Tuesday, May 29, 2018

God-like Power Trumps Supremacy: Peace in Korea - gagablog #156

3-14-18: I have God-like power. Or Goddess-like Power. (but people foolishly say God-like more often) I’m not bragging - everyone has Goddess-like Power. People sometimes say they have God-like power and plenty of times people believe in the God-like power of someone else. And sometimes, rarely, people who say this actually believe it about themselves. Of the few of us who say “I have Goddess-like power” most of us, those who say it, really don’t believe it about ourselves, or don’t act like we do, most of the time. I’m just going for it, now, I don’t claim to live up to the claim of having Goddess-like power. If we did live up to that belief we would be different, we probably would never have to say it, or be shy about saying it, because it would be far more obvious. And easier for other folks to believe, about You and about themselves. 

There is a thing about Goddess-like Power when you start to believe in it - more of a thing the more you believe in it, because it works. And you can manifest whatever Goddess you like or want by honoring her, becoming aware of her, channelling her - I guess. And beyond that there is The Goddess, Goddess-like Power itself. You’re not going to put it into your service to carry out petty goals, you can become part of its service to the universe, become one with Goddess-like Power. 

We all already have it, are it, and the more we believe in it the less we worry about “our” stuff and become a part of it, become empowered by it and increase and experience it’s power, God-like Power, Goddess-like power - I think I should call it Goddess Power or “God-like” Power. It affects the way or direction I am talking which term I use, I feel Goddess fits much better but God-like is how I first thought to write about this.

So I’ve had this idea, this feeling, this premonition of having God-like Power for most of my life - at least the feeling of clues to a secret discovery that leads to “God-Like Power!!!!” Then as i was driving today I realized something about the idea of God-like Power that I had never really considered before.

What it must really be like to be God - or The Goddess.

(I wrote this two days ago, now - it’s now Pi Day, 3-14-2018, so I wrote this on 3-12. I go off on a tangent or seven here and wanted to try and edit in a clearer expression of what I wanted to say)

Pi Day Edit: the secret I considered that I hadn’t thought of before was that we put God in a box of our own understanding when in fact there is something both wonderous and wondering about the Divine, something infinitely curious and unsure, considerate, that makes it incompatible with so many of Our conceptions of God-like Power, the ones we imitate to do awful things in the world. The Greatest Power is Good and I feel the proof of it just occured to me, I’ll see if I do better than I thought in explaining it and edit more as I go. Now back to 3-12:

I’ve written this gagablog for years about the belief of Lady Gaga as the Goddess. Is it because she “has” the most or manifests the most Goddess Power? By various measures, probably not - but for my taste, for the type of Goddess Power that brings out the God-like Power in me, she is the ideal i had foreseen since I was a little boy, officially, and is the perfect way to get into it, the Glitter Way or Yellow Brick Road. But the most important part to this aspect of Goddess Power is that it is made true by bringing the same out in others - it’s never about seeing someone else as Holier than You because they make you feel like crap in comparison but seeing them as Holier than You because being around them, connecting with them, makes You feel more Holy and you can see it making other people feel more Holy, too.

Pi Edit: Its never run by Fear, true Divine Power is never fear-based. Those structures are what we think of as “powerful” but the Divine, beyond fear, overwhelms those powers when we let it - it’s just not forceful it asks for cooperation. Back to 3-12. 

I feel this is a good time for a disclaimer that some God-like Power and Goddess Power can be abused - just because it’s making everyone feel more Holy doesn’t mean it’s entirely good, it could all be in service of a dangerous idea, evil God, or harsh Goddess, etc. You know what I mean, nothing is ever an excuse to do bad. But the mistakes that are possible to make from the quest for God-like Power are the causes of many bad things in the world.

It is easy to see, stepping back from it all, a cosmic step back, that War and Greed and Oppression and Misogyny and Racism, etc, are all Powerful forces with almost God-like Power over the world - but all of these are “wrong”, bad, or false Gods.

The true Gods and Goddesses, the right ones, are all Good. Bad stuff can have God-like Power, too, we can be part of power-structures that are bad and we can derive God-like Power from the way those institutions convince us that we have the power and authority to kill others or other bad things. These are just God-like Powers gone wrong.

So why doesn’t a Good God-like Power sort out all the bad stuff? This is partly due to the nature of what Good God-like Power, Goddess Power, really is. Part of it is what I already mentioned: real Goddess Power reminds everyone of the Goddess in themselves through the Goddess in Someone, so that we all become more that Someone once we see her shining example, we all become the Goddess. Bad God-like Power puts one person or group over the others - and always relies on Fear to do this.

I heard three things on the radio since last night or the night before: One was a jazz singer, possibly Dee Dee Bridgewater, saying before a song that to her freedom meant the absence of fear, that only little kids felt fearless, and more good things. Then later a song with the message that violence is a choice and it’s always up to us, we can always stop it, within ourselves. The third thing i heard after or during the musings I’m about to relate about God-like Power.

So as I was driving I was conversing in my head with someone and was telling him not to hold a hidden grudge against me because I had God-like Power, is the way the phrase occured to me to imagine to say, if we ever had this conversation. It was in no way a threat, I realized as I said it that it really meant a sort of commitment, and overwhelming commitment to Good.

I realized something essential in the nature of what I call God-like Power. It is a total commitment to Good. When I say “total” and “I have God-like Power” I am obviously either lying, failing, or leaving something out - because I’m not saying this so well, it’s not Perfect. But I do believe in it, I do believe this is one of the better things it has ever occured to me to say so I hope I will find the right way to say it. 

The Best Goddess Power, the best God-like Power, is characterized and known by its Goodness. It is why it is more powerful than evil powers built upon the amassing of fear - that shit just isn’t really any good or fun. 

It is because the Truest, Best God-like Power is Good that we can have faith in it. Believing “Everything Sucks” is annoying. Real faith in Goodness makes Goodness happen. Knowing that our true power lies in that Goodness is the key to getting out of all the bad.
All the fearful Gods and Goddesses, the ones who rule by fear, are all less powerful than the Good Goddesses and Gods “above” them. So why do the bad guys all seem to be in charge down here, why don’t the Good Guys sort them out and teach them a lesson, make them Good?

Making Bad Guys into Good Guys is ultimately the only way to go. The idea that “a bad guy with a gun means we need a good guy with a gun” presumes there will always be bad guys and always be guns. We don’t need either. If there are reasons why Bad Guys will always arise then we need to understand the ways to help those Bad Guys change and become Good Guys. 

But Good Can’t ultimately “sort them out” or “teach them a lesson” - not with punishment and fear, anyway. Those are the rules “down here”, those are the ways we think we must do things because we are under the oppression of so many God-like powers of Fear.

But Freedom, Truth, Liberty - the True Good Goddesses and Gods - are above and beyond Fear. We get above and beyond Fear as we access our Goddess Power. 

Plenty of people have sought what they imagine to be God-Like Power and Got It - great rulers and tyrants and innovators are examples. Artists are always naturally going for an aspect of this God-Like power, to create. But the full God-like Power is a calling within all of us and it is basically Goodness.

It doesn’t really put anyone above anyone else. True God-like Power raises everyone up and we can often see it especially coming through certain individuals.

It can be a danger for those who are honored and recognized this way, as Divine or at least Special, to abuse the power, to serve lesser gods who aren’t good, out of fear of losing power or fears the person never resolved. But staying with Good Gods and Goddesses the feeling of God-like power is just something you want to share with as many others as possible and Goodness can be recognized by its ability to spread to everyone. Those who would say their message isn’t for everyone aren’t as Good as those whose message is for everyone.

The big realization I had today in the car was that I’ve always believed in God-like Power, a connection to it. I’ve always believed it was Good - that the God-like power of Good Gods and Goddesses was Good and something to aspire to, not something to fear. And I “knew” this and can be fairly pompous about it. But what I realized today was my pompousness, my feeling so sure of myself, even if I am always trying to be Good and feeling pretty confident about myself and Goodness, itself, I still have to check myself, to wonder, to question - have I got it right? Is my idea the right one, Totally motivated by Goodness and faith in Goodness, or have I added some of my own misconstrued motivations into my idea?

