alive, electrically alive, like you feel in an electric field, and sounds more Live than I recall feeling it, maybe it's just been too long since I heard the Fame, but mostly I know its a State coming on, because as I start to say that it intensifies.
*5:10 PM on 10-22 : If I did not describe this well enough it was like being in an electric field, the music of the Fame. It was like energy all around me, like a trip feels like an electrical surge through reality in a way, on acid anyway.*
well, this is rough enough, ha ha, I guess I will publish it as is and see what happens. I wanted to move part of it over but I feel like that is too much work to find it and cut it so fuck it, reverse time travel, nothing got changed. See? That easy.
What the fearful Fear is that there is no way back.There is never any way back. We either make it the future, cling to the past, or make now, one way or another. We move forward, always but when we really get going we can go further into the future than ever before, than we ever imagined.
Because we are there. Sending messages back to ourselves, and we just have to be open to hearing them and we will. I know this will be different, soon, when I get used to talking like this. I laugh at myself for the ways I imagine myself, too. You don't have to be that way when you feel the pleasure of company, the knowing everything is okay, because there you are and we're all we need. We're not all the people we tell us we are. Summerboy is really pretty. It makes me think of the way you make it, magically. You make more summer than I ever see in front of my face, behind my eyes. They are blue, though, so I will pretend I was on another person's feeling, for now, and that we may still meet and know each other. *5:13 PM on 10-22 " - something was deleted from here in the changing from brackets to asterisks, which has taken until 8:22 so far - last time I reached this point all my work was undone somehow, it went back to the menu page, and I just had to come back to make them all asterisks again, I suppose the price I pay for time travel and trying to say what I may have originally said here*
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I suppose I will at least read this and travel over it, maybe after I see if there is anything from facebook to add. Be right back. Thanks. 77 notifications since i last checked, so I hope that's good.
*I must remember to share that meme, 'Daddy, what did you do in the meme wars?" - we will in them, for Jill, for Us, for the Green and for Mother Earth and all her Peoples, human, plant, animal, and fairy-other! n5:17 PM on 10-22 - after I spell-check. 5:14 just turned to 5:15 - thanks for reading once again! Thanks for everything, I love you1*
*when I finished editiing from bottom to top, spellcheck I mean, I left some typos in when they seemed fairy-like and thanks for thoise, typo fairies. I also counted the "w"s I had to add and even though I bet I missed a lot I got to 83 and thought I should report that, too. It's now 6:46 PM on 10-22. Thanks and sweet dreams! I love you!*
I've been doing this "getting it wrong" series for two years now, refusing to read the lyrics to Artpop until I can say what it means, to me, before I even know all the words, really. I feel like you know what this is, how you said at the end of the interview that we all take whatever meaning we want, even tell you "that's not what it means!" and so now I'm listening to the interview in the background as I write this, hopefully I can say it in 20 minutes, I have about ten now and ten later. <11:20 -="" 10-21="" :="" a="" align="" and="" another="" break="" by="" celebrate="" circle.="" conversation="" day="" didn="" differntly="" do="" dream="" ended="" even="" facebook.="" family="" friend="" from="" gaga="" going="" had="" have="" heart="" hope="" how="" i="" in="" inside="" is="" joanne="" just="" keeping="" leg="" like="" michael="" might="" monster="" monsters="" mostly="" my="" new="" newhart.="" not="" on="" over-reading="" pm="" politics="" realized="" said="" second="" she="" should="" still="" stopped="" t="" talking="" that="" the="" today="" understood="" up="" walked="" week="" when="" with="" wonder="">
*at this point a section was re-arranged into alphabetical order by the weird brackets I put on it. This one was from 11:20 PM on 10-21. To try and re-assemble it, now at 11 PM on 10-22, I have come up with this: Michael on Newhart said "break a heart": in the same way you might say "break a leg." I'm not sure what the rest is or how it relates, about Gaga celebrating with her family, I think and me over-reading the conversation between monsters, or that I should celebrate Joanne, for the release of teh album, but have felt myself on the border ot outskirts of the moster family, I think that was it.
It makes a yuge difference to be with someone when you are talking "merging with the minds and souls of others " Elvis just said - and here I am sending an "email" - okay, I DO have time to meet you, anytime! Please call me "just shootin the breeze...hummingbird" you just said *11:24 PM 10-21 : this bird reference relates to something I can't say but it means more to me now, since Wednesday's vision* Okay, I decided a few months ago that the secret to my next book "From Radio To Gaga: The Prophecy of Oz: Fairy-love-sex-tech-art-media-chaos magic" - the secret is to just go ahead and talk, directly, as a fairy - he just said "fantastic" after you spoke the "hey girl lyrics" -what does it mean to be an artist? Fuck yeah I'm glad I don't need discipline, yes, I certainly have that, Perspective, Talent -I do need more discipline, but here we go:
*Time Travel: 2:31 PM, 10-14 - the above was written yesterday around 11 AM. I was writing fast at this time and interrupting my thoughts to draw connections with what you were saying. I want to explain it all now. When we talk "we" become someone else, not 'just' "you and I" - see #118 about how nothing is "just" anything in Fairy speech. But we become a new person, between us, whoever we talk with. Even with the "same" people, at different times, the person "between us", *11:26 PM 10-21: as I read over the words "between us" Stephanie said "between us" to her new flame. Michael gave up his job to challenge him even after she had let him go. And he said "I never hike. I limo. And I wing." She could picture herself in his limo and jet, but always with Michael next to her* whom we make together, is a different person. That is why I use chatmagic on social media - you can't know what you're doing, or even who you are, until you meet someone and are With that person. That is how I try to apply "my religion is you" in my interactions, with everyone, but it is an ideal to strive for and I can remind myself for falling short of it, but more and more often I feel the good, power, and wonder of living up to it. It pays off as much as I can do it, it's the Love principle of there being more to "have" / feel the more you put out there. I called this an "email" because of course it is typed, I wish I could meet you and talk with you. But it makes me talk better, in some ways, to do this, just to assume that sometime I will, maybe you will read this, maybe it's just practice. It's better practice than when I meet someone who "could be" you online and get overwhelmed and flustered. The more art I have to show you, the more music, the less I will feel that sense of haste and wildness when I think we are meeting. In dreams I am better, more chill, I think, the few times I have gotten to see you, because I always have that sense that we will have 'more time', or 'All the time in the world.' *11:30 PM 10-21 - one of the notes from my vision was "we can do this anytime" - actually "wait because we can always do this."* And I kind of have that sense, now, so it feels good. While I was writing this, live, yesterday I just felt too caught up in the moment, what you were saying, then the music, later. I have to use the bathroom 2:45-2:53 PM. I'm back. It's funny assuming you feel like I do, like you could have similar interests. .3:44 PM. I had some conversation on facebook since then, in the last hour. I have a lot of magical conversations and try to appreciate and bring the most magical moments out of every encounter. I've been lonely before, I know you have, too, and I don't like it, I like to feel like people will always be there and some friends I've had have been, as much or as long as they could. But I feel like that is one reason we might relate, we both have had times when we were lonely and we really appreciate people yet only have a few people who are really close to you, or sometimes, no one. I want you to know I will always be as close to you as you let me, I will always love you for what you've done for me.*
*11:35 PM 10-21 : I feel like I got to say this a few ways, to express this appreciation, and I know now how to really show it, by writing fairy tales. I don't really know what I was talking about here, the following day, but after this writing is when I heard the story about the oat standing on a cow on the radio, and Viva and the Chelsea, on the radio. That story came first, an interview with her daughter that seemed to be anchored in the Chelsea hotel, as a character more than 'just' an environment. And then my girl made the observation, on the way to a birthday party, that the music fit the scenery: Queen's "Bicycle" as we drove by people biking or putting their bikes together then some new song about swimming as we pulled up to the Rec center for the pool party. I will tell the goat story later, but if you want to just hear it, it was on Radiolab. "This is one of those moments people capture in country music!" Michael just said with joy, reminding me of Joanne day, today - and how I didn't celebrate with monsters. Stephanie's mom just said "I have a new social calendar for you" and it is all filled up -just for two weeks.*
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* I may have deleted a whole section, or more, but at least I have some of these puzzles to remix, This one was from 11:43 PM on 10-21 - it is now 11:49 PM on 10-22 - and it was basically just about grime ont the bracket keys and i wish i had never used them, now, but at least now I know, and may never know some of the parts I could have accidentally deleted entirely, but maybe no one was meant to know them. I'm listening to Jane's Addiction "Nothing's SHocking" as I finish this, after going to the store and thrift store and getting some all-white velcro shoes made by a company named "Drew." So I'm not as frustrated any more about this taking too much time, 5 hours after I finished writing it. Because the times liing up like this is kind of cool, I have a nice buzz and the music sounds good and reminds me, like the ocean, of all the timelessness I've been trying to talk about.*
I'm glad I can talk directly with you, I feel like it opens up -someone named Josh Stewart has a picture, profile picture, that looks remarkably like me, just asked to join a Bernie group, I got the notification and the video is pausing up too much, better let it buffer. This is the part where you are talking about Bradley Cooper being your friend. Okay, it's nice to talk with you directly, despite the time-travel required. <11:45 10-21:="" a="" able="" all.="" and="" another="" are="" at="" be="" better.="" channel="" clear="" different.="" direct="" directly="" doppelganger="" fairy="" feeling="" have="" her="" i="" it="" just="" know="" like="" looked="" magic="" makes="" maybe="" me="" method="" more="" my="" nature="" need="" new="" not="" odd="" of="" opened="" person="" pm="" practice="" s="" saw="" saying="" seem="" since="" tales="" talk="" talking="" that="" the="" think="" this="" through="" to="" untrue="" up="" use="" want="" was="" way="" well="" who="" with="" words="" would="" writing="" yet="">
*The next edit was from 10-21 at 11:45 PM and it is hard to decipher, now, something about oeping a clear channel for writing fairy tales, and maybe should remain secret at least until the future when someone can unjumble it. This does make me wonder which ones I maye have deleted entirely, maybe tomorrow I will re-read this and see if I remember anything missing, but I doubt it since i can't even puxxle these out very well. It is now 11:56 PM on 10-21 and the title track is on, "Nothing's Shocking"*
I don't know if you will read this for a while, just as I did not see the interview for a while. I will get right to the point as you say the album will be an egg with a star in it. Not giving anything away. This is the thing, maybe I shouldn't try to write and listen to you at the same time but I have some time while he sings to focus.
I have to say, I love you. I will tell you more when we are closer, I want to talk about time travel and magically making world peace -"we're almost done" and you laugh - "able snow" Ok, yes, I love you, I should have told you more, sooner, in more ways, told more people even than I did, to try to get the message to you - Maleficent, your dress color, you're so awesome. Let me tell you what I mean, that was not a snippet.
We know what it is like to talk with your Perfect Illusion, we've all talked with Gaga before. I've always claimed that I talk with everyone as if they are you, one reason I fall in love so much, but I only do that to a degree. You just said it was autobiographical,about "duality" of human/star -said it was weird but I hear it in another way. Hard for you to have a human connection because of the Image, the Aura, the Burqa?
Because you are an illusionist? i must go and return, be right back *11:51 PM 10-21: Michael said the place, her home, was making Stephanie "childlike...mean - but you wear it well! And then Dick tried to surprise Joanna for her birthday and named a star after her, made her guess what it was and she missed it, then walked away, turned around and said "You named one of those stars after me!" and Dick is crestfallen and says "Well, just try to guess which one!" This thing about "being people" - Stephanie just told her parents what she wants to be with Michael because being with him is the her that she wants to be, or helps her become who she really is. That's what Love is, one reason I want to be in love with Stefani.Michael just said "I said you were acting mean I didn't say I didn't like it!" because he likes staying there, they are so rich*
On my drive I saw a new bumper sticker "Motorcycles: Start Seeing them" and I loved it as a magical sign. All my life I've seen "Look Twice Save A Life" but this one reminded me of your BTW cover and that we could date. Also, that you DO manifest things once you know about them, think about them. You do see things that are already there, that were invisible to you before, when you hear of them. *11:57 PM 10-21 : Again I can't say how magically prophetic this all was, except that I did feel that reassurance, and more, that I ("hallucinations...or flushing" - the side-effects on the commercial on now, now "the witching hour starts Early -at 11:59 PM. ) can mention that seeing things that are "not there", invisible, usually, is easier when you hear of them, and know to look -as I was saying at the time - or when you hear them, when they speak to you. There is a reason why the Ghost Dance was supposed to be kept secret and maybe the reason was a power of secrecy and maybe another reason was the power of the way secrets are leaked. Carson just said "no smoking, I asked you to put out that flag," and the crowd booed. Everyone knows Dan Quayle said Buzz Lukens, not Buzz Aldrin, who walked on the moon. But I forgot all about that - now he's saying 'they are saying Dan Quayle is child-like' and it reminds me of Michael a few minutes ago. Now he is saying Quayle accidentally set off a secret service button under his desk three times. It reminds me of Clinton making the news, at least social media news sharing, for spilling the time it takes to enact a nuclear launch during the third debate. Now Carson is scoffing at $700 million for the Stealth Bomber and how we were surprised it could fly... if only we could have stopped back then.*
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*This one, from 12:17 AM on 10-22 - it is now 11:58 PM on 10-22 - is basically something I mostly repeat a little later, I think. First it is about a duck that flew over my car as Sade was singing "Kiss of Life" during the line "angel by my side who flew down" or something. I also think it contained my new undertsanding of love and the heart: The heart is not inside us but outside us, all around us. We grow into it and break it and discover a larger heart and grow into that and ultimately include more people and creatures and things in more complex kinds of Love. The rest was about how, as I wrote this, Johnny Carson had, on the rerun on TV, a beautiful guest who was showing off birds, a green parrot named Lolita who could neow like a cat, laugh, say hello and bark, an African grey parrot who could say his name, Bobby, and other things, and then an Egyptian Vulture who was using tools, a rock to break an egg. *
I love you, even if you don't know me. You can say it isn't love, and maybe it wasn't before, but I forgot about time travel, then, and was worried. But I'm not, now. I want to save the world from war. Time travel is interesting, too. I was going to talk with some magic folk on facebook about these two topics, both on the same person's wall, and then i had a technical trouble with my computer. So now I will talk with you about both of them at once. *12:06 AM on 10-22 ; "The brand is Artanis - Sinatra spelled backwards." - Carson - Woody Harrelson is his guest, I will smoke to that. One way I am talking about this Time Travel idea, that I didn't get to well enough, before, is that we are All of us and can experience ourselves at different times. We even experience different people, "each other", or we are each like parties whose partiers mingle. This, writing from two different times, from two different perspectives, since I changed this week, dramatically in a way, is a simple kind of version of this, I am moving back and forth between times. Just like reading a book is a visit to a place and time. But that is the way to travel in time ("what is beyond the edge of the universe / before the beginning of time?" Carson just asked the audience.) There is a way to travel, astrally, through time and space and one simple method, looking into each others eyes, is far easier with a partner.*
Time travel is kind of implied at first since this is not a live chat but I am relying on your spirit, our spirit(s), to guide me. * "It's the aim" - Carson's guest said as I read that -12:29 AM 10-22 - Simpsons comes on, now, more weed* I stopped the interview, for now, to focus just a minute on just what I want to say to you, about Peace and Time. I will smoke a bowl then say it then start it again.
It depends on who you are talking with, what you say. I wanted to talk with those fellows "in person", online, really, and their profiles, really. You are in a unique position for relating with people, putting out the Aura and getting through it. I wanted to mention Robert Fripp who invented Frippertronics and was or is the guitarist for King Crimson but went to smaller stages exclusively, at least for a while, because he did not like the "vampiric" nature of the arena shows. I'm not telling you this because of the Dive Bar tour, (you like that bauhaus song "Kamikazee Dive"? It may be not their best but I wanted to ask.) I'm telling you because I don't think you have a problem with this. But again, immortality, nightlife, time-travel, we have plenty of time to talk about these things.
What I hope we can talk about right now is making World Peace. We have the option, we have the chance. I will start the interview again after one more bowl and give myself ten minutes to make my wishes come true. The big clue, from yesterday, is Bernie supporting his brother to be the Green PM of the UK -here is the story: https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2016/oct/11/bernie-sanders-endorses-his-brother-larry-in-race-to-replace-david-cameron?CMP=fb_gu *6:51 PM on 10-22 : after I published this I looked at it and I don't know what happened to the link but I will try to repoat it in comments, it is the story from The Guardian about Bernie endorsing Larry *
To me this means the UK and USA can go Green, THIS year, but we REALLY need to get everyone to understand that #JillWillWin and make it happen.
The thing i want to talk with you about, now, is magic and how we make things happen.We can end war, forever. We just need to talk our way through it. I can't tell you exactly what it is, by myself, it's something that comes out of our spirit meeting, in Visions, so I will start the interview again and get back to time-travel.
My mouse clicker started working again and the conversation ended, I think, online so I decided these are signs. I put a 1966 Dead show on while I smoke some weed and the line just now was "in case some fool might wanna fight" - oh, there it was again as I typed it. Fighting is foolish. *12:41 AM on 10-22 : Rev. Lovejoy just said to remember Matthew 11, the Foolish Man who built his house on the sand, and said Foolish right as I read that. "The heathens getting away!" Rod. "I see him, son." Flanders.*
This is what is happening. Trump is Hillary's puppet, just a stooge so she can be "sure" to win the election. She is in so deep with the Military, Oil Companies, and Banks that she is certainly taking us to WW3. The problem is that her plans aren't working. The news is getting out about Hillary even with the diversion of Trump's hate speech -and let's be real honest we should have rejected him the VERY first thing he said, when he announced, but we didn't because America doesn't want to address how deeply racist it is. One clear example is Obama's hard heart to the pleas of black people and the #blacklivesmatter movement. But the real problem is these "Powerful" people when they start to topple. The Wikileaks will destroy Clinton but the problem is she is putting us on a path to destruction before we even have a choice because her plan is being foiled.
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* This part is from 12:44 AM on 10-22 and it is now 12:07 AM on 10-23. It looks like mostly somehting i repeat later with more details, here. Basically the idea was that they cut off Assanges internet at the Ecuadorian embassy but the wikileaks continued anyway, and people walked by with hotspots, and soon Ecuador, who said it was their decision, changed their mind and restored his internet anyway. But this was yesterday (10-21) and the official story is that hackers took down Dyne with attacks from millions of internet-connected devices, not just cell phones and computers, overwhelming the system. The thing is if the government was actually responsible, as suggested in a "clickbait" story a few days before, about Obama having a kill-switch for the internet in case certain wikileaks came out, if it was actually a government action, who would expose it and how would they report on it? We would never know. So it may be that the government shut down the internet, in major places and times, to suppress particular wikileaks. So you just have to look more closely at the stories that came out at that time. The "battlefield" for people's perception, to convince people that Jill can, will, and myst win, for example, is the internet, social media. If they can keep a certain wikileak from going viral, even by promoting less damaging ones and talking about those, they will do anything to do it. Blaming the email leaks on Russia proved fake: the head of the 17 agencies that "confirmed" it is the same person, a Clinton supporter (as I retype this, Perry Farrle is singin 'Idiots Rule") There was also the story that she recently moved a billion dollars of her own money to Qatar. And details about how she protects and does the bidding of Saudi Arabia and other countries - even if I mentioned it elswhere I want to emphasize that she laughed and smiled during the debates when Trump mentioned that they throw people off of buildings in Saudi Arabia for being gay and also smiled and laughed whenever he talked about the deaths and suffering in Syria and war. There was also a fake story about, supposedly, Dakota Access Pipeling Protesters setting fire and destroying $2 million dollars worth of construction equipment. The story was not true, the picture of the burning backhoe was from Texas, not North Dakota. But it was being used as a false flag to build sympathy for the cops as they continue to abuse the protesters. It is now 12:21 AM on 10-23. And now it is 12:31 PM and Pigs in Zen just ended, the end of the cd, I just wanted to add one more note, to this part, that since i did go to the store before completing this I saw the National Enquirer where the entire front page was about a man who claims to be a whistleblower because he was her hitman and arranger of dubious things, according to the cover. I know it may be fake, or debunked, but it could also be true and end up being, as they claimed, election-changing news. Since this, all of this and any cigarette I smoke these days, are magic to end her kampaign I take it as a victory, at least in the media, but as all of this has proven the media is the main battleground for this magic. I think I know a new story to write, now. It's 12:35 AM on 10-23. Sweet Dreams!*
*here is my final set of brackets - - i went back to the same ones for all of these because the others were messing up the text - more grime still needs to be scraped from their keys to reveal them.*in the end I went to asterisks sinc the brackets were messing it up 8:08 PM on 10-22* It is now 8:43 aM on 10-22. I woke at first with a phrase in my mind, a magic phrase from dreamland, and instead of writing it down as I should have done I went back to sleep for more of the same. so i missed that phrase, that time. But I feel like I can rediscover it. The weed I bought last night t the store is a pure indica, 303 Kush. I go for sativas and have had a nice half-and-half blend for a couple of weeks called Sweet Dream. I also watched the Fox remake of the Rocky Horror Picture Show and I have never seen that before so it is safe to say I still haven't seen it. But I guess it fits with the theme and I have to admit to it since it has the Time Warp song and whatever else it is about probably relates, too - I wasn't paying much attention. i heard all these songs on the soundtrack which we listened to on repeat for hours the first time I played Tetris on the NES, probably in 1991 or 1992. There as something on the radio yesterday about VH1 being the fastest growing station because of people's fondness for the 90's. Ok, weed and maybe I will remember it: Okay, packing the bowl at 8:51 Am I am still thinking of Rocky Horror and how, for people who go to them, it was probably lame to see the audience, in the theater, reacting to the movie in, I assume only a few choice ones, of the interactions. I've heard people act it out in front of the screen, too, at least certain parts, and I can see how that holographic layer dds magic to the experience, especially with the theme of, whatever the theme is about being stuff. That IS ho e live, we see things on screen and them live them out, act them out. Doing it immediately makes it a spell, more of a spell than 'just' a movie, though of course all movies re spells - the idea is involvement makes it more magical for everyone. You already have audience reacting, built into the movie, and it feels kind of stupid but at the same time that will be what it is like for "virgins" at the show, anyone ho has never been would have to learn the ritual reactions from the crowd, now at least there is some pre-introduction to some of the rituals. But mostly I thought of it, before packing a bowl, and how we already have live commenting on streaming videos, and video comments, but technology ill probably allow a format for people to insert themselves, digitally, into media - at least certain formats - and like living memes of video instead of just picture and gifs we will add our commentary Into things in the same ay the Rocky Horror audience "gets into it." Consider this prediction of the future and "proof" of time travel if you like: the important thing is that we are all looking back on ourselves from a time in the future. This is hard to explain unless you just start doing it and t\alking that way, like you are always talking to everyone, alays talking to Gaga. There are probably various ways to slip into this Fairy Speech, magical language, and this is one of them. Be from the future. Ok, time to pack that bowl and play our album, still not released as far as I can tel but maybe this will manifest it. One of the songs is called "Live from the Future" and has a TV news kind of feel. I have purple lighter and a red one, where in recent days I could only find a light blue one and a cheaper flat orange one.*