This Questioning is what made me realize the key to God-like Power: If you have the power of God you probably would feel like God - or, you might have to feel like God to really feel true God-like Power.

What does God feel like? Apparently he wonders and questions a lot more than we suspect, was the answer I got today. We think “Feeling Like God” must be some kind of power trip of confidence, just tossing down lightning bolts on people “fuck you and fuck you” throw in some storms “fuck your whole town, that was an ugly dress” or whatever.  

 Pi Day, now: But God isn’t like that - the Goddess isn’t like that and “even God” isn’t like that, either. The real, powerful, Good Gods and Goddesses aren’t so sure, or are only as sure as we are. They are gently convincing but if we can’t be gentle we can’t even feel them.

My realization came from imagining a conversation  - I can’t get into all the details, now, maybe next edition when I finally finish the Shirley fairies series. I had to write this because as I considered this conversation, and the idea that the most God-like Power is trust in Goodness and belief we can manifest it in each other, something necessarily shared and mutually uplifting to be truly divine, there was a report on the radio about White Nationalist / Supremacist Terrorism and murders - how they are more than the number of “Islamic” terrorist murders in America. And I would add that if you include cops who murder people, at least the ones that fall into this category of killing because they can get away with it, the number of Supremacist murders are far higher. 

The White Supremacists have been in control of the US Government all along, they just mostly kept it secret, until Trump. He ran on a completely KKK-friendly platform, just appealing to that diehard core of the Republican base. And now they have, openly, the “Most Power in the World” (although I guess if Russia is really running the show here, now, they are actually “More Powerful” and China probably makes all other claims to power silly, these days.)

And yet the reason they say they are attacking more people, lately, is that they feel emboldened by Trump. I can see that - but what are they so mad about? Why try to get away with more violence, Now, when you are getting what you want? Because you expect the Authorities to just wink at you and let you go? Even so, what are these American terrorists so mad about?

When you think about it, the reason they are mad is because their ideas of power, the power structures they maintain, are all about fear and just really don’t have any true power. Its extremely frustrating to them. The power to force people to do things through fear just can’t be any fun. But if that is all you have, if those are the only kinds of Gods you’ve heard about, I guess you go with what you know.

That is the ultimate point of this edition of the gagablog - the hope that even if Trump was elected by the KKK and NRA he could be the one who sees them go away. He could make peace with North Korea and end all nuclear weapons - because he wants to be the hero people hope him to be.

That was my insight into the Divine, I think.

What if the Divine is trying really really hard to get everyone to like her, without being insistent at all, just caring and caring until we care back? 

Trump wants people to like him and has a lot of people who like him, people who are like him. But within him is the Goodness, the Goddess, God-like Power, the Divine - within him is the desire to be liked by MORE people, and have more people feel like him. He might realize how he can change to make this possible, that he has a chance to Save the World from War, to open that door for the world to go through. He just has to have an Epiphany, to experience God or the Goddess within himself in a way that makes him question and change.

If that is the secret to the Universe, to the Divine, that it isn’t Certain, Predetermined, and Destructive, it’s Curious, Questioning, and Changing. 

Since I started this Trump fired Rex Tillerson. Steven Hawking died yesterday. I always thought he wasn’t as smart as everyone said, or was paid to hold us back from better discoveries by validating old beliefs like the Big Bang Theory, and I felt this was confirmed when he admitted he had been lying about black holes for 30 years, or said he finally could see how they weren’t “escape-proof”

I have a lot of ideas about the nature of reality, how it is all one, curious thing, mystery, and I feel it can even be shown in science and numbers it just needs another kind of math. I will be writing all of these things soon, and re-writing this better, but I just needed to jump in and say this then finish the Shirley Fairies series, one on Gender, one on Good Government, and finish Sexxx Dreams and Artpop explorations and whatever comes next after that. 

All violence based power is Weak Power and is going away. The sooner we get into the natural peaceful power we are all part of the happier we will all be. Violence destroys itself, ultimately, but if we can just talk more people out of it, out of it’s systems, it goes away faster. Weed replacing alcohol is part of this, among everything else - just had to mention that.

Trump meeting with Kim Jong Un of North Korea was just announced and it’s time to Not Jinx it - and there are so many possibilities, I guess - but the only one I care for it the Complete Disarmament of the Planet - it has to happen sometime, just imagine the irony and fun of Trump and Kim Jong Un getting the credit for it! 

But we all have roles to play, roles that echo those same roles they play - we can get over ourselves, we can change, we can be filled with Goddess Power, God-like Power, the power to connect with and help everyone, the desire to do so and belief it can happen.

And the curiosity to always wonder and strive for the best way.  

Today, May 28th, 2018, it is 2 months and ten days since I wrote this - as i wrote that Murphy Brown said “people are just killing time until that commercial where the guy cuts his kids hair with a vaccuum cleaner.” The Summit between Trump and Kim was “called off” by Trump and is now back on - a lot changed in my life since I wrote this, I won’t get into details now because I’m still not finishing the Shirley Fairy series - I just don’t have the time right now to do the last notes I had, but I’ve been waiting to publish this all this time because I’ve been busy.

So when I was about to write it the other day, about a week ago, but put it off, it upset me to hear that Trump cancelled the summit. I was going to write it anyway and predict the summit would be back on but before I could Trump changed his mind - the news today was that he said any reports it had been cancelled were fake news, when they were just reporting his tweet, but whatever. 

I don’t think peace relies on what I write here but I do believe it relies on belief in peace - in ourselves, in whatever way we can manifest it. The Goddess is Love and Peace and these have been repressed by an evil system. But that is the true power and true future.

I don’t think I have to write this, to finish it, the last notes about Shirley and the fairies mentioned in that book, before the summit - but I want to, just to show my faith in Peace.

As the news is reporting, today, there are meetings taking place between US officials and North Korea, in North Korea, where Presidents Moon and Kim have been meeting. If Trump getting credit for Peace is what makes it happen that’s fine - it won’t erase the bad things he stands for or make up for bad things he’s done. But it COULD transform him into a new kind of Power, a new kind of Leader. He could get a taste for being more universally loved instead of only being loved by bitter haters and greedy, guilty rich folk. He surely will - he will want to Top Himself and go for World Peace - and more power to him if he does, if he gets credit for that - because that IS More Power - peace is Goddess Power, real power.

So they are saying the details will be worked out, now, have just been worked out. It’s almost like the meeting is all set up so all Trump has to do is go through with it and not fuck it up. I believe everyone wants and believes in Peace, deep down - its just extra deep in the folks who believe war is necessary to “get there.”

Trump fans insist he get credit for the whole process by being extra belligerent last year. Almost like his “why have nuclear weapons if we aren’t going to use them?” comment - would he? But this is all the old world “power” of fear. Peace is simply More Powerful and this deep truth is harder to deny. The Other Way to interpret this phrase, as I suggested here a year ago, is “Why have them at all? We AREN’T going to use them.”

And as I’ve said here for many years the best way to end nuclear weapons is to lead by example - show we don’t need to have them so no one needs them.

The same principle can end all war and the horrible results of weaponry - get rid of the reasons we think we need these things, get rid of the suffering that causes people to fear each other. 

Trump should definitely get credit for making Peace with North Korea if he pulls it off but for doing it, not for threatening war - it doesn’t ultimately prove that the threat of war is a way to peace. But if he wants that feeling of validation to get there, good. The point is that once he makes peace it will be a new, real, Good power that he is allied with - the Goddess. She will change the world, she will likely change him. Or he will have to change, some, to pull it off.

But maybe they will just get along and everything will be better than fine, sooner than anyone could imagine. While some will still say “See? Being mean works!” referring to the aggression of 2017 - the real take-away, for the whole world, will be that peace is the way to go, everyone will want to make peace because North Korea will prosper, open up and the people will be happy and it will be an example to the world. And it will be an even better example if the USA denuclearizes, demilitarizes, as well and shows how much better WE can do without all that junk. 