*9:34 AM on 10-22. : I can't recall the dream-phrase, but one new one i came up ith listening for it as "when you are given something, go with it." Reminds me to finish this and write fairy tales. For Her. listening to my own music, the one album no one else has heard, Mystic Monsters, and high as I need to be to say this. I was talking about time travel. Time travel is not about going o different destinations in linear time, though we can and do, we do that, we read, we dream, we watch, we hear, recordings, reminders, everything, it's all around us in different time directions - linearly. But Time isn't linear, there is just a linear aspect of it. Real time travel is with we would call "getting out of time." It's n escape trick, and maybe perfecting it does allow more manipulation of linear time that we kind of know we can do, but don't believe in it. "From the emerald city..peace and happiness flow over all you see..there's no ar because everything is free..we live live for pleasing you and present company" is the line from "Land of Oz" that I just sang. We can hear each other in our heads, with or without tricks, and we love each other in that space, with THAT kind of time, in Heaven. We can get into that time, out of our plodding, in different ways. I came up with this resolving my own issues of anxiety for my friend to release our new album, ideas like "if we can get it out soon enough we can use it to help elect Jill Stein!" I feel like it is almost because I have that idea that I am thwarting the hole process. I can have more faith in our music than that, have faith that it does not need to come out a certain time because it is timeless, it does move us beyond time. It will be nice, to impress girls I feel lucky to meet online, or in person, but that is the real reason for my hurry, besides wanting to save the world. But if I have faith in my music to save the world, "if only there is enough time" , then I can have faith in our music to save the world beyond the limits of time and that it will come out in it's own time. Maybe Handheld Device, one of my oldest songs, is still ahead of it's time. I messed it up on the first album and didn't realize until it was published, I have one version that is okay but gave the only near-perfect version, the only copy with proper alignment of the beat so it hits, to my brother and can't get it back, yet. But maybe that song will be our big hit and just isn't due to happen until the third album, for whatever reason. Maybe there are some more things i can and must do in this time before I become a Star., .But mostly I need to stop worrying about time and know there is plenty of it, "we can do this anytime."*
*The phrase I came up with, just no, well, before that last paragraph, was this: Time isn't this thing that is over and done with and always moves on. We act like time, moments, are stones for us to carve and leave a trail behind us that we call history. We impress one moment, carve it with the present, and drop it into the past. We can read about it or reflect upon it But we say we can never go back. Well, maybe we can't go back, coda to a past time touchstone and take up all the stones between as if they never happened. Maybe we can do that in some ways if we scatter the stones upon different lines or maybe none of these stones are real, even as an analogy, it just isn't like the ay we think it is. Why do we leave a trail of stones, of memories and recordings, behind us in time if it is not to go back in time to those moments? If we can't restart there, like continuing at the last level or checkpoint in modern video games, if we can only ever restart in the present, like old NES games where you go back to the very beginning hen you run out of lives, then we should really be focused on the Presence of appreciating the presence, of getting into a zone before we start like someone who is destined to beat their speed run record in the next few minutes. We get up to speed in time by allowing ourselevs out of it, out of the strapped don to the clock version. This reminds me that the Audience-inside remake of the Rocky Horror show is analogous to having screens with us in every part of reality, of being able to see more layers of reality through more screens and layers of screens. I have this new keyboard I got for $3.50 on clearance so I can type in my lap instead of looking for a place to put my laptop but the W doesn't work too well and it is frustrating. I'm glad my new monster friend is not mad at me, and i have a clever comment for facebook, for the ACIDMATH group, which I want to praise as the best place for Goddess-worship even though I am in pagan, magic, environmentalist groups - inspired by this girls post about her hair which gets replies every few minutes for almost a whole day. Time travel is a little different than we presume and has to do ith getting into other perspectives on time. Just as travel in space, on the orld or off of it, will give us different perspectives, time travel will give us different perspectives, too. So one ay to do it is just to imagine hat those perspectives will be to open them up. This edition is an example of me doing this and reaching more open time, and more connection through that time, that larger Heart dimension, and kind of proof that I did it, even if I am shay about saying how I Met Lady Gaga and she said we will be together and she loves me and welcomes my love and wants me to write fairy tales. I was closing this bracket at 10:06 AM and remembered how on my old keyboard, just in the last week, I was noticing how I could wee the electric sparks under the keys as I typed, or fairies taking flight down there, especially when I really got going.*
*This next part is depressing - still 10:08 on 10-22, here, in these brackets (asterisks) "* *" but we're returning to 10-13 in a moment. Returning to, despite my effort to reach fairy Speech with you, to not get pulled back into this world, I was worried about it and couldn't resist the opportunity to tell you - or so I thought, held hostage by time, in some ways, still. If I had focused on talking with you, confessing love and the superhero call and time-travel secrets, maybe I would have published this last week, maybe you would have seen it and we would be talking, on the phone, or in Italy, by now. But all of that is this same "I must fit everything into my suitcase of time and sit on it, quick, so we can close it!" kind of thinking when we can get another suitcase, pack less, or whatever. I will go back in time to before the 3rd presidential debate, as I wrote this next part, and all of the original, on 10-13, I think. The morning after the debate *
She stole the election, the primaries. We were there. Trump mentioned it at one debate but finished with emails so she didn't have to address it. Pretend he is like her sock account, it makes much more sense. The problem is, with all the vile stuff he said, that people were "letting him get away with" (because all the bigotry is too deep in America "ain't gonna be treated this old way...well he went up to the room where she met her fatal doom (?) and I'm going where those chilly winds don't blow..." - still the dead show) they thought they could keep releasing stuff, bit by bit, every day as there were more leaks about what she has done. ("Everybody check your coupons, the lucky number tonight is 10. 11? Oh, 11, pardon me." - Jerry)
The problem is, the sex assault stuff, the stuff he said and idea that he probably acts that way, too, with more and more evidence, well, this was "the last straw." I have a meme called Klinton's Skarekrow that says if it took THIS to be the "last straw"- you weren't against him way before - you've got way too much straw to give, not caring about any of the other people he offends, really. I said the same thing about him making fun of disabilities before. They were using that as the broadest standard because, for their political focus criticizing him, they couldn't risk offending people who might be racist, too. Anyway, hopefully you already knew all of this and just can't come out for Jill, yet, by your own plan's timing. Sorry for droning on, "Cream Puff War" just went to the jam and we will smoke more weed.
*Now it is 10:14 Am on 10-22. Jesse Ventura was on Chelsea Handler's show and I just saw a clip where she says she could not get any other non-Hillary supporter to show up. I want to see the whole thing but I immediately shared the clips because I was so proud of Jesse - first for legalizing weed in Minnesota and other stuff he has said and done - but he invoked "the late Great Jerry Garcia" and quoted him: "If you are voting for the lessor of to evils then you are still voting for Evil." He said this is why he is voting his conscience. I want to find a meme of that, or make one. I hope I don't return to the political angle in this, honestly, I forgot hat all I wrote last eek, but in case I don't I want to include these follow-ups:
*1. Amy Goodman, little monster and host of the Democracy, Now1 news show, was arrested for reporting on the Dakota Access Pipeline protest. - it's now 10:25 AM, I had to feed the cat, take out the trash, and find another cat food can lid but the one I found had a paw on it so I take it as a message from Gaga that I am on the right track. , played that magical Everything But The Girl album, Temperamental, and it is now 11:11 AM. The magic I'm always talking about is Paradise, heaven, Fairyland, the orld where we are all connected, where everyone can be everyone else, unless they only remind us of lost love -well, that's the theme of this album, anyway. you can go anywhere in time and space hen you start moving through both of them, changing speeds or gears. Time is like gears, heels within wheels, and we can slip around in strange ways, especially if we want to.
*Amy Goodman was arrested for reporting on the Dakota Access Pipeline Protest. The oil companies want to steal more land from the Indigenous people, want to make a pipeline through their sacred land. They are protesting it and many people have joined the protest, there, and many more have joined in some way online. I don't want to get into all the details other than it has to do with so many rights, to protecting the earth and water and people's beliefs and lives and lifestyles, to basic respect for the Earth, a moment we need to turn around instead of letting them win. It does seem very much to me like that transition moment, the pivot, or turning point, Berning point, where we turn a corner and enter a new direction a new dimension. I believe it is the final fulfillment of the true Ghost Dance prophecy. And on the surface, Amy being arrested - technically charged and she turned herself in on Monday- was a symbol of the End of Democracy, in a new way - Hillary stealing the primary from Bernie was One sign of the "end of democracy" - it's just not over. It was certainly an example of threats to the Freedom of the Press by the current government. We know within the Bernie and Jill Stein movements online ho much the entire news media is bought out for the establishment, more details below. Amy has always been reporting the People's Truth. She was charged for reporting because the oil companies are so evil that they have to contradict Freedom of the Press to stay in business. They have been doing it all along, along ith the government, by buying up all the mainstream media and even using facebook to suppress the sharing of information by banning people and cutting off their ability to share, which is hat happened to me.
*Well it was the day and night that ths story came out about Amy that I went to Gaga's page to plead with her to tweet about it. I had two reasons fro this: even if Amy wanted to go to jail to make NeWS { 6:12 PM on 10-22 : i was having trouble selecting this word when it was "nes" on my touch sceen so I kept tapping at it then it popped up like this - thanks spellin fairies!} about the protest and measures the government was taking to suppress it, I felt like the cops could not be trusted and she just should not have to go through all of that. I figured that in a day, with dedication and social media, we could spread the story enough that everyone knew about it, despite the total media blackout. I thought we could make it a bigger story, online, than it would be if she was arrested. And I thought e could save her the trouble and risk of being in police custody. That was one reason I anted to contact Gaga, to save Freedom of the press and get everyone involved, if she tweeted about it.
*The other reason I wanted to contact Gaga, you -I'm not used to this still and forget with whom I am speaking! And it was "Walking Wounded", with some of the same songs, I can't find the copy of "Temperamental" I thought it was. The reason I wanted to contact you was to get your attention to the Dakota Access Pipeline protest and through that everything from the Ghost Dance to supporting Jill Stein. I will have to trust to you being a Master of Illusion on this one for now, I want to ask you about it but will have to wait until we talk in person, or talk again through the sky. I feel bad that I left so many comments on your post about boarding the Airplane to Italy to see your family. You posted about your family coming through Ellis Island, immigrating here, and I felt it was perfectly fitting to bring up the concerns of the people who were already here before anyone else immigrated. Also it is completing the circle of the Ghost Dance and Hopi prophecies, and probably others I have not heard of, if we do it. It is up to us.
*2. the second, related story from recent days was that the actress Shaylene Woodley, actress and activist, was also arrested at the protest and the cops strip-searched her. It made the news, Democracy, Now!, anyway, but that story is one that is suppressed if you try to share it on facebook, you must copy-paste the original article address for it to show up. When I try to suck the dust out from under this W key my nose or something keeps opening up the Help window. Why am I focused on Shaylene Woodley when there are many many protesters being arrested and mistreated? Why am I talking to you when there are other celebrities I could be trying to contact, either with more connection to the issue already or different spheres of influence, or other people, not celebrities, with other spheres of influence? Because there is a media blackout of all of these stories, blackout of the Green Revolution and the fact that increasing numbers of people are going to vote for Jill and she can actually win. Gaga has so much influence she could break the blackout, you have so many followers and so many who want to spread your messages, so many dedicated, devoted little monsters like me. Shaylene could probably be featured on Entertainment TV shows any night just by wearing a dress somewhere that shows off ho hot she is. But when the cops strip-search her for protesting the oil companies threatening Indigenous People's rights and all of our nature I wonder if they will even mention it. I should look it up and see, though I highly doubt it. And this just shows ho wrong it is for the media to be so bought out.
*3. The other main tragedy with the mainstream media being bought out by the establishment is the whole course of the 3rd presidential debate and the "news" focus since then, upon Russia. My favorite new meme is that dubious black kid asking "So let me get this straight, the DNC is mad about Russia manipulating the election by releasing evidence of how the DNC manipulated the election?" But my favourite news story, that you will only see in Jill Stein groups online, is that the 17 government agencies who all verified that the Russians were behind cyber attacks (their "evidence") are all run by the same man who is a Hillary supporter. There is the idea that Putin favors Trump and Trump is Putin's puppet. Actually I believe Putin and Clinton are working together trying to make World War 3 so they can both cash in. I think Trump is Clinton's puppet, her stooge and straw man to "ensure" her victory. Now she even has Madonna offering to give head to anyone ho votes for Hillary - I wonder if she can handle both of them, or if you can blow a rigged voting machine without getting shocked. I must To Th Internet to express that, soon, but also need to finish this and play some games. It is now 12:06 PM on 10-22. If Trump were Not her stooge, when he started saying "you should not even be here" ion the third debate he would not have swayed it to "because you were so irresponsible with email" - the same out he gave her at the 2nd debate, as I 'just' mentioned. He would have said "because you stole the primary from Bernie." Since so many Berners don't realize Jill Will Win, yet, this could have gotten him a lot of support. Even better it would have pushed the media more towards discussing it, though of course she did steal it and there is ample evidence, but they won't talk about it. But it would have challenged them to divert more often and people are seeing through that better and better. It could have won it for him, but he didn't say it, and continues to say dumb things, because he is playing to lose, not to win. And since people think he is the only option it mostly increases a sense of Hillary's "inevitability" but we all know that is not a very good illusion and that no one wants her. As soon as any light creeps in, as soon as anyone reports it, it will be exposed and her candidacy will vanish like mist.
*4. What happened to the internet yesterday? Assange's net access as cut, Ecuador claimd responsibility, wikileaks continued, the people of London walked by the embassy with #hotpockets, hotspots in their pockets, to restore his access, and eventually the government did. There was an attack on an internet traffic director, Dyne, and many sites were down or had spotty usage. They say the attack came from millions of computer-connected devices that Hackers had taken over - that is the Official Version - and it was unique to have so many attackers, not limited mostly to computers and cell phones but coming from everything that is connected to the net. This reminds me of my Fairy Liberation Front, if I want a more magical explanation than Hackers. If I want a less magical explanation I would say that the government did it themselves to block some of these wikileaks, some especially damning ones, from really taking off, and just blamed it on the hackers. How would anyone prove otherwise or tell anyone bout it in a convincing fashion? But since there were "clickbait" stories, supposedly, about Obama's Internet "kill-switch" and wanting to use it in case Assange releases certain information, and that story was just about a week ago, it seems suspicious. And it is certainly suspicious hat are the stories that were released yesterday that they would take such pains to suppress them. And I don't even know, i have an intuition that I missed the most important ones. I did see that Clinton had moved over one billion dollars of her on money to Qatar, recently. But there were so many and of course the most damning are the most suppressed, even by sharing the lesser damaging ones. It is now 12:17 on 10-22.* .
I've been reading Black Elk Speaks and just finished the Vision chapter this same day, today, that I watched your interview. I will turn it back on after this song, I like this one and they're just rocking. "It's been three days and it's still the first verse!" - Homer Simpson. It reminds me that people sometimes understand someone else's vision differently, just like you would like to talk with someone about a dream.
*12:18 PM 10-22 : I misplaced my copy of Black Elk Speaks until yesterday. The song must have still been Cream Puff War, I think. It seems like there was another magic Simpsons reference on the new Treehouse of Horror, but I can't remember it now. I do feel like i need to make an edition about how cheaters can't possibly Win, about Homer's assessment of Boston that we all agree with and my assessment of Klinton that I wish we all agreed with. Regarding understanding someone else's vision differently, it is not just that we all take our own meanings from songs. It is that there are visions and they can be misunderstood. But the vision is a vision for a reason, because they DO come true. It just may take another persons vision, or understanding of the vision, to see how it works. I am reminded of new programs for self-driving cars and how really good drivers have already been developing those programs in themselves but the collective program will be the utilization of all of those better ways of thinking, of being more aware and considerate driving. We could use "Better More Considerate" programs in all of our lives, in whatever form, like Animal Crossing or socializing.*.
Just before I started writing this I got a fortune cookie that read "Pleasure requires Company" and I think that is kind of what I wanted to talk with you about, or why I wanted to let you know that I want to talk with you, like this, like we know why we're talking with each other, like it's a mission. This is the mission i have, now - "what makes a man go crazy when a woman wears a dress so tight? must be the same ole thing that makes a tomcat fight all night" I don't think i can stop the show, after all, it's Pigpen reminding me why I can't. Here: We're together, we've always been together, we go through these labyrinths of identity, or Aura. "Now tell me who's to blame, the whole world's fighting about that old same thing" - We can stop it. We can stop the fighting. It doesn't matter who we are, the trick is just to be two people who believe enough in "magic", in themselves, our Dream Selves, the ones we are always chasing down.
"Must be the same thing that makes a preacher lay his old bible down" I want to take you for a ride, I want to look and see you there. Let me be clear: This is how we stop all War, end it. Bernie had to let us find it for ourselves, like the Wizard of Oz. He didn't just send us to get the broomstick from the Wicked Witch, he sent us, on our own, so we could believe in ourselves. And do most of the work. But that is what it is all about, actualizing our artistic potential. That is what you always showed us, that is why I worship you. Now I know, that is the Image, that is Gaga, I've never been in love with Stefani, I have no idea who you are and you don't know I exist, well, depends on which way we go in time -we'll get to that. That's the time-travel part, forwards and back.
*It's 12:25 pm on 10-22 and as she sings "do you wash your hands of me again?" - Tracey Thorne in "Cross my heart" I am reminded of this conversation between monsters that I read a coupe of days ago, or yesterday. There was one that was saying things that the others were saying meant that he didn't understand, that he "probably thinks Perfect illusion is about Taylor and Gaga - they are friends and always will be!" This is the most insight I have ever had into their relationship, besides the pictures and that one rumor that he said she was too weird, about a year ago or two. I know all "real" little monsters know way more about Gagag and her love life than I do, I took her at her word that she liked to keep her private life separate and moistly thought it was not my business, besides wanting to talk with you, fall in love with you, myself. "Somedays I think I could go insane" Tracey just finished that song and disc with - wish I could find the other one, with Future of the Future. But maybe I will play Foxzen's Mystic Monsters again. I didn't have that option at all when I was writing this, before.
*What I want to say here, at 12:37 PM, is that it is now 12:42 because i can't get the cd to play. What I wanted to say was that Gaga made this Perfect Illusion filter for people, a song which is actually about people not really knowing "the real gaga" ("say you want to be a real boy" our song just said now, "I'm the voice inside your head now, I'm your closest company" - which all has new meaning, now since the vision.) It IS a perfect song for a break-up, so for people like me ho are not playing close enough attention, it can be easily misunderstood as a breakup song in a relationship. Now, if (as she says in the interview and the monsters confirm) it is about those un-genuine connections with people, merely based upon the Fame, not in the heart, but it can apply to a break-up, it has that vocabulary and people can relate it to their own lives in this way, to assume it has to do with Taylor means you are not a real monster. On the other hand, I don't really believe you, I think it is about Taylor and you don't want to face it and admit it, you don't ant the hurt of remembering it - but maybe that is me projecting my own hurts in love. It just happens by magic that it has this other meaning and function, because it can be about monsters misunderstanding you, too. I guess I think that saying that it is not about a relationship, even your relationship, is kind of an illusion. I feel like I fall on both sides of this, too, because I can see what the monsters and you are saying, I just wonder if it is totally honest. if it is from the deepest honesty ith yourself and your hopes for Love or if it comes from a return to the defensiveness of being Tough. I've been in love with a tough girl for 19 years and it's awesome but can I merely suggest that you don't have to give up on being the tough girl you are, hell no, but especially now that you can freely be tough when needed, you can also let yourself be whoever is best for you at the time and you don't have top always be tough. Being tough is hard for a reason. But I am proud of you and glad you were tough, so Inpenetrably Tough, for yourself and to protect all of us, all your millions of little monsters around the world, like a Pure Land or Domed City or Monster Ball. Ultimately, to protect the world and all life. I certainly appreciate it. I just ant to say that this dome does expand and let others in. I am on both sides of it - really outside the door, if any, for a reason. I'm right outside the crack in the egg, right beyond the edge of the vessel, for a reason. I've been out here only spiritually trying to connect ith you, not getting any closer. But I sent you a bunch of messages the other day on your facebook page, I didn't realize they were so conspicuous. So now I am approaching in some ways and I'm surprised and delighted to find you waiting for me, turned towards me, becoming me on like you were always just waiting for me to come to you. Yet here I am outside the all, outside the filter, still someone ho thinks Perfect Illusion could be about Taylor, or even more than anyone else does, now. And I am outside, for that reason, but I feel like my destiny is to stay out here to help others in. Then again I think I am consuming myself to that fate due to my age. It's been long enough that I don't have to feel as weird talking to to her monsters due to age difference because we've all gotten 8 years older so the difference is less.
*It's now 1:06 PM on 10-22 and I have to finish this - I feel like I only have one ready analogy to explain my take on Perfect Illusion. I as tripping one time and i heard Phil Collins "In the Air Tonight." I knew it was about jesus, about -well - you'll hear it if you hear it that way. Then just a few months or a year later I heard a story about what it was "really" about: Some man he had witnessed murdering someone. He invited him to a show, years later, played hat song, about him, and had the man arrested, but had never revealed that was hat the song was about, before that. I didn't believe it -that's not hat it is about, I said. And I don't even know if that story is true, about the concert and murder, or just a myth. But even if the "arrest" happened, it could be theater and not really hat it is about at all. Maybe "In the Air Tonight" is about Jesus - specifically a somewhat hurt and resentful song sung to jesus after he has appeared to you in a vision. And Maybe "perfect illusion" is about disappointment in Love, for Stefani. Maybe it is better to say it is not about Taylor, hopefully they are good friends and always will be. Hopefully my lover and I will always be good friends, too.But I could have, and probably have, written songs when I was heartbroken and maybe, in the long run, those songs need to be magically about something else,and can be. Just like Phil could have been heartbroken by his song and needed to make it something else and just came up with a story. Just a theory about what kinds of illusions folks will come up with when "disillusioned" in love - when LoVE is the only thing that is Not an illusion, yet seems illusory to those of us while we believe in what appears to be "the rest of it." Now 1:23 PM has turned to 1:24 PM. nad My cd ended, I will press play and wish upon a star.*
Since Bernie endorsed his brother yesterday, that was the good news. I want to finish this before being as direct as before and only giving myself 10 more minutes so I will play the Japan cd "Tin Drum" while I finish this part, sorry for slipping back into my own ways, it;s easier with you with me, after all, I think!