Trump was saying today or yesterday how much better Peace will be for the whole world and he mentioned both Koreas and Japan and the World and America and China in that special way he says that name. I believe in Peace, I believe it can come through unlikely ways, and will - and it just takes that openness and connection, magic, some appreciation and willingness - it’s waiting for us.

They seemed to be about to fuck it all up by talking shit over the weekend and act like they have to keep pressure on North Korea to make it happen “our way” and the point is to give up force and threats and realize how much better friendship, communication and help will work. We might have avoided a year of tension if anyone thought Trump and Kim could just meet - Obama could have done this if he hadn’t stuck to the American Establishment (Pro-military) “Force them to do stuff before talking to them” playbook. Trump and Pence were trying to re-open that even after he shocked everyone by announcing a meeting, but “no backsies.” In the end, and to his credit, Trump quickly realized Peace is Where It’s At - and he’s going to go for and and get credit for it.

And he deserves credit if he does it! And so do Xi, Moon, and Kim -they should all share the Nobel Peace Prize. Because Peace is Between folks, the Goddess power of Love, the only REAL power there is. It’s not “power” Over people, putting one above another. Peace is the power of us all, Together, and it’s our Future.

I don’t think I said it very clearly at the time of this writing but came up with a better way to say what I meant throughout this post as I was musing about it today:

The Goddess is Love - All-Powerful. She is not all powerful because of “Knowing everything” (Carson said “laughing at everything” and “everything” was exactly as I typed that) or having a Set Plan, Dictates, stuff like that - “God-like” power stuff. Love, the ultimate power, the only Real power from which all good things come (and all bad are just mistakes / misunderstandings of) is so powerful because it Wonders so much, is Open to so much - the Goddess is so Wonderful and Wonderous.

We can be more In and Of and For the Goddess when we Wonder as well - we don’t have to know exactly how or what we will do to know that we CAN do something Good for Love, Peace, Nature - the Goddess. We can put aside our old ways to find that heart within us that needs to be seen in others, too, to be truly discovered. 

I saw an old post with a Gaga quote - I don’t have it handy but she says she doesn’t care if you love her, she wants you to love yourself. This is Goddess Love, the Love within us ALL coming out and joining us, healing us (“Your car needs repair” the TV said just now_ I look forward to seeing how it brings Trump and Kim together, ends THIS war and leads to the end of ALL War, as the Goddess emerges in the most unlikely ways!

And in the ways we believe in and go for, the ways we make it happen with every act of faith and hope and love. We can change and try to make up for things we have done wrong once we get in touch with this deep goodness within us all, knowing how much Love is in Everyone and Everything. We have to start somewhere, we start in ourselves and everyone we can imagine, every way we can dream of it it can come true. The BEST, most miraculous hopes are the ones that are So Eager for us to believe in them, to meet them, we just have to go for it and let the Goodness happen, don’t let the old ways get in the way! 

It’s now 5-29-18 at 9:21 - I hurried to finish this last night before work and there was a formatting problem so I couldn’t copy it into the gagablog. On the way to work I heard that Kim Jong Un’s “right hand man” the Spy Chief is coming to the United States for more meetings to prepare for the summit. They have been walking back Trump’s cancellation ever since it happened but it’s probably all just to “make news.” I felt like I should add something but all I immediately thought I forgot to say is how My View connects to Word Events, in this way: I have been delaying finishing this because I didn’t have the time to dig up the notes, to mention the last Fairy references in Shirley. So I just avoided it, because I didn’t want to do it if I didn’t do it “the way I had planned.”

Trump was backing out of the deal, probably because he was told how all presidents before him “stuck with the plan” to force North Korea to make certain concessions before EVER granting a high level meeting with them. Trump may have made a “rookie mistake” by suggesting the meeting in the first place but it could be his greatest legacy. And all he has to do is Go His Own Way, like Kansas (I think) -  “Get What He Needs” instead of just what he, or others, might think he wants, to quote the Rolling Stones song he played himself out at rallies with. 

He needs a win - Peace - more than anything. And it doesn’t make up for bad stuff he does - the NFL choosing to side with the KKK / Trump over the players and People will have major fallout and lead to the very change The Man fears and is trying to suppress. But it CAN be such a big, unexpected, revolutionary win - the end of a 65 year war - that it CHANGES him, changes the world - sets a new path for us all, a path of Togetherness.

He doesn’t ever have to call this The Goddess - but it works so much easier when you can, so I’m here to fill in that part. Supremacy is the only UN-goddesslike “power” there is - it’s like the refuse of real power, enforced with Violence and Fear because there is no real power in it.

My point in all of this is that our Own Ideas and Plans - even God’s - can Never be as good as being Open to the BEST possible outcomes. Don’t insist on someone recognizing “your power” before you talk to them, don’t let ego get in the way.

We can all make peace this way - going for unexpected opportunities, making the most of New ways and not returning to the Old Ones - because that Power is not real. It misleads us. And while it has misled us we can make Good on everything by putting those powers, fear and violence, behind us and going with the New Power, the Goddess  - the power of all working for mutual Good. it’s so hopeful to hear the idea that the whole world can prosper  -and it’s all based on this mutual love and respect, and trying to open communication on differences so the very best ideas emerge. All we have to do is break from the old ways that insist “some” are “better” than “others.” Ultimately these are based on Bad Ideas about “God”  - that he has strict plans for everyone. The Greater truth is that The Goddess has Love for everyone, is open to everyone, and welcoming us, helping us, to join her and join together.

This is the basis of the Team Round World #teamroundworld idea - we are all on the same team, ultimately, against some bad ideas holding us all back. We just need to all come together and work to bridge separations between us. 

Believe in Love and it will make us Come True!

Saturday, October 14, 2017

Shirley Fairies 5: Sexxx Dream Daydream: gagablog 155

I had a crush on a girl for most of a year at my new job and I guess I'm finally over it - I've mentioned her here a few times, maybe in the one that got erased, but it all amounts to some lessons I've learned and is also the result of getting into this kind of fairy magic, particularly the Sexxx Dreams spell I've been in the middle of for 2 years and the Shirley Fairies spell I've been in for at least seven months.

I'm ready to finish the Shirley Fairies spell, now - I found a cord to another DS a few days ago and knew I would be writing this soon, had some insight into the nature of relationships at work, found the cord to the DS that already has the book game in it and charged it up just last night - and had more insight into those relationships this morning.

The main insight I had about the whole affair is the way this magic, the fairies in Shirley, relate to my "love life"  - over the last year or so - and world affairs. When I thought back on it today I remembered my overall impression of Charlotte Bronte's "Shirley": I love the fairies but it's not romantic, to me  - I think I said it was like 19th century "50 Shades of Grey".

This is the best way to sum up my impression of Shirley, why it isn't romantic for all it's airs: In certain circumstances it can seem like someone is a perfect, really good, magical, mystical, or romantic partner - but in different circumstances you're not really a good match, after all, it's more the result of the circumstance, or some mystery between people, or the fact that everyone really COULD be in love - but won't - and we still only allow "certain" people to access that part of us with us and those restrictions keep too much love from slipping around and ruining the status quo.

I'm just not really happy for Shirley - she could do better if she insists on believing in settling down - but she got some good fairies out of it along the way.

Worldwide, for example, Trump - or many other leaders - might not really be a good Match for America, or wherever - it may have seemed like that due to circumstances, and living with him might have highlighted some aspects of those circumstances  -and we can evolve and outgrow him.

And we won't "need" him any more like we thought we did, the way we were.  I wish Shirley could have gone somewhere else and met someone else, someone amazing, instead of obsessing over this same boring, smuggish person. Or even found a different side of someone else  -and then I'm like "you need to get out more" the KIA commercial just said  - then I'm like "Maybe you do need to go - or at least go leasbian with Caroline" that seemed to be the most obvious, intimate, loving path. And if she really wants a guy just someone new. Maybe someone in a different "class."

"People who take you too seriously are trying to con you, including yourself," is a catchphrase I came up with recently, after "I'm one of those people it takes conscious effort to get along with."

And of course they take themselves too seriously, for all their free time to explore romantic love they have to maintain the status quo and social divisions - it's all the same thing, I've never been a fan, I wish people weren't so exclusive and could just be in love with each other, more and more.

I'm impressed by what I heard of those Unicorns in England who are going to save the world with Free Love, that's my kind of revolution and instead of wanting to be with people who seem like they could be like that I can try to be more like that myself and meet the people who are already liberating themselves and others - and there's always going back but I've been looking for that Colorful Oz - then looking for Home - and not stopping to appreciate where I am, at the time.

Which is both, right? I did really well quitting smoking cigarrettes, not spelling it - cigarettes - and smoked one today after drinking this morning and smoking a butt - but other than that I haven't smoked at all in a week. I'm not going back to that part and it helps me appreciate weed even more to remind myself that is what I really want to smoke.

But circumstances can make something seem appealing, necessary. When they change they can still be appealing but the "needful" thing can only be what you learned from someone, not the relationship of being with them.

We're lucky to find people we can all in love with, or even lean a little, or just brush you hair back over from a tiny breeze of love - when you feel really bad that tiniest breeze can feel like a whirlwind.

Anyway this stuff is best said in fairy tales. For now I will finish this spell, the Shirley Fairies, and let this lesson go - I think I got it. I'm not worried that nuclear war will break out, that the fairies are the only thing holding it back. I'm not afraid if holding it back has protected or postponed anything changing about the Trump presidency, it's chatever, I mean covfefe, I mean whatever. It's the face of the suffering America causes.

Smile, Love, write about these fairies, write a way out of this thicket. It's a subsidiary of the Sexxx Dreams spell - I wanted "another" relationship, someone to have sex dreams about, an affair, some kind of "other" - it fit my lifestyle or much of this time since my lover and I were effectively separated for much of this time.

I never had a dream, a sex dream, in all that time  - I had one dream about the girl I like at work kissing our coworker, at work, overseen by me unbeknownst to them, that seemed really real. Maybe that will come up when I finally write the "Sexxx Dreams" spell I teased for years, now. But I don't have anything to say about it, now - I'd be happy for them if they could make the most of it. Its the same weirdness, exclusion, classism, etc, that gets in the way.

But I concluded that all my fantasy was a daydream version of the same thing - for what it was worth. I'll write about it when I finish that spell, hopefully soon because it is emotional feeling like you're the only one messing up a chance at love and relieving to realize it was more of a dream, when that's what it is. Dreams are nice, sometimes too nice!

Here are the final fairies from Shirley, hopefully this will release all of this misplaced love magic and bring out deeper, better relationships for us all. After this I still want to finish Sexxx Dreams but may have to write one for Gender and one for Government, first, since I promised - see how it goes.

Sister Batrille's campaign to win (?) over began with words from the Old Testament: "Let there be Light" - on the flying nun, just now. My first note is page 5690, "Lucifer", so i have to plug it up and turn it on and she is singing about chopsticks in a Chinese restaurant. "After some jabbing some searching and stabbing we finally skewer a piece of meat, (something) swallow leaves us feeling hollow..." and he gives them knives and forks.

All I want to say in summation of this spell is I want to release all these inferior and exclusive ideas of ourselves so we can be in love all the time, more and more, instead of all always holding ourselves back.

5690 - "Lucifer": The book was on the previous note, "a man or something lower", then looking or it found the previous "she has a look, at times, of a thing made out of fire and air, at which I stand and marvel" (page 5655) but the Man or Something Lower is on page 5677 - Linda is upset, she thinks Sister Batrille doesn't like her, "I just wanted to be just like you, and help people, and have them like me, like they like you - I thought they'd be pleased." She's showing her film of her surfing days, and when she was in the Gories - scenes from Gidget, her mechanic episode - this was on the other day, too, so I know the crossover media magic - "before I suddenly went clothes crazy and decided to become the world's most dazzling model." "I gave myself a chance to grow up first, to do many things, and be many things, and just enjoy being young."

I reread this whole speech where she rejects his "proposal" and it reminds me how we are reflected in each other in different ways, we switch around these roles, in different aspects of ourselves.  He's something lower, wolfish by his own feeling (page 5668) and the Ghost of Judas, and Lucifer, by the end of it. The Ghost of Judas means more than she could possibly have meant, adding layers to how this all is - he calls himself that to say she would not believe his false confession of love to her any more than she would the ghost of Judas, page 5670.

The thing is, we do have the Ghost of Judas, now, telling us things we Can believe - and false confessions of Love don't become True Love but there IS "other love" and it's not False just because it isn't some exclusive model that fulfills a specific set of expectations.

And she mentions his Moloch, his mill, on page 5675 -but this is all leading up to  - well, he is repeating this conversation as Linda is deciding whether or not to trust Sister Batrille, on my TV: Shirley is insisting she does not, can not, love him while Sister Batrille is insisting that she really does love Linda, she's not just trying to trick her or make her feel good out of pity - what Shirley feels he is doing. The Adam's grandma just said she voted before women got the vote, she didn't let that stop her, and Fester said "You're a true Addams" which is cool. The politician, ofr Sam L. Hillyard, is telling Addams that he will "Drain the Swamp."

"I hope the L stands for Lucifer" Addams says. "It Does, it does!" he enthusiastically replies. "I've changed horses in midstream, it's the Addams Way - the L stands for Lucifer." Morticia hates the platform - more streetlights, drain the swamps - our beautiful swamps!

Shirley doesn't mean Lucifer as an insult, in certain ways, she is referring to how he fell in her esteem. If I'd never fallen in love I might retain some respect, too - I don't regret it, it's the way it goes, I only REALLY want to fall for someone who can respect me for falling for them.

I missed page 5699 - "in he case, self-accusation was a chimera."  - because she never did anything to lead him on. Also true, in my case.

I got into reading, this section that Shirley and Robert part as possible friends some time in the future - Addams said "section" as I typed that. But I got too into reading it, for context, and it is good and makes me want to read some more, when really I want to connect with the fairies and magical parts and go "Mr. Quimby I'm sure you're mistaken - electronic computers do not vote!" Morticia just said.

5724 - Yorke describes Mary Cave, his crush, as an Angel, "why she hadn't wings and a crown. She was a stately peacful angel" but she had no feelings for him, which I can relate to, except I guess I still hope when hope seems lost while Yorke gave up hope - and concluded i she Had loved him he probably would have left her, due to human nature. I'm not like that at all, I went the other way, I think our nature is truly to love and love more - as much as we can, and sometimes we just can't.

5740 - the moon is "looking at us wi' a scowl and a menace" is how he tries to avoid the question about love, what a way to go, to the moon, to try and escape love - when the moon is You!

5742 - "men are made of the queerest dregs that Chaos churned up in her ferment" The difference is, to him he's bitter about this (and assumes it means people will always turn out to do the worst things) and to me I'm happy about it and want to make the most of it but can't connect with others who feel the same very often.

5783 - "A deep recess with a window...and a fairy cabinet." A secret room where two people could speak and not be overheard. I don't know much what that would be like, not as much as I would like.
So I do feel somewhat bitter about things like that but I stay aware of it so it doesn't make me sour or upset, just bittersweet that things eventually turn out for the best even waking up from nice dreams.

And really nice when those dreams are just covers for bad times but you wake up to something better - the heiress on I Dream of Jeannie declared she wants Major Nelson and her dad approves, then the signal went out entirely.

5789 - when Sir Phillip tells Shirley something in this nook it effects her like a "charm which had changed her to a statue" and I forget what this information is but there's the spell of it.

5874 - "a couple of human falcons" and 5875 - "gruff as a hungry raven" and I forget who these are, too

"a house is like a living thing, over time it develops vibrations...I want you to go to the living room and talk to the walls, tell them Tony is in trouble, needs you, is very fond of you, but you're hurting him, if you realized you wouldn't be doing it" - more I dream of Jeannie.

5896 - "your gods are not my gods" she tells her uncle. She says they don't even really speak the same language - this hurts me to realize in another way, it's true of some of my relationships which turn out to really be more associations. It's just sad we can't overcome barriers like this - Major Healy was talking to the walls. "This wall is a particular friend of his."