*1:25 PM on 10-22 ; This really seems like an eternity ago, now, a whole different era of this political cycle, since there have been such aggressive attempts to disrupt all Bernie / Jill groups since then and I have been blocked from sharing by facebook and banned from many groups for what I do say. My cd is not starting so I will try again. I hope to complete and publish this during this play-through. I don't know what is happening with Larry other than it seems like the same suppression tactics are being used against him, here, and probably there, too. I've seen how certain stories and kinds of stories are suppressed, from the pipeline protest to black lives matter protests #blacklivesmatter. Now I have seen even more direct suppression against myself, personally, and heard many others experiencing the same thing. It is frustrating but the magical reverse of it is that it makes you realize how threatened they are by Jill and the #Greenrevolution and what I like to call the #pillowrevolution. (I coined that because we do it from bed, online, and it is soft, non-violent, and cozy, helps people sleep at night, ultimately. I also started the peacepipe party at www.facebook.com/peacepipeparty ) They can't "win" if they don't cheat and do everything they can to hold us back but we find ways to slip around and slip through. And we will win, they wouldn't be doing all of this if they weren't afraid of that, which is the clearest indication we have the numbers and power, really. This same dynamic applies for anyone trying to "make a lie true" by exertion - there is no power behind a lie no matter ho much energy they pour into it and ultimately it will backfire on them and does all the time. Since I can't click the share button and share to groups that come up with certain names, I just copy a link, but then I end up posting not just to pages but in comments, to completely different pages I never would have thought of before, anywhere I happen to be. Now I put in The Cure "Kiss Me, Kiss Me, Kiss Me", another magical album, since I could not get mine to play a second time. I skipped the first song after hearing most of the intro a few minutes ago then after Catch, "Torture" is such a badass song i want to move through this quickly, as he sings "move my hand." - "hanging like this, like empire fang.."*
The bad news is that Trump is out of it. Without him like a clown distraction, the Bull can leap into the stands. She has to have something else to distract us and unfortunately she's playing with the same deck, with the same Trump cards: War. She was already planning to start WW3, all along, she's just accelerating the schedule. So we have to stop her. And we will. Today, they missiled (what is the word???) Yemen with Tomahawk cruise missiles, getting involved in the civil war there. Yesterday, someone, maybe Turkey or Israel, I forget, shot down a Russian plane over Syria. In Yemen, we have had a ship there for, I don't know how long or "why?" except to start shit like this, but some recent attacks upon it and upon a UAE vessel prompted our missile strike. Or a shift in power there? Or the fact that Trump is effectively out of it and the media - which has completely favored Klinton and covering her crimes - just won't have anything else sensational enough to distract people without him. As I type this Talking Drum is ending. {And at 1:40 in 10-22 "Torture" in ins the final verse - "almost there"} In Syria it is the No-Fly Zone that Clinton has always advocated that makes the excuse to start WW3 and they "may" have already started the process.
*1:41 on 10-22 : "If only tonight e could sleep" begins - Since the original writing and the third debate - I hate to quote the joke "last debate (ever)" AND I wonder if some circumstance could yet prompt another debate, hopefully ith Jill in it, before the election. ANY circumstance. What is this song about, again? Words haven't started.... there they are "a bed made of flowers...spells...water..." Since then the talk of 3 has been more immediate, by far - "an angel come with burning eyes like stars, and bury us deep in his velvet arms and the rain will cry as our faces slipped away and the rain will cry don't let it end" - like the white people, or white man's ways, being devoured by the earth in the ghost dance prophecy, when the natural balance is restored. Now "Why Can't I be You?" They have been talking, mostly Hillary, about no-fly zones in Syria, about talking tough of Russia, and Putin's allies have warned that she ill start nuclear war - or that is a story they are promoting to make Trump look kozy with the Kremlin. But all of it, even trump himself hen complimenting her, makes her out to be a Tough woman, a killer. And she is a cold-blooded killer: you can see by ho she smiled during the debate whenever war and mass murder of civilians is mentioned. When trump said that she as protecting Saudi Arabia from their involvement in ISIS and that Saudi Arabia was a country where they throw people off of buildings for being gay she had a big old smile on her face the whole time. She is beyond human empathy, in her current form, consumed by lust for power and creeping senility. Everyone as upset that she revealed how long it takes to enact a nuclear launch. But most importantly, she as rattled when Trump said we have 18,000 nuclear warheads but her response as classic: "And HE thinks we should use them!". Well, we shouldn't use them, every man woman and child and every creature kno0ws this. We, and no one else, should ever use one again. So why do we have them? To force other countries to try to compete so we have a reason to punish them? If we all agree we will never, should never use them, why not get rid of them all? All 18,000 of them? We probably have more than that, even, but doesn't this seem obvious to anyone else? We have been wasting ALL of our resources supporting this vampire Military Industrial complex. I'm going to smoke a cigarette now, even though I quit, because I want top do a spell to destroy it. Now, at 1:54 PM MTN time on 10-22, as Robert Smith sings "fills my heart with sadness for the way we are - this is why I hate you and how I understand."*
*2:05 PM on 10-22. THIS IS THE RECIPE TO END NUCLEAR WAR BEFORE IT EVER STARTS AGAIN. (as "The Snakepit" plays) I had to continue this thought: If the reason for having nuclear arms is "as a deterrent" - how does that make sense in today's world? It's increasingly understood and accepted that no one would be crazy enough to use a nuclear weapon anymore, we know too much about how horrible they are from experience in Japan when the US bombed them. And from nuclear meltdowns around the world. But of course the only people crazy enough to use a nuclear weapon would be terrorists and the only way to stop them, completely, would be to get rid of all nuclear weapons completely, because it still takes a government to refine nuclear material that much to make weapons. Mostly we need to escape this whole violent mentality, since the analogy also applies to guns, just get rid of them all so crazy people won't even have a chance to get them and use them at all. Having 18,000, or even one, nuclear missile is not a deterrent to a terrorist. If some crazy terrorist uses a nuclear bomb, where do you fire the missiles at? It just doesn't make sense and especially suicide bombers aren;t "deterred" by consequences. So having nuclear bombs serves no purpose - they can only be "allowed" to countries who can be trusted to "never use them" which is why we get the international community to agree which countries can and can't be trusted, or presumably try to convince the American people that Trump is the one who can't be trusted to win the presidency due to nuclear capabilities. Why have something that dangerous and have either of these extremely dangerous candidate so close to being in control of it all? We should only elect someone who will start the long overdue process of disarming. We need to elect Jill. Most people agree that Klinton is more dangerous for starting World War 3 due to her connections, stance, and who controls her, the banks, oil companies, and military industrial complex. The actual military may be more supportive of Trump because they don't ant war and this is ironic for Republicans. But Trump is not acceptable out of fear for Hillary any more than vice versa - only Jill ill be a progressive step. The real reason we have so many weapons is to be "on top" of this "popularity (of fear) contest" - a completely bullshit and dangerous status symbol. We use "our distrust" of certain governments to punish them for seeking nuclear power and yet we are the ones who create the Nuclear Club as the top tier of Countries, the First Order. So we just make this massive, expensive, and meta-dangerous thing in order to act "better than" other countries. It is like a Polo Shirt or Nike shoes or fancy sports car or whatever is uber-trendy these days, but that could blow up and destroy the entire world at any moment, "Hot hot hot" is on, now. It's just snobbery on the highest level, an international form of exclusion. I am for inclusion, tolerance, acceptance, and Love, the belief that we can all live well, better, with each other than against each other, that we can heal each others pains that make us crazy. This insistence on having a nuclear club in order to punish anyone ho tries to join it is just a Mean Girls that can, and ill, kill us all if e don't learn our 80's movie lessons and act with heart to enact a different standard for everyone and throw *5:55 Pm on 10-22 : 23rd "W" added* off this evil power structure, or better yet agree to dismantle it from within. Now it is "One more time" and I hope we start to believe in this, soon, so we can all get excited and hopeful about electing Jill. We can, and Will, do it! This is the future calling! Join us, don't give up now! It's 2:27 PM on 10-22-2016*
Just as she has been an "inevitable" candidate, but still hasn't made it and can still be stopped, World War Three is not "inevitable." War is not inevitable. I don't think we'd have to talk much on this to be in full agreement. But there are things we need to do to stop her, to change course for the world.
I know you have a lot of power and influence but I am specifically looking for that magic that "you and I" can only do, together - even though, of course, anyone can do this. It helps if you are in love. Or really into magic or both. I've been into this idea of spiritual connection, just heard about an "Ancestor Work" group as "The Ghosts of My Life" plays "Just when I think I'm winning". The Black Elk vision reminds me that people see things in different times in visions. You explained how the songs of Joanne were autobiographical, intensely and directly, and also that at least some of them are from the perspective of other characters who are, in "reality", you. This is Buddhism, this is all of us being one. I'm in love with your image, sure, who could resist who loves art? I'm in love with you as part of all this thing we all share and i truly believe in that, the buddhafield *5:54 PM 10-22 : battlefield, butterflied, and bediviled are the spell-check suggestions* that unites us all and makes us all one. It's interesting how much we need someone to find "us" through the masks of ego and art we wear, how we use them to attract each other but have some way of feeling like our unique perspective, that makes us artists, both longs to be shared and "can't be compared." I don't know why I said it like that, I guess I feel like we, all of us, and all artists of all time, connect "on that level"so when you're really vibing with someone it's just because the two of you are the right combination, for your auras at the time, to work each other towards that level. It just comes out naturally with "certain people" which I think is why you say something at the end about people being in love with "you" but finding it isn't "really there" but others you do find that love and connection with them. But we all change as people, too. "We'll make plans from mobile homes" he just sang in "still life in mobile homes." So we become different combinations, different decoders, for different people at different times.
*"2:29 PM on 10-22 : "Youu can tell that lip is trembling even though it is close-up" my lover just said of the cover of the Cure album - that's all I will say because I feel I was kind on on a roll, here, last week*
We just have to envision the world f peace and how we get to it and take simple actions to make it happen. So, politically, Bernie's Brother Larry will be the new, Green (1st Green?) Prime Minister and Jill will be the Green President of the United States. We will work out the details later, remember, time travel? But really, as soon as we need to, we will, we can talk about it whenever we just need to make the first steps and magically I feel I'm on the path since I met you this way. Someone just posted in the Zen Den. Check out our band Foxzen and make us famous, too, if you like us, okay? Thanks.