5898 - "you annoy me with small meddling, with petty tyranny"  - I wonder if this is where Carlos Casteneda got this term. It has a magical influence, too, when you have a crush on your manager and she's really cool, easy to work for, super nice to everyone and nice to you all the time even if she doesn't "like" you, but you like just working for her anyway because she makes it pleasant, and you feel bad you can't do more for her when she is stressed by the job, is all. Pretty Inspirant is more like it, but that's what a petty tyrant is, too, really, if you can see the beauty in it, even when it's not pleasurably obvious.

5899 - "offer them a sacrifice to the deity you worship" because she wants nothing to do with them. this reminds I have that song spell to make, too, that I've had in mind for months, all this time, and I want to complete all of this and move on to something better - the Sarah MacLaughlin song, "Possession" which I suppose is the possession of Loneliness, the call out to Someone, or just to echo in Silence.

5902 - "your god, your great Bel, your fish-tailed Dagon, rises before me as a demon." I see someone telling Trump this same speech, in different words - but what words would someone use to cut me down in this way?

5904 - "He stretches out the arm of Mezentius and fetters the dead to the living"  -this is a bloodthirsty Etruscan king who was known as a "despiser of the gods" and all of this reminds me of that recent revelation that Fairy tales don't have Gods in them, but Fairies  -they are Love Stories where many myths, full of Gods, and history, and War Stories. Whatever she says about his god being the Hymen of France and "analyze the blue blood of Spain!" on page 5907 would require further research and reveal some weird nationalism or Christian schism stuff or something racist, I guess.

5947 - "Chapter 32: The Schoolboy and the Wood Nymph" I know what that's like.

5987 - "In other respects she was no woman, but a dragon." My lover and I are both dragons and I suspect you can be both. But I suppose she didn't mean it as a compliment.

5993 - "giantess" the lady nursing him.

6006 - "Does he feel the chaste charm Nature wears tonight? A pearl-white moon smiles through the green trees; does he care for her smile?"

Samantha is mad about the Witches world versus Normal world battles and says she tries to be fair but sometimes being fair means being nothing. There really is no other side to be on other than the side of Nature but we estrange ourselves  -Endora is telling her brother she feels like an only child and he says he thinks of her like an only everything - they agree to only see each other when invisible and divide the world in half, she took the top.

6012 - "a contraband volume of fairy tales" - because rules.

6014-15 - "bells tinkle on the wind..." and from the mist "dawns on him the brightest vision - a green-robed lady, on a snow-white palfrey; he sees her dress, her gems, and her steed; she arrests him with some mysterious question; he is spellbound, and must follow her into Fairyland." Om Mani Padme Hum is like "Being  Jewel Lotus Heart"  - I was reminded by the Ram Dass book I read last week - and it is like the mist and green dress are being, the jewels are jewels, the lotus is the horse and the lady and her look are the Heart. 

6021 - "foam-women - a band of white, evanescent Nereides." I guess I will have transluscent memories and glowing ghosts in my memory, regardless.

And the book is closed when he hears the teacher approaches, but no, it's someone else....

6022 - she appears like an apparition...the dark veiled lady...

6025 - "all women are proud monkeys"

6051 - he's reminded by her voice of a blackbird's lament for one of her kids he killed.

6143  - "the whole house and all it's inhabitants are under a spell, which I will not break until you are gone." This makes me think how scalable this "whole house" magic is, that it effects all inside - all inside a person, inside a house, inside a nation, however you look at it, and things are held in suspense to make escapes or secret missions.

And things are maybe never as dire as they seem, but the warnings are there to help us get better.

6151 - "Martin you are an evil cross between imp and page." "What do you call a western union marijuana gram? High Wire" - Karnak.

6206 - "he spent in the woods with his book of fairy legends, an that other unwritten book of his imagination." She says a few pages earlier, 6202, that her "face was now perpetually before his eyes, by day and by night" and it is this hopeless schoolboy infatuation i've always been really good at and recognize, at this time, this is "where I am" in this story  -I have a book o fairy tales, I'm in the wood when I write them, delusional with fantasy but aware it's not really for this world, in some ways, for some folks, sometimes, and can only be put into stories.

6289 - "sudden broom of Fate - that fell housewife whose red arm none can control" well sure if you think that way about her.  - Or if you're a schemer, I suppose, like Martin, here. "Upstairs was a woman named Mrs. Spear who worked in the daytime...would ring our doorbell every night 'Oh Mrs. Tomlin I'm so sorry to ring your bell but I forgot my key...oh it smells good' ...she'd end up eating with us 2-3 times a week" (dad resentful, she repeated what he had said to her, at age 5) - Lily Tomlin on Johnny Carson.

6370 - they talk about seeing her "heart's core" and I just see paradise, that jewel lotus heart - I mean I can't say anything about this, now, it makes me so happy in some ways and sad in others.

6393 - "grim phantom I am" he says after saying "Don't look as if you would leave me" That look is one to make you hollow and sad.

6406 - "he is just about as much a Cupidon as you are a Cyclops" and this probably means something, and something more - I don't have the passion to find out, "grim" as I am in my current mood  -and I'm realizing I have one more side of the note care and don't want to write all of this, now, and will continue with a sixth Shirley Fairies, soon, and hopefully things will end with a little better twist in this whole fairy forest chapter of my life.

6428 - "I have no love to give. Were the goddess of beauty to woo me, I could not meet her advances." It really only feels that way when it feels lost - I know, in between lost and found, it feels like that, but only on one side, the outside.

6458 - "it is the utterance, seen, not heard, through which angels must have communed when there was 'silence in heaven'" and this might be where I get these ideas that people secretly like me, or each other, or could if they just looked in each other's eyes.

6490 - the end of this side of the card, the last one I will do, or now, to sum up this last era of time, for me, since I wrote this, since I feel these ways This Time but I suppose times always change and some of those we change with and some of those change for us, if we want.

"Have you been with me in spirit when I did not see you? Have you entered into my day-dreams..."


Wednesday, October 11, 2017

Jamele Hill / Political Football: Trump is a White Supremacist - so is Roger Goodell and all others who KKKowtow to him: gagablog 154

It's time to choose, America - are you racist or not? If you display a Confederate Flag you MIGHT be racist but if you accept no criticism of the American Flag then you DEFINITELY are racist, white supremacist, and an all-around asshole. And Now We Know and will call you out for it.

I haven't been putting a fine enough point on this lately. Thanks to Media Magic I was given two reminders yesterday that make this incredibly easy to say and understand: ESPN's suspension of Jamele Hill and a rerun episode of Good Times aired on Antenna TV, 10-10-17 - probably originally from 1977, I'll check - it was 1975, the episode where James gets a job offer to work on a pipeline in Alaska, called "A Real Cool Job."

Jamele Hill first got "in trouble" with ESPN a few weeks ago for tweeting that Trump is a white supremacist and was forced to apologize. Trump IS a white supremacist and HE and ALL white supremacists are the ones who need to apologize, including ESPN who is coming out on the side of White Supremacy. She just told the truth and has since been forced to pretend this is NOT the truth because the racists are in power and want to keep it that way.

Her recent comments suggesting a boycott of Cowboy owner Jerry Jones' advertisers (since he is the one threatening to bench players who kneel for the anthem) have gotten ESPN to suspend her for two weeks and got national media coverage.

I realized I was "wrong" when I assumed a boycott of the NFL was because they weren't allowing players to protest police brutality  - but I was just ahead of the game. The most recent news is that Roger Goodell has made a statement that players should stand for the Anthem: in the current context, backing up Trump on this, Roger Goodell has confirmed himself as a white supremacist.

I understand these people are so White Privileged and blind that many of them don't realize they are being white supremacist racists. That's why this is here to tell you.

The only Good Cowboy is a Benched Cowboy.

If you DON'T protest police brutality in solidarity with the black players who are, then you are supporting White Supremacy.

Right after I finished my last gagablog I got in the car to go to work and heard the news that Vice President Pence walked out of a game after players kneeled during the anthem. According to one meme I saw he acted as a "Paid Protestor." Since then Trump has claimed responsibility for sending Pence to do this - and he has also challenged Rex Tillerson to an IQ test after the Secretary of State reportedly called Trump a Moron - but no time for tangents other than to say Ironic how this once-dreaded ex-oil tycoon could be the one to save the world from Trump, at least for a while longer.

Pence said he couldn't  dignify the event after some of the players protested. He tweeted this: "While everyone is entitled to their own opinions, I don't think it's too much to ask NFL players to respect the Flag and our National Anthem" When I heard this reported on the radio my reaction was to every word he said - "you are definitely trying to censor opinions and deny entitlement to Certain People's opinions, namely black people. Is it too much to ask that cops stop murdering hundreds of American citizens every year? Is it too much to ask to respect and actually address the plea of communities who are being oppressed and mass murdered instead of trying to change the subject and blame those people?"

It made me realize that any statement they ever make about Respecting the Flag could be replaced with one about respecting the lives of people, not murdering them because you are racist, and THEN it would actually mean something.

But now, saying you can't have any criticism of the country or it's symbol, the flag, means you are 100% committed to white supremacy and racism, to keeping the racist system in place.

While every other issue is important the treatment of the black community in America is a continual genocide. Of course the NFL was only briefly faking to be on the right side of this issue, in fact the organization that allows "The Redskins" has always been Pro-Genocide and Pro-racism. But they are proving it to everyone, now.

The players who get benched or fired for kneeling for the Truth will be far bigger heroes than other sports stars - they will be like Muhammad Ali but will surpass him in heroism to the New America.

The players who don't protest, the owners and advertisers and corporations and politicians and celebrities and EVERYONE who trues to stifle, divert, or censor this protest will forever be branded as White Supremacists. And we will GET RID OF THEM through boycotts, shame, and every other action they have coming to them - but they will be gone, soon.

So it's time to choose sides. I was "wrong"  / right too soon that the NFL boycott would be to END racism instead of Trump's boycott of the NFL which was to support racism. His supporters and their boycott might have made the NFL think they had to "do something" if their ratings dipped - but depite the "polls" that say 70% of Americans are happy being racist and want to end anthem protests, when the REAL boycott of the NFL, for cracking down on this protest, occurs it will be the end of the cultural fixation with football.

You don't believe me but it will be the end of the ALL the bad stuff that is propped up by White Supremacy and the Racist System, from War to Poverty to Pills/Insurance/"health scams" and Banking.

Some things were said in the Good Times episode "A Real Cool Job" that made all of this very clear. James is feeling forced to take a job in Alaska away from the family in order to finally get ahead but no one wants him to go. I have to avoid the tangent, for now, about the way they used women "entertainment" for the pipeline workers, but sex repression and controlling sex with money is the central evil upon which most of this system is based and built, and Obama had to apologize for the money he got from Harvey Weinstein after everyone found out how much of a rapist he has been for 40 years.

He finally decides not to go when Michael gets beat up by the Satan's Knights gang and the things he says about it which make James realize he needs to stay and be the strong guiding figure that can stop violence before it starts - even if that is sometimes with the threat of violence of his own, a whooping - but that's another tangent, for now I want to focus on the words he used to talk Michael out of some of his bad ideas.

When you see the Bad Ideas Michael had, and how they lead to violence and evil, you can see how I understand this as a commentary on the current Flag controversy.

Michael and his friends are in a club and they were selling The Defender to raise some money for this club when they Satan's Knights beat them up. When he says he wants to get even with them James challenges him in this way:

"When you said you wanted to join this club you said it was all about self-pride and awareness. But now it sounds like you're talking about revenge and that means you ain't nothing but a gang and you just quit."

Michael said "you come down on someone wearing one of these jackets and you come down on all of us." The jacket is like the Flag, see?

Once James has laid down the law about quitting the club, Michael asks "But what about black pride?"

James responds: "You black. Be proud."

You don't NEED a jacket to be proud. You don't NEED a flag to be proud. You need something to be proud of, something about YOU. In America, we don't have Justice - we have cops who kill people every day and face no consequences, and for everyone who is killed hundreds more are abused and intimidated.

We CAN'T be proud of that, we can't be proud of a Flag that represents that. We can't be proud until we fix some of these problems, then more, until we fix all the problems of this crooked system.

If we COULD be proud of who we are, who we REALLY are, we wouldn't NEED a flag to show it but no one would be upset about it.

As it is, the ones who are upset about the protest don't want to face what it is about and so they wrap themselves in the flag and keep denying evidence that proves how wrong they are.

The fires in California, now, the many hurricanes this season, these are all evidence that blindly following the corporate line and denying climate change is wrong.

More than one mass shooting a day and seasonal super-massive shootings are all evidence that our culture - not just our laws, our culture - of gun nuts is wrong. Fear is wrong, no way to live.

And ignoring the protest of the injustice of continual, unchecked police murders of citizens is wrong. It's racist and it's increasingly obvious to EVERYONE that it supports a white supremacist system and agenda.

The lesson James is teaching Michael is that he can express himself, be in a group, but that group can't resort to violence. Violence is the sign that you are Wrong.

The NFL players taking a knee, the public boycotting - these are non-violent protests that hopefully will "hurt" advertisers and promote change. But they won't hurt anyone.

On the other hand, Trump and now the NFL are threatening to fire or bench players for this protest - this is a form of violence, using the greater power against the individual. It hurts people in unfair ways, for speaking out about injustice. If corporations are "hurt" (and corporations aren't actually people and can't feel pain in this way, etc) by protests, they deserve to be hurt for siding with white supremacists. They should be reduced to nothing if they don't change their ways.

Why are there hearings about Equifax, the company that got half of the countries personal information stolen? Why can't you just tell a business, in THAT much trouble, "you're over, you're done, you don't exist anymore." (Like Norm MacDonald said about Germany - "you don't get to be a country anymore on account of you keep attacking The World" )

It would be good practice for the Oil Companies, Military, Republicans and Democrats, etc. "You don't exist anymore because you've already done enough wrong."

It's time to take off the jacket, take off the Hood, take off the Flag.

None of these symbols is "important" compared to the people getting killed, compared to the fear that people live under. That is more important than any symbol, actually relieving the suffering of the people that the symbol supposedly stands for.

If you can't see that, your Flag doesn't even mean what it CAN mean, to everyone, it just means you are a white supremacist.

If you WANT the Flag to be respectable, to stand for Freedom of Speech and Equality, LISTEN to the people who are risking their lives, listen to the athletes who are risking their million-dollar jobs, when they are BEGGING for a little bit of Equality.

Because if it doesn't stand for these things, if it only stands for "We kill anyone we want don't ask questions" then it's a White Supremacist symbol  -and it always has been.

We're here to redeem it - for ACTUAL Freedom and Equality.

Eric Reid, a player for the 49er's, said it well when interviewed about Mike Pence leaving the game  -I saw the video at the end of the article i looked up the quotes in. He said he would like to believe the VP was too busy to really know what the protest was about in the first place, to give him the benefit of the doubt that he just didn't understand it - but it was orchestrated, Pence had planned his protest all along, which he presumed from the orchestration of it, the 3-year-old Colt picture Pence used, etc - and of course in the following days Trump revealed that he had asked Pence to do this.

This all points at the fact that while deflecting from the actual subject - police brutality - by getting offended over the flag they are trying to dilute the message, stick their fingers in their ears and act like if they refuse to hear us then no one else will be able to hear us, either.

But it will all backfire on them because we are the ones with Justice on our side. I had never heard of Jamele Hill before she just told the truth, was punished for it, and now will be a hero to me and many others for making sacrifices to get the truth out there.

Anyone standing up to Trump will be a hero to the world and this includes some of his highest level cabinet members. Anyone who goes along with him will be branded racist, white supremacist, KKK - because they are, they are promoting ideas that are all part of that agenda.

Just Wave the Flag for JUSTICE instead of INJUSTICE and everything will be groovy, okay?

The NFL, Football, can even stay a thing - they just better get on the right side of history, soon.

And the military can always transform into a Disaster Rescue Squad if they want to stick around and keep many of their traditions and methods.

But a lot of positions won't be necessary, too  -which means Free Time, not "unemployment" in the New America - because we waste so much time, energy, and people in keeping up the Unjust System of Racial and Other Injustices - once we quit all that bullshit literally EVERYONE will be much happier.