*And all I will say here is meeting more monsters - it's 2:31 PM and Cockatoos is on, I thought about covering this once for youtube - especially my new friend Rae and she likes Foxzen and encourages me and shared it on her page, as did another girl I met in ACIDMATH who even said she would be our #1 girl fan. All of this encourages me immensely and I can't wait for them to hear the new one now that it is finished. The "details" are merely that we do everything,we can to allow the perception to grow that the Green party ill win until everyone feels comfortable talking about it and realizes that we really WILL win! There are so many ways to do this but the main battleground is online. Like, after I post this I think I will post the meme I found with the Old-timey family scene, girl on daddy's knee, boy coiloring on the floor, and he looks kind of lost, sad, and distant behind his pipe as she asks "Daddy, what did you do in the meme wars?"*
Once we've gone green on both sides of the pond, we've got it! It's like a trick Bernie played on the Establishment to make it crash. He crept in like a hobbit, invisible, to get his brother Larry elected in the UK, crept completely under the radar by playing the game and saying he supports Hillary, which is why I assume you could, too, or it's just the same old "bad relationship" she has everyone with. ("we are blacked out in visions of China tonight - we walk backwards, say nothing, our visions of china, we're young and strong in this party we're building/ living our visions of china") But it's also like Rohan coming to our aid after shaking off the brutal, orcish assault of zenophobia at Helm's Brexit. *2:37 Pm on 10-22 : Trump yesterday at a rally referred to his campaign as "bigger than Brexit" and I can see how that appeals to xenophobes but since that was so widely panned as a disaster and his comment reported on NPR I think it is another example of him playing to lose - I can't write this as "The Perfect Girl" is on - "I think I'm falling in love with you."* They will come out of it with Sanders at the lead, like Gandalf. And at the same time Gandalf has come to renew Gondor and cast off the cloud of Fear and Inevitability. This is the moment where we fight the Nazgul Witch King and a Brave Girl, a Royalty of A Horsepeople, travellers, a Gypsy Princess, if you will, kills the Nazgul because she's not a dude. Once we unite we can cast off these shadows entirely. "Every voice I hear sounds so familiar, every song I know."
In Oz terms there is a Good Fairy in the future and she unites it all, it's like the story is all about how she has to come out, in your heart, to rule over everything with love and kindness, but first you have to make the journey, yourself, to set all these things in motion. As I said a few editions ago but there is no time to put it all into a book, the journey so far has been like the Yellow Brick Road. The emerald city was The Bern, Bernie the Wizard sent us on this journey and we now truly are in the Haunted Woods or coming out to see the Militarized Castle of the Wicked Witch we have to take down. "Marching through the fields, we're changing the lives we've led for years - Red Army calls you -the call of the crowd -red army needs you - it calls you now" I love the end of this song but know it is time to get back to that Time, that place we first met.
*2:40 Pm on 10-22 : I could talk too much about this analogy. right no e are in the castle. All our groups have been taken over, like the Winkie slaves themselves, by hill-trolls except a few. Those remaining groups, and new smaller ones, will creep around the blackout and evil of the Wicked itch of the West and the Winkies and flying monkeys and others in her power. The Winkies, and the monkeys, will all be very grateful and celebrate to be released from her spell. But now they are still acting like gaurds for her, we are side by side with them in the meme ars, we are all in between "their" ranks, on facebook, which is still controlled by the same power of evil and suppression of the truth. The enslaved Winkies, hill-trolls, can't even tell us they want our, they are too encumbered by fear. But when the spell is broken, when the evil is melted, they will be happy and come back to life. We are in the castle, now, being made to slave for her, too, working alongside them. But pretty soon some sweet little girl is going to throw a bucket of water to put out the scarecrow she set on fire - Trump? Me? You? Democracy? The Pipeline Protest? - and melt her. This reminds me, there was a fake story yesterday about a fire that destroyed "2 million dollars worth" of construction equipment - "I wanna smash you to pieces" he just sang on "Shiver and shake" - at the Dakota Pipeline protest. The thing is, it was a fake story, the picture was from a burning backhoe in Texas. There was a lot of reaction to the story, though, showing how passionate people feel about the protest. But also it was thanks to other people that pointed out it was a hoax and some even said it was being used as a false flag to further persecute protestors, or sway public opinion away from them. This is the kind of magic battle we are engaged in. I feel bad for sharing the story when I thought it was real, was amazed by the reaction, even while pointing out that it was fake, and then tried to turn it around and use the thread to share other stories, real stoiries, like the one about Shaylene so it would backfire on them.*
Time is like that, we takeup different sizes and spaces of it. Some shapes we can be escape time as we know it altogether. Ok, time to finish the interview thanks for your patience. Oh, to finish the Oz metaphor Glinda comes through for us in the end, too, because she knows of the Fairy who is to come, to rule everything with Love. The Rule Of Love means no money and no war but we can talk about that whenever, too.
I had to restart it in the middle so you just said your dress color might change, soon, that it was not a snippet. I plan to snip out the middle of this and put the parts where I am listening to you together -a little time travel to go with this. *2:50 PM on 10-22 - I didn't do this, this is the order I wrote it / read-wrote it in.* You are bringing it back to your first single and saying it is all completely autobiographical and now the human/star thing. There are many people who identify as stars, starseeds, who feel like this world, this image, is their "form" but they really live in another galaxy and this sounds like this but what I really think is going on is something fairy, as you say "pop-alien" , that when you "feel the blow / past the show" and it's not "a true love exchange, that's okay" and talk about connecting with people differently because they have changed their picture. Now you feel better knowing some aren't real, they are those illusions.
*2:51 Pm on 10-22 : did you say "changed their picture"? OIr did I miswrite that? I put on Peter Murphy's Love Hysteria album and love it so much, "can you see the light always coming through, it's there in the distance, always offered to me, always coming over a hill...your see-saw smile lasts me all night long, like the siren's curl when the night is long... now hold my hand, no bad vibe hearts..." from All Night Long -this reminds me of the "vibes" post you made about Joanne after you landed, about your inspiration, when you were wearing that heaven-colored off-white or yellow hat. "When the night has come in, your eyes running wild, and i hear you humming over, all night long//// all I need to know from you is all I see - can you feel the light?..." and the "always offered to me" reminds me of when you said we can "always do this." There is no way to prove I didn't just write the "week ago" part of this except you can tell by how I talk, trying to convince myself I could talk with you, still. Now I know I can, though of course I still have to convince myself, and I just love how magic, with you, works s purely and directly. Even in the Brittish sense of immediately. I started writing this, knowing that if I pretended I could talk with you then I could. Knowing it would lead to magically meeting you, and it did in so many ways, even if it doesn't mean you will ever read this. I talked with my best monster friend, Melissa Germanotta, again and felt special getting to talk with her, felt like I always do when I talk with her, like it is a way for both of us to be more connected with Gaga and all that she is to us, Love art magic acceptance and salvation. Then I left all those messages and someone even told me it made me look unstable but I said it was okay, it's monsters and you, and due to the nature and urgency of the message. I feel silly about it, some, now, but don't regret it. It may be how I met another monster who is now a dear friend to me, already, and I how she and Melissa and other monsters will become friends, too, through me, and that little monsters will hear our music and think of it as Our music since Gaga is my inspiration, Love is my muse and fairy-guides for it. She is in music, too, my new friend Rae. Then I over-read the monsters debating, telling the one monster he wasn't real, even that he was so unreal he must think Perfect Illusion was about Taylor. I felt that, myself, like I wanted to be able to see both sides, even if it kept me out of "true monsterhood." And I always have to challenge that idea "Love me do, oh love me do, love me, find the dove- this vastness sings a pretty song, this vastness must be love... whose eyes are peeled like atom bombs, their spirit is the prize" Peter just sang. I just have to be the one who says there can't really be an outside and inside, of Love, we must come to understand and express Love in ways that include, and come to include, everyone. I want to be closer to Gaga but I want everyone to come together in Love, I don't want to leave anyone out, it's boddhicitta, *5:50 Pm, editing on 10-22 ; one of the spell check suggetions for this was "bodysuit"* the Bodhisattva vow, to not escape this life until everyone else is liberated, too -but it's not an excuse to keep cycling around, it's a true goal that we can all escape this life, together, into a much better life. It is the Ghost Dance prophecy, as Peter sings "look, they found a dove, their triad song too... Whirlpools whirl, dragnets drag, hell is not the fire, hell is your belief, in yourself as the higher" This could be a good time to talk about the goat on the cow.