Try it some and see! There are Ways Out of it every day, like Music! Check out our band Foxzen, the song "Ways Out" or "Champion of Accomplishments" or "Blazing" currently on youtube, others on Amazon or wherever you can find them - more coming soon, enjoy!

Sunday, October 8, 2017

How They're Forcing Us to Peacefully Take Over The World- Masters of the Universe: gagablog 153

I'm going to use a slightly different voice for this one, the voice we will use as Masters of the Universe.

There may already be Masters of the Hemisphere, Masters of Nations, Masters of Corporations, Masters of the World or Regions or wherever - these could all be the same people or there could be different "groups" with lots of overlap - the Major News Events can be seen as the differences, existing or depicted, of these "different" Master groups.

But they are all the same, or will all be the same when they are replaced by Us, the Masters of the Universe. I will explain this quickly since I have an hour before I have to go to work and I'm again postponing the completion of the the Shirley Fairy, Sexxx Dreams, and Artpop spells.

All of their power is based on the same worldly power of violence and money and "influence" but all of those powers come to nothing when replaced by more influential powers, based on much broader mastery. Evil powers and all built upon them can be easily swept away, will be easily swept away  -

It's kind of silly to even call ourselves the Masters of the Universe because we will be equal, all of us, and in this new arrangement the whole idea of Mastery will be changed - but it's fun to say to tell people with some authority how it's going to be - and there is a new insurance commercial with He-Man and friends facing Skeletor to remind me.

There are a few news stories from this week that, taken together, are like a spell for how We are being forced to use non-violence to take over the world.

This is a manifestation of what I predicted here years ago, that the Syrian conflict would be the window to the end of all war. Pressure, violent pressure, from all sides, like popping a balloon, makes the whole situation blow up and escape through the only non-pressured direction: non-violence.

The news stories to be compared are the Catalan independence vote, the Kurdistan independence vote media silence, the non-going, much talked about "gun debate" versus the ongoing, untalked about racism in America, and the rise of right-wing parties like AFD in Germany.

  Maybe there is some competition between the Masters of the World - maybe it's all an act and they just laugh at our suffering and grow their useless little pink wings (Simpsons "Serfsons" reference, from last week.)  - but it wont matter what their power structure really looks like once it's gone.

It's obviously built on dividing people against each other so we overcome it with all unifying, reconciling forces. We Will Be equal in the future - it's only natural - so if we Look Back from that Master of the Universe perspective, once we've taken that evil power structure away, we can see the events of Today for what they are, part of a script by the Masters of the World to divide us and keep us from uniting to rid the world of their powers. But it's just time to do it, it's unavoidable, so you see it happening naturally in response to the evil story they keep trying to write.

Why has the main news story for the last few days been about the Catalan independence vote? Why has their been zero coverage, in the same days of the Kurdistan independence vote? It seems to me that they used the Catalonia to divert world attention away from Kurdistan, and other things, and to equate the two in the world imagination: if they can reverse and shut down independence in Catalan they can set a precedent, example, or model to try and do the same in Kurdistan - or even if it goes through they could use it against Kurdistan breaking away from Iraq - somehow.

This is the point of looking at it from this perspective, which is admittedly "imaginative" (magic): I know there are long-standing forces for independence in Catalonia, I'm not saying it's "not real": what I'm saying is the Masters of the World could be using these sentiments, these people, this "nation", to try and influence the world in certain ways - and I think it backfired.

I think the closer we get to the natural, inevitable "revolution", when the few Masters of the World are replaced by Us, the Masters of the Universe, the more of these "backfires" we will see:

All of Syria, a Well-Orchestrated War (WOW) between so many countries, could backfire into a Newly Improvised Peace (NIP, in the bud) and that New Direction could take over and end all wars.

Here is one way of looking at it: Kurdistan independence is happening and They don't know how to stop it - surely they are poised to take advantage of it in deifferent ways but they mostly seem invested in postponing it, distracting us from it. The Catalonian independence vote and the Spanish crackdown and the twitterverse internet media response are all intended in certain ways to "distract" from other stories - but it backfires  -and to set examples for "how things are done" - but that backfires, too.

They had figures that 900 people were hurt by Spanish police for trying to vote - but at the same time 500 people were shot in Las Vegas by one person while they were at a concert (as I wrote that a NFL coach on TV said "shot in the arm" - and just now "give me a pervert's high five, you know how to do it" for some NBC show) And a number that has been recently floating around the interneet is over 700 people in America killed by police so far this year.

It IS terrible that the Spanish police beat 900 people for trying to vote. When compared to the ability of one person and American firepower to kill and wound 500 people in a few minutes - different kinds of terrible. And compared with American cops killing over 700 people over the year  -different kinds of terrible. And the tens of thousands of people the American cops have beaten in that same time period - just extrapolating if they kill that many of us - different kind of terrible.

And the tens of thousands of people getting killed, raped, thrown into their burning houses, etc, in Burma - different kind of terrible. MAYBE so terrible we "can't think about it" or MAYBE so terrible we can't justify NOT doing something to stop it -

But we can't justify Not Doing Anything to stop these other terrible things, either - that's what makes them Unjust. Justice demands that we do something about ALL of them - but the Masters of the World try to distract us into thinking we can't do anything, or can't do much, or if "we" can't get "them" to pass a gun law we should give up on everything.

It is Good of us to spread the story that the Spanish Police beat the voters in Catalonia. It is Interesting that the media helps spread this story but does not spread the story of Kurdistan, American police brutality  -except in distraction format, not the injustice behind the story  - or the stories of continued protest against it.

It's interesting how much the images of Spanish police beating voters spread around the internet, especially when an older lady had a bloody face. I don't know how many people were beaten by police recently in the protests in St. Louis - they completely quit reporting on them in all the hurricane coverage, or maybe they stopped protesting or the police arrested and intimidated them - but the last we heard the cops had trampled an old lady.

The Old Lady in St. Louis who was trampled WAS a story being shared on social media, maybe even mainstream media mentioned it, but compare how it was promoted in mainstream media to the image and story, a few weeks later, about the Old Lady in Catalonia whose face was bloodied by police. Is the "message" that Voting rights has more "resonance" than Police brutality? It doesn't seem to have much "resonance" - according to media attention - when the question is about black people's voting rights - or Bernie Sanders supporters voting rights - in America. Of course it's police brutality in both cases, just far worse and more sustained against black people in America, but THAT is the cause that it is SO difficult to actually get national attention for, so that even having sports celebrities join the protest ends up being diverted into a false argument about "patriotism" and diversion from the real cause.

It's interesting to compare the media focus on Catalonia with other stories - at least in BBC radio news, and maybe that is their excuse for so much focus, close proximity? - but even taking that into account it reveals the "Agenda" of the Masters of the World that we would be talking about Catalan, now, instead of as much about some of these other stories - and you can see the other stories seeping up to get the attention of the world, too.

I'm not saying it's "not real" but consider how - and WHY - it could have been orchestrated to distract people, divert "independence movements" especially if they can stop it or if their issues are "trivial" compared with other nations seeking independence -

and again all of our problems seem insignificant when compared with the Rohinge people being persecuted by An Yang Suu Kyi and the Burmese military, a population who has no Nation - maybe just carve off the edge of Burma and Bangladesh for them, by Master Decree?

What if they promoted this Catalonian Independence movement At This Time to try and mitigate these other stories, but it totally backfired on them?

I see one example of the backfire is the demonstrations across Spain for Dialogue and Peace, whether it ends up in Unity or Independence - THIS is the new model that will steal the Power from the Masters of the World for all of Us.

They probably did not mean to prompt this reaction  -and then again maybe they are orchestrating it but huimor me on this: They are saying these demonstrations were grassroots developed on social media. Our social media in America is controlled to maintain the status quo and while we CAN have movements that circumvent their powers of control I think it helps to be skeptical, too - but lets assume this is genuine grassroots effort, just the spread of an idea and action among people.

if so it could be a reaction they did not anticipate: the "hashtags" and slogans associated with the movement are 'We are Better than our Government" and "You're hurting me, let's talk" - something like that - all about finding a peaceful, non-violent solution and DENYING the government the ability to get us into violent confrontations. One of the things they are saying is that if the government can't avoid violence they will take over the government - with non-violence, but showing the idea that "force" is ever even USEFUL, much less necessary, is dying out with the powers of the Masters of the World - because that is the ultimate root of all their power, violence and the fear of it.

IF Catalonia is an example of a "promoted distraction" but the Dialogue movement is a REAL reaction to it, we can see a model of how all this backfiring will shut down the Machine.

Catalonia may be the natural outcome of social forces - but the news around it has certainly been promoted beyond other stories, especially compared with Kurdistan. And almost "magically" the comparison with these other stories that are not part of the "plan" - the mass murder shooting in Las Vegas and the social media spread of the over 700 figure of victims of police murders in America - the fact that these stories, or the image of the old lady in St. Louis being trampled, are NOT as promoted as the Catalonia story and images shows the Agenda behind it.

But it keeps backfiring - the same old story that the politicians can't do anything about gun control excpet a dance scripted by the NRA is playing out again  - but I suspect people will simply give up on a "government solution" and what will end the gun craze in America will be more like a Third Great Awakening  - a social awareness that changes the culture.

Same with ending police brutality, ending war, ending poverty, injustice, actually providing health care for each other - especially with Weed we will start New Models of doing things that simply ignore the Government - unless it wants to adopt and support our models and Make itself Relevant again.

There was some talk about the Nobel Peace Prize going to ICAN, the group dedicated to ending all nuclear weapons. It's definitely what I support and I truly believe we just promote a different way of thinking and it will be easy for everyone to give up nuclear weapons.

I quit smoking 4 days ago, cigarettes. Always spelled it with two R's, too. Oh well.

This group demonstrating in Spain, they are using White as a color symbol. White for blank canvas, to build something, for Unity, for non-affiliation with one side or another. It reminds me of the meaning of Islam, "submission." It reminds me of the Surrender Flag.

It reminds me of Jesus.

It reminds me you WIN by Surrender, this movement is openly talking about taking over the government if the government is not as good as they are, if the government is not good enough to avoid war.

Why can't we do that in America? An All-White Party to insist on Peace Only? ("made with 100% white meat" the commercial said as I typed that.) Just Get Together, Party, Peacefully, But Let Them Know - if you insist on WAR, we Take Over.

Not With Violence, just with our overwhelming Numbers, We Walk Over and Take Over.

That's what Spain is threatening to do if Catalonia breaks away, come over With Force and Take Over. But IF THEY DO, the PEOPLE will come over to Spanish Givernment, With PEACE - but TAKE OVER.

That's what we should do, here, too - start massing in the streets, or online, or Spapchat, whatever the fuck, just start showing our numbers, our unity, our principles, that we will NOT accept violence and will take over if our leaders insist on violent paths.

Just do this for America and North Korea - for EVERYONE. If All of Us, ALL PEOPLE, just tell ALL GOVERNMENTS  - "We are Better than You if you can't find non-violent solutions" - Put them ALL on Notice - Theresa May made the news this week for getting a pink slip and a frog in her throat - we WILL take over if you don't find non-violent solutions.

Some other news seemed to confirm this idea that there is Only One Way to Go, in a world of Violent Forces Pressing on All Sides, the ONLY Way To Go is Non-Violence, to get OUT of the whole situation.

There has been a lot of talk in the news about how AFD won seats in Germany, now a Nationalist party has won some power in New Zealand, too - like Republicans in America these parties have preyed upon people's fears when Good Government could just fix the problems so people wouldn't have to be afraid (and Democrats have been accomplices by being really, really Bad) But the talk in the media has mentioned how hate speech is covered as Free Speech but if it crosses the line and advocates violence then it is no longer protected and becomes illegal.

When talking about this pundits have mentioned that allowing Bad Ideas to be expressed is essential because it gives other people a chance to identify and counter the ideas with better ones. Trump is like a national example of this. But allowing those words to advocate violence is too dangerous - allowing those words to be backed up with violence is Wrong, and we ALL agree on this, legally - but Trump is a national example of this, too, he is the One who can launch nuclear codes.

So the idea that you can Say Whatever You Want - but it CAN NOT be backed up with a threat of violence or it is no longer protected Free Speech - should be applied to our governments, our presidents, because it is sound in Principle - let them say all the stupid stuff they want as long as they can't do anything Violent about it. They Represent Us, after all  -and they truly do. If there are enough people who think fearfully and stupid, a Stupid and Fearful Leader represents us, well. If they Don't represent us well we overthrow them. But they either make more stupid people so we can have more stupid leaders or if we get smarter, kinder, we get smarter, kinder leaders. They make us get their haircuts if they can and see how far they can push us, is all, until we push back.

But we push back with IDEAS, not violence. We don't actually have any nuclear bombs - i don't, no American does. So Why have a leader who represents us - but has nuclear bombs all the sudden? None of us know what that is like. We are all used to running our mouths, talking a lot of shit, but not having nuclear bombs to back it up with. We should be allowed to elect a leader who can talk all the shit he or she wants but has no nuclear bombs to back it up - because that represents us.

That's what we are like. A lot of Shit Talking. No Nuclear Bombs.

Adding nuclear bombs just makes everything terrible.

The idea is that Free Speech includes Hate Speech, as long as it doesn't advocate violence, so that people can hear who has these ideas and respond to them, give them better ideas.

In the reports about Catalonia they said that, in the weeks leading up to this election, anyone who spoke up for staying in Spain was shouted down and labelled as a fascist - someone said the fact that they never talked about it, about the actual issues, because they shouted out the Other Side, is why no one really knew quite what they were voting for - and why the outcome is so unstable.

Now banks and business have left the area due to the uncertainty, there seems to be all these internal politics, pushing the meeting about it from Monday, tomorrow, to Tuesday  -and not officially about it, anymore, either. It's a "fluid" situation.

And I wonder if it was orchestrated by a "Master" who felt they could control or benefit from the fluidity - but I wondered if it backfired on them.

I wonder if it all started as an attempt to distract from Kurdistan, from other issues, but ended up being the blueprint for how We Will Peacefully Take over the World.

And I wonder if it will be like some sort of slapstick comedy, that no matter what the governments and Masters do to try to stay in power, to try to keep from falling over, everything they do will be like they keep putting their foot in the bucket and tripping over the cat and down the cellar stairs and into the wheelbarrow and roll down the hill and off the cliff and off to sea and everything.

So it's like we don't even have to try  -I'm protesting police brutality by watching thr NFL - whatever they do will just force themselves from power, because the time of Force is Over.

We have a new model, surrender, just get along no matter what, don't let the governments turn us against each other.

I've had this model for the political group "Peacepipe Party" for over ten years now - peace and pot are unifying enough issues and help us in enough ways it's really all we need.

it eventually becomes All of Us - those who want Peace - versus "Them" - and the Consciousness Learning we receive is that there IS NO THEM - "them" is the relic of the Military, "Master"-mind.

I read that Ram Dass book, it was okay, he mentioned that he was 41, in 1970 or 72, when he was giving the talk, and I'm 41 now that I happened to find and read that book. He's very impressed when people read his mind, etc. I'm more impressed by what we all do, together, once we aren't so much worried about our boundaries and borders but trust and enjoy each other more.

Time to go to work - but soon, time for more stories, music, and art, the REAL, fantasy, Work!

I just had to write this, and it was supposed to be short, about how this "We Are Better Than Our Government" movement could be the unintended consequence of the latest diversion technique that totally backfires on them and makes a path for us to take over the world, peacefully, if they keep forcing us to,

Thanks, everyone! You look fabulous in white! I Wish I could talk with you all, hit me up sometime!

Tell Stefani I said Hi, too - I love her, miss her, can't wait any more or hold this world up to delay getting back to her, back into Love - it's the only real world there is, but these dreamworlds can be wild and exciting, too - just time to get back to the real world or more pleasant dreams in the meantimes! instead of Mean-times, Fun In-between times!