*3:10 PM on 10-22. It was a week ago, Saturday the 15th, that I was taking my girl to the birthday party and heard Queen and the song about swimming, at the pool party. That was around 12:30 PM. Then on the way to pick her up at 2:30 PM I heard this story on Radiolab on NPR. A couple, male and female friends, were driving down the road and she told him to stop, to turn around and go back, because there was a goat standing on a cow. He didn't believe her and refused but she insisted and when they got back 20 minutes later ("get it together and listen" peter sang) the goat was still standing on the cows back. The cow moved and the goat shifted and moved with it. Then they shut the door and the goat jumped off and they stood around waiting for him to jump back on, I think he might have, I forget. They then say that this is not the interesting part of the story but I think it always is ("Bennet Gurdjieff Jesus... libraries full of keys, where's your lock? Socrates Pythagoras, yin and bloody yang, hatha yoga, OM, Bennet, Gurdjieff, Jesus" - how I was introduced to the 4th Way stuff, though maybe I read Ouspensky on my own.) They started finding letters on the side of the highway, all to Ella Chase. It gives me a nice cool feeling to retell this story and I think you will see why - goat on a cow. The story continues that hundreds of letters to this woman are found, including many from soldiers who call her Mom or Mother or other forms of that, but dozens of different soldiers who are not her biological kids. This of course makes me think of Mother Monster and how she lets all of us call her Mother and look up to her in that way. And of course, not everyone thinks this way, but I certainly have been thinking this goat on a cow is a sign from Ella, her spirit causing this to happen at that time and place, to get these people's attention, the kind of people who would end up being this link in the chain of events that then took place. The goat may have always stood on that cow but the fact that this occurrence led these people to find the letters is, to me, a sign of her spirit, at that time. They decided to try to find out about the letters but couldn't find any information. The boy was a teacher and took the letters and pictures and made a curriculum for his school kids where they took a piece of this original history, these primary sources or copies of them, and came up with their own stories based upon them. He called them "ghost stories" so I guess that is what they were asked to write, a story from the perspective of Ella's Ghost telling about her life based upon that evidence. "And knows all that we can't see" - Peter just sang. So all these stories were titled "My Ella" and this is how Ella Chase lived for 12 years. 12 years of classes all wrote their ghost stories based upon these letters and all of these ghosts and stories were created by school kids, they may have even adopted it into the curriculum in other classes and schools, but I think I am confusing this with a book someone wrote about being lost for days on a mountain, an autobiographical account. Anyway these hundreds of kids wrote Ella ghost stories and she lived on in this way. Meanwhile, maybe the girl, or the boy himself, someone contacted a journalist, or maybe she was the journalist. Anyway the journalist got wind of the story 12 years later and got the documents, or saw them, from the teacher. She and a friend, named Marina, tried to discover who Ella Chase was. I though "Marina" stood out since many monsters also love Marina and the Diamonds. They do find an obituary and then news stories about her. It is sad but she was divorcing her husband but he denied that they were married and the case made the news. She did not have a copy of the marriage license so she could not prove their marriage and he won the case. It seemed like a classic example of patriarchy and the system that should protect the weak doing the opposite. And the part that made me extra-cry was it said that after she lost the case she just sat in the courthouse and wouldn't leave or say anything or respond to anyone. So of course she was sad by this and alone but apparently that is what led to her correspondence with soldiers. She had a very powerful influence on many people's lives through her communications with them, even people she would never meet. Peter just sang "so it wouldn't seem like a wasted mouthful, because of a trip that was trapped inside you...I was trapped inside you, I always imagined that I could, I've always imagined, Imagined I would, conjure you up, conjure you up, so it didn't seem like, it didn't seem like....." I feel so grateful that I did conjure you up, in so many ways, and love you so much for how you welcome and comfort me and encourage me to write, and I will! They take the information back to the teacher but as she is about to hand it to him he says no, that he doesn't want to know who she "really" is, that he likes to live with the kid's ghosts of her, undisturbed, and the mystery that allows that to continue so purely for kids in the future. I think this compares with what you are saying about the ones who you don't connect with, that they don't want to know the real you, and it also connects the other way, that creative people, the world of fairy tales and ghost stories and kids imaginations, doesn't need to be disturbed by the "real world" too much. Especially since Love is the REAL real world, everything else, including this world called "reality" that seems to make Love an elusive mystery, is an Illusion. Love is the Perfect "illusion" because it is not an illusion, it is the Truth, the center of everything, and everything "else" or seemingly outside of that is the illusion of misperception, a created illusion by mispercieving love. In the end it turned out that they could not contact Ella's granddaughters but did get in touch with his grandson. He said the box had fallen off the side of the truck on the highway and he tried to stop and pick them up but the state patrol showed up and told him he had to leave and leave them there or be charged with littering - ironic. But it is what led to this whole story turning into those kid's stories and eventually into the story that "the whole world" heard on the radio - all of this develops the same theme of how a loss or hurt, a loneliness or even persecution, or a bad accident, can lead to something wonderful, to huge new networks of connection across time and space, to time travel and immortality and a sense of comfort to others, like a Pure Land of Pure Land Buddhism or the heaven of Christianity,as Peter sings "take me up take me up take me up! Come on in...I've got a miniature secret camera" at 3:45 PM on 10-22. I think about how Gaga, Stefani, was hurt, bullied in school, as so many of us were, especially for being sensitive. I think about how that led her, as told in Marry the Night and elsewhere, to become this Goddess that she is. It reminds me of Jane Eyre, and maybe another character I've encountered recently, whom I forget - certainly of Black Elk and Sitting Bull and Wakova - who reached their mission through being persecuted and bullied in various ways. I think about how I was just bullied again in that "other" (another, there are dozens of them) "chaos magic group" before I was banned from that one, too, and how I am ready to use all of this abuse and ostracism, from my whole life, to become the true artist I am. And this is why I can justify, though I would rather be close to her, this feeling of being outside Gaga's realm, just outside pointing in. I don't interact in Little monster groups, much, but maybe I will, now, since we are all older. "Everybody, We want in...all abourd for Fun Time" Peter has been singing, "We're having fun...like your lips, like your pants" - I think it is a cover, maybe Iggy Pop, I can't remember. I've started to interact there, actually, since I know we need to spread the Green message to elect Jill to wider venues and audiences. And I'm glad I have, I feel like I will fit in. But the reason I feel like an Outskirter, like Ojo and Unc Nunkie at the edge of the land of Oz, where food can even be sparse, is that there are people out there, still, in the Deadly Desert (well, ghosts) and Phantom Fairy Lands and Gnome country beyond and I want, ultimately, to rescue and include everyone, to rescue them from what keeps them out, their greed and hatred and hurts. Now Love and Rockets "Earth, Sun, Moon" album If we are outside true understanding of you, as I recall falling into desperation over at the end of this, I want to help us have a way in, or have another understanding that benefits from the "love" of a perfect illusion as much as it can, too. I feel like it is the nature of all religious expression, or a common pattern to fall into, that the power of it gets confused with lesser, worldly powers and people "inside" end up missing the core message, acting against it, in becoming part of that exclusive pattern, which is always against the core of religion, love, but always or often seems to creep in, too. As I typed that Daniel Ash sang "the christian says I love, love everybody, and you and you and you can be free, you can be free, you can be free -but I'm so happy with my feet on the ground, so happy when my head spins around, quite content to sit on this fence, quite content now a little bit older" -and he is not choosing sides, not even choosing the side of "getting older" just talking about these views. Are there a limited number of "you can be Frees" - as suggested by the first "you and you and you" - or is the idea of repeating it that it is infinite? And it is a trick, or is it a trick to avoid this freedom? I guess it all depends on ho it is presented, doesn't it, and the individual context in which each of us receives it. "These days, they're all mine" he just sang.
*4:02 PM on 10-22 ; The whole idea of being a little monster is we are freaks and outkasts, mostly, to me, hippies and gypsies and people ho aren't allowed, fairies, persecuted from being open about who we are because of where we live and restrictive attitudes. So we should be the most inclusive people on the planet, always welcoming others in, but there is an initiation I suppose of being Loving. Like putting on the green spectacles before you go into the Emerald City we must transform in some way and see things differently when we enter a magical realm, a fairy world, like the domain of Littole monsters. I've been on the edge ('I'm not a book" Daniel sings) but i feel like these specific instructions, to write fairy tales, are my way in and it only makes sense to write these tales from within a Fairy World of love ("in love, holy saints willcall him, don't feel so free" Daniel and David just sang, this song was written independently and the lyrics were put together, turn by turn, with no arranging - "not necessarily sorted" . - randomly, or magically.. ) So while I know i will continue this I am glad to feel like I have graduated from this as well and have the confidence and support to be who I really am, even out here on the edge, and maybe drop the "Un" from my name, the way Ojo did.*
*5:28 PM on 10-22 : what follows is me Not letting go of the Un - but I also forgot to say what was important about the coow and the goat. At the time they said the goat on the cow was not the interesting part of the story. At the end they explained: Goats always try to be on the top of anything, that is their nature to try to do that, I guess because they live in mountains. They said that on farms goats will have a yard to0 play in but will all huddle on top of a small shed. So this goat was just being on the cow to be up high. They concluded that it was the "nonchalant cow" that was rare, not the goat at all. The cow is the one who supports the goat to live out his nature, even if he has no other way to do it. And he does this by being chill and letting the goat be on his back - which may even feel good like a massage, and other cows don't know. Of course, to me, even if it is his nature, it is still exceptional for the goat to do this, too, on a cow. It reminds me that it may always be my nature to be artristic but I am only really an artist when I am making art, and that I can get on some things that make a magical, mystical statement. I can't ever get past the idea that, even if it natural for the goat and cow to do this, it is also a sign from Ella Chase's spirit to make this happen to tsart this story. That is just to say that our spirits are always around us, inspiring and encouraging us, and especially if we listen to them and look for signs. It is just hat Joanne has done by connnecting with us through Gaga and her new album. It's hat Ella Chase was doing in life, supporting people like a magical, nonchalant co, and what Gaga does in the same way, like a goddess who supports us to be as weird and call whatever spirits that need to speak through us. It is the Ghost Dance. We may all have that goat nature, to be heard, to be on top, it might be a model for our ego, goats. Our horses may be, I mean, our bodies may be like horses and our goats our egos, e feel more comfortable with them and don't want to be trolled when someone gets our egoat. But we are also like cows, divine and solid forms, and hen we are nonchalant about that we can support other artists, too, and be their foundation and inspiration, share a perspective with them, so they can get The Message out, too - because the message of Love is one we all share no matter who is delivering it or how, or ho is assisting this. Its just an example of the holographic universe, the way it is all formed like a kaliedescope, that this Ella Chase as a Mother to all these suffering people, just as Gaga is, as you are, and that she appeared in a vision in nature in order to reveal and gro into a ne fairyland of imagination - the teacher eventually did loook at the other materials, sent hat he had back to the grandson ho sent him six more boxes of originals to use for his class. So all of Ellas's life continued to expand immensely in the spirit orld and we probably all do that, it as just amazing to see this story that tracks one ay that we do it. It reminds me again of that Norm MacDonald joke about having 100,000 pictures of your grandfather in the future, instead of just one or a few as his and my generation have. It shows how living a spiritual life, by which I mean living up to a love bigger than the one you first concieved, leads to this kind of connecting magic, healing people and becming a web of healing, in youyr own life. We all become part of the spoirit world in differnt ways but if we work with it by being as magic as we truly are in life it sets that process in place much m,ore so our actions are like a butterfly's wings, here, but blow with the winds of heaven.
I can feel like this can apply to me, like this can be saying 'let it go, don't believe in me like this' and then I hear you talking about your dreams, to be on the radio, to be a great actor, and it's the same as hearing myself, that same fairy who drives me, the one I feel we relate through, the same one some story *4:09,PM, clan-up time ("clean-up", thanks, typo fairies, caught at 4:30 Pm and now 4:31 PM, because its oddly ironic how i got a headcount of people from that group who bulleid me and are suppressing political discussion as per the wishes of the KKK and Klinton.) - this read "same one some story" and I realized as I as trying to puzzle it out hat *"that" - 4:32 PM* a fairy took the Period - thanks, fairy! Because then I assumed it said "the same lonesome story" that connected us, but thought it sounded cool to say "the same one some story" or Onesome, like a fairy word that hasn't beeen said before. 4:27 PM and I got caught in a conversation about the banning from "*cmg*" and how it was just a simple case of online bullying -someone even placed a meme at the beginning about "when the guy your squad has been bullying online kills himself" and they just suck so I am glad to expose them and be out of it, to make another magic group the Real, fantastic one, with the chaos I channel.But all I interrupted to say, initially was that do feel connected with you in a magical, deep, intimate way, but maybe there is a reason for me staying away, outside, too - or maybe that is just an excuse because everywhere I go "in" I eventually am kicked out of, except for with other monsters, and you. But i did think that twitter banned me because Lexi, I think, (your choreographer at that time?) did not like one of my replies, about the superbowl and weed, that destiny was that the two states that legalized weed were in the "superbowl." Pope Francis never deleted my super-liberal, and respectful, tweets to him, including the ones where I predicted he should meet you and arrange to save the world with you -I hope you will, and me, too! With the period this would have read "Some story i read..." * * Some story I read, or saw, can't recall, was about someone being bullied and that is why they had a dream for the artistic life. I think that is why so many of us little monsters relate to you.
When you closed your eyes and kept seeing this girl, who you told Mark about in the studio, that's You and a Little Monster, too. It's some person where we all meet because it is the song you wrote from a Monster perspective. And you just said that about having that "same feeling" and that is something we all share, when you say you realize it is you, we all realize, and especially through you, through Any or ALL art, but as you just said the idea is to make a Classic so Everyone can relate through it - to weave in that buddhafield. Then you are saying you felt some guilt for toughness, which is really hot, and I love you going with it and not worrying about being a "good girl" but that liberation, for you, is the same as the liberation you describe, for us, to find that freedom, by getting into what we really do.
Now that the video is over, to conclude, Because I was going to do it like a cooking challenge and put my hands up at the end, but no need -time travel. What we really do is make peace. Some of us do it through art, or through vampirism, or through haunting and reminders of love, we all do it through love if we can get past ourselves and into it. You've done that, for me, like a buddha sending out a life raft. You've done that for so many of us and that is Real even if it is the Perfect Illusion you offer us as Gaga. We do truly love you, too, as much as we can, as much as how much we love ourselves allows us. Idealizing you may make us always able to love you more - like, when you came out for fur or Hillary even though I disagree it made me feel sad for you and feel like there must be some struggle you are going through. If we can treat all disagreements with patience, because we truly believe there is a better way and believe that anyone can find that in their heart and believe in people to do so, we won't have anything to fight about. We will just have occasions to learn patience with ourselves and a way to get over insisting that others agree.
In political terms maybe we can stay out of other folks business unless we are truly helping. Why not turn all governments, leading by example, into Great Big Helper Machines to help whoever needs it most, address Climate Change, and then do whatever needs doing after that? This is like the intergalactic, Fairy agenda, too, the goal of the Ghost Dance as I talked about last time.
*4:41 PM 10-22, : I was on a roll here, i only interrupt to say that as I am reading it Daniel was singing "We are the energy, God bless god bless god bless us all" One more song, the slow "Mirror people"*
Well, I almost slipped back into my old way of talking, if we were more together it would be easier, I should play another cd to finish discussing Time Travel. I will use The Fame since you mentioned it there towards the end of the interview.
time travel is a piece of cake. Just don't think about it the way you usually do -wow, that hit me like acid, I better get some bread. (the music when it came on, hit me. NOW restarting from Lovegame) Ok, the bread was open on the counter, too, ready for me, and good thing I responded to hunger so it wont go stale. restarting "Just Dance" now, It's too awesome "Playboy mouth" And one more bowl.
*At this point in time, 4:44 PM on 10-22, I will smoke another bowl and corrrect that at least one time I interrupted before to mention the music I was determined to also give credit to weed, that I would smoke another bowl, but didn't, maybe*
I should say I'm cheating, a little in describing time travel because I got some of this way of saying it from D.T. Suziki's "Zen Mind, Beginner's Mind" -sorry I don't have the page handy. Or the book at the moment. Well, the idea is we go back and forth all the time, in time. It's kind of a matter of how we are facing. There are probably all sorts of tricks to "jump" around but it's not really about sci-fi plots, though I suppose those things are happening all the time at the fairy level, like I'm listening to "Just Dance" again, now "Let's Go!". We all know some ways of experiencing time that we are just "used to." Sometimes slip away from us, sometimes seem to take too long, to go slowly, sometimes a moment feels like forever and sometimes go by in a flash no matter how long they are. We are doing different things in time, with time, but we mostly think we are just plowing forward through it - you just said "educated in sex yes and I want it bad" and it made me want to derail this entirely, but there's nothing but time.
*"Time goes by so slow when you're stuck to me" he sang over and over, ending the cd, as we passed the bowl and just now passed from 4:46 to 4:47*
Love, art, magic, this is the Time expansion we enjoy so much. "Where is the device that speeds and slows the passage of time?" "Under the seat!" *Fryu, Futurama, 4:48 PM*We like weed because it lets us out of that same plodding feeling of time. Of course Love, art, music, nature, conversation, sex - anything that transports us, that makes us feel closer to others or the world, makes us "Bigger", takes us out of the mechanical flow of time which is mostly something we do. *We do it to ourselves, we keep us on the clock as I look and it says 4:49 Pm and am reminded of Kilo "its not the white man, that's got us on the clock its the shit that we do, and the people we shot" - but of course it is both, he is just focusing on what he can do about it, spiritually, just as the Ghost Dance was based on not being violent and even accepting the rule of whites*
I realize i keep talking like this and we can just do it. your voice is so crisp "to that shit on the radio" this doesn't even take me back, now, if it ever did, it takes me more into Now. That's what I'm talking about, we either think of the past or the future, or we think of Now, and we time travel all the time without realizing it. The more Now we are the Bigger the Moment always is. Of course we can be all fabulous and still get pulled down, pulled back - feel the blow, you might say "p-p-p-poker face" reminds me when I first really fell in love with you. Has it been "rough" waiting 8 years to tell you, to tell you like this? "Uh, we better do it, the fate of the world depends on it!"
That is what it is, choosing fates, choosing time-streams. OH, right, we were gonna Do It! This is why it helps to have someone, live, but you inspire me so much through your music, it is like you are here, and as Poker Face comes to the end I know I can get right into it without diversions.
You know how when movies or cartoons go back in time it's all about the crazy stuff they can make happen if they just, you know, step on a grape or something? Or the "butterfly effect" where butterflies cause hurricanes? Do we ever think why we think those ways? Why we think people being with other lovers is always bad? "then I met someone..." *From "eh eh" - at 4:53 PM, still 10-22 -A.A. - artist Andrew* Why don't we think that things we do, right now, have that same effect? If we could go to the past and do minor things that have major effects on "now", the future, why shouldn't we be able to do minor things now that have major effects on the future?
If I had talked with those magic folk I would have just gone where the conversation led and seen if we could discover that magical formula that ends war, that shifts into a different time, for the whole world. Or at least let them know about Jill Stein "But we've got no money" And Larry. Thing is, all of this requires, more than anything, Future-thinking. Future-thinking is like the Gold Standard (or whatever is the actual currency standard) of Now. Fear, Past-thinking, defenses, and separation, divisions, hierarchies, are what drags us all down and threatens to destroy us. The more we Look to the Future, the more we see of it. The more we do, while facing Forward, looking that way, the further we get there. This goes for "us personally" and collectively. *And it goes for Big Events and everymomemt moments - 4:55 Pm on 10-22* "When you touch me it's so delicious, that's money honey" We've had all these things in moderation so they are special but they are all "lesser" than love, even if they point and lead to it. "It's not what makes me happiest baby." It's Love, that's what we all want and the more we all go for it the more we all have. That's moving forward, fast. There's a way of breaking all of us out of this. If I had talked with those folk and they asked me specifically "how will we do this?" I would say: *"everything 'else is just an illusion shaving or snakeskin from the real thing, Love, but we see the real thing through those illusions until we connect with it" 4:57 PM*
"You know how a little while ago we were not all together, trying to end war with magic? Well, now that we are, how does it feel different and what does that make you feel like doing?"
It's all about choices that put us in contact with time in different ways, with the eternal, with quickness, with openness, with memory of the past or inspiration of the future. I do wish I had someone curious about this to talk with because the whole idea is to work through your own notions of it so it's nice to do this kind of thing live. I guess I'm almost done, now, and with Boys, Boys, Boys on it makes me feel silly.
We become products of the future when we think that way and Paper Gangster is on and makes me feel like not writing at all. "an emoty page that means nothing but you;ve been played." *4:58 PM on 10-22 : this fairy typo, thanks, reminds me that I did meet another friend from that group before they banned me, and got back in touch with a friend I made there long ago. Of course I meant to type "empty page" and ended up with "emoty" but that reminds me of when I was only suing emoji and talked with this girl I was curious to meet, then we spoke on the phone and it was reassuring to make a more real connection through and despite all of the filters and barriers online. I feel the same way about spiritually spoeaking with Gaga when all of our "discourse" so far has been online, electronic, or over the radio or TV waves - and of course all of those are divine in their own way, too. It just makes me appreciate everything more to feel more awake to the mystery of life and like she knows about me, anyway, and welcomes and loves me - that you do, I mean. And I feel pleased that my faith in you in these digital media have ultimately led to a spiritual connection with you. I hope that someday we ill meet in the world and see hat other dimensions of this connection there could be, if any, but this one is the soil for my magic to grow, the clouds from which my stories ill rain down, and I love you for it. And I know you love me in more ways than I can even imagine, I know that is true for all of us, and when I get out of the way I will write everything you truly inspire me to say - no I feel like I can see the fairy-sparks, rarely, under these keys, too, and maybe it is th \e angle I am sitting but this keyboard seems like that is less possible than the other one, and I have not seen once since, so maybe it was just a reflection. Oh my new friend is an empathj, too, and I think we all are but there is something fairy about those of us who have already become or are becoming aware of it and ho e navigate the world and magic with it. Thank you, I love you, too, forever.*
I guess I fear the connection's not real, that you could never like me like that. And that is a Perfect Illusion if it is true. So thanks for writing that song to tell me. Its an honor to be let down like that. But it doesn't change the way I feel about you - if that's all it is, a perfect illusion. I always spell magic like magic because nothing is not magic. I still respect and worship the illusion and the way it elevates me to be better, to be the me of the future, the way it keeps me travelling into the future, focused and believing in it -"everything could be everything if only we were older" which we are, now, time travel. It's something I feel like you want to tell me, it's not me, I couldn't possibly be the one for you. And of course I'm already telling myself, maybe that's me being you like you're that girl. I don't think any of this is the way I expected or intended but maybe it's what it has to be, "baby it's the last show, everything could be everything but it's time to say goodbye..and your last trick..." and I say that because all of this sounds so Alive, electrically alive, like you feel in an electric field, and sounds more Live than I recall feeling it, maybe it's just been too long since I heard the Fame, but mostly I know its a State coming on, because as I start to say that it intensifies.
*5:10 PM on 10-22 : If I did not describe this well enough it was like being in an electric field, the music of the Fame. It was like energy all around me, like a trip feels like an electrical surge through reality in a way, on acid anyway.*
well, this is rough enough, ha ha, I guess I will publish it as is and see what happens. I wanted to move part of it over but I feel like that is too much work to find it and cut it so fuck it, reverse time travel, nothing got changed. See? That easy.
What the fearful Fear is that there is no way back.There is never any way back. We either make it the future, cling to the past, or make now, one way or another. We move forward, always but when we really get going we can go further into the future than ever before, than we ever imagined.
Because we are there. Sending messages back to ourselves, and we just have to be open to hearing them and we will. I know this will be different, soon, when I get used to talking like this. I laugh at myself for the ways I imagine myself, too. You don't have to be that way when you feel the pleasure of company, the knowing everything is okay, because there you are and we're all we need. We're not all the people we tell us we are. Summerboy is really pretty. It makes me think of the way you make it, magically. You make more summer than I ever see in front of my face, behind my eyes. They are blue, though, so I will pretend I was on another person's feeling, for now, and that we may still meet and know each other. *5:13 PM on 10-22 " - something was deleted from here in the changing from brackets to asterisks, which has taken until 8:22 so far - last time I reached this point all my work was undone somehow, it went back to the menu page, and I just had to come back to make them all asterisks again, I suppose the price I pay for time travel and trying to say what I may have originally said here*
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I suppose I will at least read this and travel over it, maybe after I see if there is anything from facebook to add. Be right back. Thanks. 77 notifications since i last checked, so I hope that's good.
*I must remember to share that meme, 'Daddy, what did you do in the meme wars?" - we will in them, for Jill, for Us, for the Green and for Mother Earth and all her Peoples, human, plant, animal, and fairy-other! n5:17 PM on 10-22 - after I spell-check. 5:14 just turned to 5:15 - thanks for reading once again! Thanks for everything, I love you1*
*when I finished editiing from bottom to top, spellcheck I mean, I left some typos in when they seemed fairy-like and thanks for thoise, typo fairies. I also counted the "w"s I had to add and even though I bet I missed a lot I got to 83 and thought I should report that, too. It's now 6:46 PM on 10-22. Thanks and sweet dreams! I love you!*
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